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You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Saturday, January 15, 2011

Sometimes in life, things tends to be so contradicting.
You will be so indecisive.
You don't know what to do, you take in people's advices.
But sometimes, those advices weren't the one you want.
You took those advices to reconfirm if it's same as your thinking.
Finally i realised how practical, how realistic Singapore is.
Not forgetting, how humans can be so practical/skeptical too.
My current job is offering me a Asst.Manager position.
Whereas another job in Changi Airport is offering me a Full time job for 3 mths of probation period before promoting me to a Floor Supervisor.
My decision is towards to my current job.
Why?
Because... Firstly, i've worked there for long and i know how it goes.
And... It's a sense of achievement, an acknowledgement.
All i need to learn is the manager role, the paperworks, the orderings.
And of course, i will not stay there for long...
Prolly, give me half a year to pick up the skills.
And then i will move on to the other jobs.
However, my parents wants me to work in Changi Airport.
In their perspective, i will have more prospect there compared to my current.
But i would like to stay put on my current first... It's the matter of time.
I just can't do things in my way for ONCE.
Honestly... I'm feeling so frustrated.
In other words, Only child sucks big time.
I can endure anything, I don't care how people look at me.
I just wanna follow my intuition, yeah... It sounded dumb.
But i trust my own intuition.
Im eff-ing 20, old enough to think... Old enough to pursue what i want.
You guys stopped me from going to an Art school, I didn't say anything.
Instead, I accomodated to what you guys expect WHAT THE ONLY DAUGHTER SHOULD STUDY.
My dreams, trashed.
I didn't prompt much...
But now, can i at least do what i want? Please?
What so bad about working in a Service line? I studied retail management.
Obviously i'm working in a Service industry.
Why are you guys pushing me towards Office jobs?
In the first place, why will i even go for that UOB bank interview knowing that i will not be selected and knowing that that's not the job i want.
Because, i know that you guys always want me to work in a office job.
And bank, its promising.
At the end of the day... for my second interview, that interviewer told me that I DON'T HOLD A 'O' LVL CERT OR A OFFICE CERT.
And guess what? Thats the minimum requirement.
She added on ' And, you holds a Retail dip, it's not relevant to office jobs. '
I practically ruined my own ego, my pride.
You guys have no idea how sarcastic that interviewer was.
And today, my mom told me that i screw-ed that UOB job.
I was so disappointed... No. In fact, i was devastated.
I blamed myself for not studying hard enough.
I blamed myself for pinning up false hopes.
Just let me do what i want, stop your plans for me.
I don't need that.
It's enough.

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Saturday, January 15, 2011 Sometimes in life, things tends to be so contradicting. You will be so indecisive. You don't know what to do, you take in people's advices. But sometimes, those advices weren't the one you want. You took those advices to reconfirm if it's same as your thinking. Finally i realised how practical, how realistic Singapore is. Not forgetting, how humans can be so practical/skeptical too. My current job is offering me a Asst.Manager position. Whereas another job in Changi Airport is offering me a Full time job for 3 mths of probation period before promoting me to a Floor Supervisor. My decision is towards to my current job. Why? Because... Firstly, i've worked there for long and i know how it goes. And... It's a sense of achievement, an acknowledgement. All i need to learn is the manager role, the paperworks, the orderings. And of course, i will not stay there for long... Prolly, give me half a year to pick up the skills. And then i will move on to the other jobs. However, my parents wants me to work in Changi Airport. In their perspective, i will have more prospect there compared to my current. But i would like to stay put on my current first... It's the matter of time. I just can't do things in my way for ONCE. Honestly... I'm feeling so frustrated. In other words, Only child sucks big time. I can endure anything, I don't care how people look at me. I just wanna follow my intuition, yeah... It sounded dumb. But i trust my own intuition. Im eff-ing 20, old enough to think... Old enough to pursue what i want. You guys stopped me from going to an Art school, I didn't say anything. Instead, I accomodated to what you guys expect WHAT THE ONLY DAUGHTER SHOULD STUDY. My dreams, trashed. I didn't prompt much... But now, can i at least do what i want? Please? What so bad about working in a Service line? I studied retail management. Obviously i'm working in a Service industry. Why are you guys pushing me towards Office jobs? In the first place, why will i even go for that UOB bank interview knowing that i will not be selected and knowing that that's not the job i want. Because, i know that you guys always want me to work in a office job. And bank, its promising. At the end of the day... for my second interview, that interviewer told me that I DON'T HOLD A 'O' LVL CERT OR A OFFICE CERT. And guess what? Thats the minimum requirement. She added on ' And, you holds a Retail dip, it's not relevant to office jobs. ' I practically ruined my own ego, my pride. You guys have no idea how sarcastic that interviewer was. And today, my mom told me that i screw-ed that UOB job. I was so disappointed... No. In fact, i was devastated. I blamed myself for not studying hard enough. I blamed myself for pinning up false hopes. Just let me do what i want, stop your plans for me. I don't need that. It's enough.
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go