Lost and insecure, you found me

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE

You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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To be updated

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Boy, although we ain't together.
But i just love the way we are right now.
Can it don't change ? Let us remain this way.
I don't wish to commit in a relationship cos i'm selfish (:
I like you when you answer the phone like a typical ahbeng. It goes like "Arlow!"
I like you when we are always bickering and no matter how reluctant you are, you're still the one apologizing.
I like you cos you wear long sleeves out with me as you know that i don't like your tattoos shown (:
I like you to smoke next chill for the sake of me when u're with me. Even though Marlboro reds is your brand :x
I like you cos you're never sweet to me (:

Sounded stupid right ?
' I like you cos you're never sweet to me ' , in fact ... This is how i feel .
I don't need him to be sweet, because sweetness has never been consistent (:
I like this feeling.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

When girls say they moved on,
Actually, they kept the feelings deep in them that they don't show it.
They know they still love the guy but they do not have a choice.
But to let go of it.
Am i right to say that ?

Your temper reminds me of someone.
That particular temper that made feel so lost.
That temper, that made me asked myself ' What should i do to make it right? '
I don't like.
So... Don't show that temper to me.
Cos i dont know how to deal with it.
If it was the 'me' i used to be, i might try in all ways to cheer you up and make you smile.
Now... It's the current ME you're dealing with.
Situation like this i wouldn't give a damn anymore.
Don't you dare vent all your frustrations on me.
I don't care if you're pissed or upset.
Cos i ain't the one who caused you this way.
If you wanna talk to me , talk to me when you are back to yourself.
Or else... Please quarantine yourself till you feels right.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Those memories , it still stays deep within me.
No matter how much i tried to convince myself that i'm able to forget.
The fact is I still can't.
I thought i'd throw away the gifts you gave me.
The card you wrote for me during my birthday, the hearts you made.
I can't bear to throw it all.
It's still well kept in my drawer.
Let those memories be.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Somehow ... He moves my heart .
It's not liking , it's not love either .
It's just ... feelings.
I might not be certain how long can this good feelings last .
But, i'll miss him certainly.
Everyday thinking of him seems more like a habit.
Although the world has witness alot of unpleasantness .
But i don't wanna stop .
Even though i don't wanna be in a r/s , even though i no longer trust love.
But just let the feelings stay.
I don't want it to fade off .
Just remain this way.
Please be back safely cos i miss you so.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

It have been so long eversince i last blogged ? :/
Busy busy busy :D
Was really occupied for last week and this week.
But anyhow... Going for Kbox session with Adelyn tml :D
Effing looking forward to.
Therefore no time for datings , no time for r/s .
I've broke a number of hearts .
But uh ... Trust me . They will thank me for that (:

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Was on the phone with Wei De just now .
This random noobshyt always giving me random calls (:
But it ain't half bad cos we rarely have the chance to catch up.
Surprisingly he knows my friend who turns out to be my classmate's friend.
How small can the world be ? I wonder :D
Anyway ... Life is to enjoy and not be controlled.
Live your life for yourself , not for others.
Strive for what's good for you and for your future ... Not for the sake of others (:
In exchange for a better life , don't let the time turns.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Went to Seok's chalet with Jennifer on the Friday .
Saw Zhongyi, Shenrui, Clemen, Kenneth, WeiMing in the chalet .
Drank Martell till i'm dead drunk .
Really is damn drunk ...
Cannot even walk properly .
Walked over to lounge but had rootbeer float with Jennifer, Zhongyi and Tianling.
Cannot take more alcohol alrdy . Else i'll just KO there .
Spout alot of nonsense there ...
And Jennifer walked me home cos i was really drunk till the extent .
Thanks babe :D
As far as im concerned ... I think the moment i rched home , I just remove my makeup .
Then KO on my bed already .
Unconscious :x
Next morning , heavy hangovers ~

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Just some random photos taken during drinking session and school (:
Tml will be attending a friend's chalet at Costa sands then drinking session again ^^
And what the hell is wrong with guys these days ?
If you're so unhappy then don't cling onto me !
Please forget about me and lead your life happily.
Isn't that supposed to be in this way ?
And also... I've cleared your doubts by telling you that how much i don't wanna be in a r/s.
R/s is only a WASTE of my time.
So stop emo-ing when you reads my fb status or guys who commented .
Just by updating your fb status telling people how sad you are?
In order to make me feel guilty indirectly ?
Come on please .
Don't make me feel guilty ... Cos i'm aware that i'm bad enough (:
So ... To prevent you from falling into this shyt , i'm being nice to you .
By telling you , i ain't worth for your anything (:

