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JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE

You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Thursday, November 25, 2010

It rain-ed so much recently.
Kinda brings my mood down, so much.
It gave me a nostalgic feeling.
Kept me pondering... What am i supposed to do?
To wait or to let it go.
Nothing to lose.
Nothing i can say to you, nothing i can voice out.
I suffered in silence.
Knowing what you're doing yet i can't seemed to expose you.
Why?
I've no rights to.
Nothing left to fear.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Was damn tired today...
Yesterday ard 12am.
Kiat came by and placed a Birthday Cake outside my house.
I was touched (:
Thanks for the surprise.
We chatted all the way till like almost 3 plus in the morning.
Then I woke up at 6am for school.
SO SHAGGED.
Hamham bought me a Icing Birthday cake.
So sweet of her <3
Slept for like an hour in class then met Jasmine after my school.
Train-ed to Bugis and had dinner with her.
She bought me a HUGE pooh, and a BIRTHDAY balloon as expected :x
Anw, had a great time with you sister <3
Thanks peeps! Though I'm spending my FIRST single birthday but i enjoyed pretty much.
Thanks JASMINE SISTER.
Thanks MA DUA ER.
Thanks MA DUA HAM.
Thanks MA DUA CAI.
Thanks SYLVIA.
Thanks LEONG.
Thanks KIAT.
Thanks FATTY.
Thanks ZHONGYI.
Thanks SEAN.
Thanks ALEX.
Thanks CLEMEN.
Thanks CHARLYN JIE.
Thanks DION KOR.
Thanks SHUMIN.
And alot more (:
My awesome 20th, I enjoyed.
Awesome friends and relatives :D

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Had an AWESOME BIRTHDAY BLAST with the peeps ysd :D
It was FAB.
But i was like dead drunk luh -..-
I won't deny the fact that i'mma lousy drinker.
I can't take much liquor.
I practically went berserk when i'm drunk.
All thanks to Jennifer luh!
For tagging me in fb, my drunk state video.
It's so UNGLAM ttm.
Like OMO -..-
Tml is MY DAY.
I like <3

Monday, November 15, 2010

Can you just tell me what you want?
You wanna love BOTH at the same time?
I'm important in your life?
Guys told me that, each and EVERY ex told me that.
Bullshyts.
You'd rather choose her than me?
Then what are you doing right now?
You are practically dragging.
Or should i say you wanna have both?
I'm just another substitute.
I totally feel like an arsehole, a bitch, a fcuking 3rd party.
You won't know how it feels like to be sandwiched.
Like you so what?Love you so what?
At the end of the day, i'm just another passerby in your life.
Why are you denying?
The fact is, you LOVE your gf.
Why give me craps like you can't live without me or you love me more than her.
What's with the promises you made?
If you really love me then PROVE IT.
Don't give me empty promises.
Liked i've told you, if you still love your gf or you wanna salvage the relationship between you and her, I WILL JOLLY WELL LEAVE.
What's so difficult to make a decision?
Don't come and sweet talk me and to think that i'll be smittened or bewitched by that?
Look, what i wanna know now is YOUR DECISION.
Not the guys specialty, sweet talks.

Friday, November 12, 2010

We had a long chat last night.
He asked me if I like him.
I hesitated and changed to a new topic.
Out of the blue... He interrupted me and asked why did i change the topic.
He knows I like him.
I told him, So what I like you or not?
It wouldn't change anything, You BELONGS to someone else's.
Not mine.
He replied ' I'm attached, not married.'
So you expect me to do something about it?
Like snatch you away from your girl?
I'm not doing that.
Cos i know what i'm doing now, is wrong.
I can totally understand how your girl will feel if she knows.
That is why I'm not gonna ruin the relationship between the both of you.
I choose not to.
Yes, you told me that you care for me more than your girl.
You told me that if me and your girl sent you a text at the same time, you would read mine first.
So? You still don't know what you're thinking.
Even if one day you chose me instead of your girl...
Will you do the same thing to me like how you did to her?
Think.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Vex-ed.
I won't deny the fact that i do feel something for him.
But i don't wish to do anything about it.
It would be wrong, so wrong...
I don't wanna be like those bitches ruining people's relationship.
The fact is... he's attached.
And today he asked me ' What if one day i fall for you... How would you react?'
What do you expect from my answer?
I paused.
I replied ' I don't wanna be a third party, i don't wanna be the cause.'
He answered ' Love cannot be forced, if i fall for you... There'll be a way.'
I'll restraint myself from falling.
I will control my feelings.
I do not have a choice.
Indeed, She is fortunate to have him (:

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

I still can't sleep -..-
2 more weeks to my birthday ?
Ain't looking forward.
Only towards drinking session (:
Nothing in particular.
Was chatting with Leong.
My part time bf :x
PART TIME~
Anw... He made me understand some facts.
He cleared my doubts.
The pros and cons (:
Been thinking... I'm so tired of working...
Can i have a week rest? Like don't need to work.
Then nua at home or slack with friends. My slacking clan.
Will be meeting Clemen and Shenrui on this Fri for dinner.
Meeting Jas on sat, SHOPPING <3
So tired of everything... Dang.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Ryan was like saying ' The nehneh fcuking strong ' - The magnet fcuking strong.
BWAHAHA~

Monday, November 1, 2010

For what i know...
I don't need a Bf.

