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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Thursday, July 29, 2010
Tried to sleep, but failed -.- I guess the reason behind it was ... I slept for like 3 hours plus in the noon ? Like once i reached home after my school, i just KO-ed on my sofa :D Eyebags forming due to insufficient rest these days. Busying amending those damn ppt slides. Been going over to Jennifer's house in order to complete our tasks. But we sort of enjoy our Sat night (: Went over to SummerBreeze for drinking session with Jennifer, Zhongyi and Alex. Reached Jennifer's house at 5am. Oh well, back to the topic. Grinding on brain juices to find something convincing in order to shut my lecturer up. She always goes like " why and how ? " And when you answered her ... She'll reply " But you didn't stated 'that' in ur slides. " She kinda sneered. At that point of time , we (groupmates) have the sudden urge to just walk out the class. You should see her face, its total epic -.- But anyway ... Am glad that this module ended (: FINALLY ~ Monday, July 26, 2010
I've decided to blog this after so long... To be exact, almost 3 months. I wrote this after we break up. There it goes .... Sometimes i wished that i could tell you how i feel. How much I wanted to let you know. How much i needed you by my side. But there's nothing i can do to want you back. There's only memories left. That day when you returned me the gifts that i spent so much efforts on.. You turned your back and walked away. Leaving me crying so hard... If only you could turn back and look behind you. I'm here, hoping that you'll take the gifts that i made for you. I don't request for a patch up. Things that we used to do, silly stuffs that you used to tell me. Silly actions of yours that made me laugh. It's all over. You no longer needs me... You no longer love me. I cannot believe the fact that i actually let you go. I thought mirage would last, I thought you'd be my last guy. I'm wrong yet again. How am i able to trust love ? 当你放开了手 离开的时候 有没有一点舍不得我?Well... this was writtened in my notebook. I sincerely hope that he's doing well out there. Just feel like blogging it out. I don't wanna hide anything and make myself feel so distracted. Thursday, July 22, 2010
YAY ! IT'S FRIDAAAAAY TML ~! <3 But ... There's still alot of assignments left undone ! ): Presentation on Monday. Will be staying over at Jennifer's place on Sat and Sun. Then on Monday all of us will be leaving to school together (: Alot of preparations needed :/ Hopefully we'll get it done on time :D We cannot afford to make any mistakes. But can i at least enjoy my Friday ? ): I can hardly enjoy during my weekends. Stress only, else work. I dont care lah ! I WANNA DRINK SO MUCH SIA. Wednesday, July 21, 2010
When you constantly can’t stop thinking of him.When you wait for him to go online, or when you wait for a phone call or when you wait for a text.When you see something and it reminds you of him. When you talk about him to your friends, a lot.When you start to read over messages, saved conversations or you replay moments of your life with him in your head.Thats when you know you miss him. Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Overload with schoolworks. And this lecturer reminds me of my Secondary sch Form aka Lit teacher. Ms Kavita. I tell you ... That's nightmare ! But i kinda miss those nightmares :x Yeah, contradicting again. HAHA Miss her much. Her speechy voice, her english accents, her lawyer/prosecutor mindset (: Good old times. Thurs gonna hand up a report. Mon gonna have a presentation. Exam exam exam almost every week. Can i club someday ? It's time to relief myself abit :D Sunday, July 18, 2010
It's hopeless. I know. I can feel it. Not the chemistry. I'm just another passerby in your life. Friday, July 16, 2010
I decided to blog (: I'm less emo now compared to the previous days. Visiting Brother Desmond tml becos he came back from Perth. But he's leaving on the Sunday. Miss him much. I'll continue to blog more tml (: I never stopped loving you, I just stopped trying. Sunday, July 11, 2010
What am i doing ? I'm messing things up. In the first place when i rejected him I should have just let him go. But now... I'm like a third party ? The fact is it's already impossible between us. And i don't wish to state the reason why here. He is beyond my reach. Jacqueline...Jacqueline...Jacqueline... I need to sort out my thinking before i worsen the situation. Friday, July 9, 2010
Life is sucha bitch. But i'm always telling myself that i'm strong. I find no reason to love, no reason to care. I'm on my own now. Tuesday, July 6, 2010
I don't know if it's a good day or a bad one for me. But here it goes. Was idle-ing in the morning and i don't know what can i do. Text/Call Sylvia to see if she's available. And yes, delighted to know that she's free ! So i walked over to her place and had Myojo's maggi mee (: Good old times. Slacked at Ehub with her while waiting for Kiat. Kiat came at approximately 2pm. Accompanied him for lunch at Subway and had Singing session over at Kbox. The session ended at 5.00pm. Then suddenly a rush of thoughts. He wanna visit my mummy. Cos he said that it had been a really long time eversince he last saw her. So yeah, he came to visit (: Mummy was surprised and then they started to chat like before. Around 7 plus i walked over to meet Jasmine. Slacked at Playground. Moments with friends ... I do cherish them (: They are the most precious in me. Saturday, July 3, 2010
I seriously don't know what i am doing. These days i'm so packed with school loads and my working shifts. That i don't even have spare time to bother about how he feels. I'm too tired to even care. In fact, it's not like i don't wanna care ... I'm just too tired to bother. Minor things that caused us to bicker, i know it will affect him badly. But i'm still letting it to happen. I no longer have the strength to console him and make him smile. I no longer have the enthusiasm to brighten up someone's life. Cos my plight ain't any better. Thinking back on my past relationships... I used to care so much to the extent that i'm too clingy. But now, i don't even bother. It's like a barrier in me. Cos i know... Loving someone too much, is not a good thing. It will only hurt yourself thousand times more when you know that things are turning ugly. |
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