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Thursday, November 25, 2010 It rain-ed so much recently. Kinda brings my mood down, so much. It gave me a nostalgic feeling. Kept me pondering... What am i supposed to do? To wait or to let it go. Nothing to lose. Nothing i can say to you, nothing i can voice out. I suffered in silence. Knowing what you're doing yet i can't seemed to expose you. Why? I've no rights to. Nothing left to fear. Monday, November 22, 2010 Was damn tired today... Yesterday ard 12am. Kiat came by and placed a Birthday Cake outside my house. I was touched (: Thanks for the surprise. We chatted all the way till like almost 3 plus in the morning. Then I woke up at 6am for school. SO SHAGGED. Hamham bought me a Icing Birthday cake. So sweet of her <3 Slept for like an hour in class then met Jasmine after my school. Train-ed to Bugis and had dinner with her. She bought me a HUGE pooh, and a BIRTHDAY balloon as expected :x Anw, had a great time with you sister <3 Thanks peeps! Though I'm spending my FIRST single birthday but i enjoyed pretty much. Thanks JASMINE SISTER. Thanks MA DUA ER. Thanks MA DUA HAM. Thanks MA DUA CAI. Thanks SYLVIA. Thanks LEONG. Thanks KIAT. Thanks FATTY. Thanks ZHONGYI. Thanks SEAN. Thanks ALEX. Thanks CLEMEN. Thanks CHARLYN JIE. Thanks DION KOR. Thanks SHUMIN. And alot more (: My awesome 20th, I enjoyed. Awesome friends and relatives :D Sunday, November 21, 2010 Had an AWESOME BIRTHDAY BLAST with the peeps ysd :D It was FAB. But i was like dead drunk luh -..- I won't deny the fact that i'mma lousy drinker. I can't take much liquor. I practically went berserk when i'm drunk. All thanks to Jennifer luh! For tagging me in fb, my drunk state video. It's so UNGLAM ttm. Like OMO -..- Tml is MY DAY. I like <3 Monday, November 15, 2010 Can you just tell me what you want? You wanna love BOTH at the same time? I'm important in your life? Guys told me that, each and EVERY ex told me that. Bullshyts. You'd rather choose her than me? Then what are you doing right now? You are practically dragging. Or should i say you wanna have both? I'm just another substitute. I totally feel like an arsehole, a bitch, a fcuking 3rd party. You won't know how it feels like to be sandwiched. Like you so what?Love you so what? At the end of the day, i'm just another passerby in your life. Why are you denying? The fact is, you LOVE your gf. Why give me craps like you can't live without me or you love me more than her. What's with the promises you made? If you really love me then PROVE IT. Don't give me empty promises. Liked i've told you, if you still love your gf or you wanna salvage the relationship between you and her, I WILL JOLLY WELL LEAVE. What's so difficult to make a decision? Don't come and sweet talk me and to think that i'll be smittened or bewitched by that? Look, what i wanna know now is YOUR DECISION. Not the guys specialty, sweet talks. Friday, November 12, 2010 We had a long chat last night. He asked me if I like him. I hesitated and changed to a new topic. Out of the blue... He interrupted me and asked why did i change the topic. He knows I like him. I told him, So what I like you or not? It wouldn't change anything, You BELONGS to someone else's. Not mine. He replied ' I'm attached, not married.' So you expect me to do something about it? Like snatch you away from your girl? I'm not doing that. Cos i know what i'm doing now, is wrong. I can totally understand how your girl will feel if she knows. That is why I'm not gonna ruin the relationship between the both of you. I choose not to. Yes, you told me that you care for me more than your girl. You told me that if me and your girl sent you a text at the same time, you would read mine first. So? You still don't know what you're thinking. Even if one day you chose me instead of your girl... Will you do the same thing to me like how you did to her? Think. Thursday, November 11, 2010 Vex-ed. I won't deny the fact that i do feel something for him. But i don't wish to do anything about it. It would be wrong, so wrong... I don't wanna be like those bitches ruining people's relationship. The fact is... he's attached. And today he asked me ' What if one day i fall for you... How would you react?' What do you expect from my answer? I paused. I replied ' I don't wanna be a third party, i don't wanna be the cause.' He answered ' Love cannot be forced, if i fall for you... There'll be a way.' I'll restraint myself from falling. I will control my feelings. I do not have a choice. Indeed, She is fortunate to have him (: Tuesday, November 9, 2010 I still can't sleep -..- 2 more weeks to my birthday ? Ain't looking forward. Only towards drinking session (: Nothing in particular. Was chatting with Leong. My part time bf :x PART TIME~ Anw... He made me understand some facts. He cleared my doubts. The pros and cons (: Been thinking... I'm so tired of working... Can i have a week rest? Like don't need to work. Then nua at home or slack with friends. My slacking clan. Will be meeting Clemen and Shenrui on this Fri for dinner. Meeting Jas on sat, SHOPPING <3 So tired of everything... Dang. Wednesday, November 3, 2010 Ryan was like saying ' The nehneh fcuking strong ' - The magnet fcuking strong. BWAHAHA~ Monday, November 1, 2010 For what i know... I don't need a Bf.
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go