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Tuesday, June 29, 2010 Boy, although we ain't together. But i just love the way we are right now. Can it don't change ? Let us remain this way. I don't wish to commit in a relationship cos i'm selfish (: I like you when you answer the phone like a typical ahbeng. It goes like "Arlow!" I like you when we are always bickering and no matter how reluctant you are, you're still the one apologizing. I like you cos you wear long sleeves out with me as you know that i don't like your tattoos shown (: I like you to smoke next chill for the sake of me when u're with me. Even though Marlboro reds is your brand :x I like you cos you're never sweet to me (: Sounded stupid right ? ' I like you cos you're never sweet to me ' , in fact ... This is how i feel . I don't need him to be sweet, because sweetness has never been consistent (: I like this feeling. Wednesday, June 23, 2010 When girls say they moved on, Actually, they kept the feelings deep in them that they don't show it. They know they still love the guy but they do not have a choice. But to let go of it. Am i right to say that ? Your temper reminds me of someone. That particular temper that made feel so lost. That temper, that made me asked myself ' What should i do to make it right? ' I don't like. So... Don't show that temper to me. Cos i dont know how to deal with it. If it was the 'me' i used to be, i might try in all ways to cheer you up and make you smile. Now... It's the current ME you're dealing with. Situation like this i wouldn't give a damn anymore. Don't you dare vent all your frustrations on me. I don't care if you're pissed or upset. Cos i ain't the one who caused you this way. If you wanna talk to me , talk to me when you are back to yourself. Or else... Please quarantine yourself till you feels right. Saturday, June 19, 2010 Those memories , it still stays deep within me. No matter how much i tried to convince myself that i'm able to forget. The fact is I still can't. I thought i'd throw away the gifts you gave me. The card you wrote for me during my birthday, the hearts you made. I can't bear to throw it all. It's still well kept in my drawer. Let those memories be. Thursday, June 17, 2010 Somehow ... He moves my heart . It's not liking , it's not love either . It's just ... feelings. I might not be certain how long can this good feelings last . But, i'll miss him certainly. Everyday thinking of him seems more like a habit. Although the world has witness alot of unpleasantness . But i don't wanna stop . Even though i don't wanna be in a r/s , even though i no longer trust love. But just let the feelings stay. I don't want it to fade off . Just remain this way. Please be back safely cos i miss you so. Tuesday, June 15, 2010 It have been so long eversince i last blogged ? :/ Busy busy busy :D Was really occupied for last week and this week. But anyhow... Going for Kbox session with Adelyn tml :D Effing looking forward to. Therefore no time for datings , no time for r/s . I've broke a number of hearts . But uh ... Trust me . They will thank me for that (: Tuesday, June 8, 2010 Was on the phone with Wei De just now . This random noobshyt always giving me random calls (: But it ain't half bad cos we rarely have the chance to catch up. Surprisingly he knows my friend who turns out to be my classmate's friend. How small can the world be ? I wonder :D Anyway ... Life is to enjoy and not be controlled. Live your life for yourself , not for others. Strive for what's good for you and for your future ... Not for the sake of others (: In exchange for a better life , don't let the time turns. Sunday, June 6, 2010 Went to Seok's chalet with Jennifer on the Friday . Saw Zhongyi, Shenrui, Clemen, Kenneth, WeiMing in the chalet . Drank Martell till i'm dead drunk . Really is damn drunk ... Cannot even walk properly . Walked over to lounge but had rootbeer float with Jennifer, Zhongyi and Tianling. Cannot take more alcohol alrdy . Else i'll just KO there . Spout alot of nonsense there ... And Jennifer walked me home cos i was really drunk till the extent . Thanks babe :D As far as im concerned ... I think the moment i rched home , I just remove my makeup . Then KO on my bed already . Unconscious :x Next morning , heavy hangovers ~ Thursday, June 3, 2010 Just some random photos taken during drinking session and school (: Tml will be attending a friend's chalet at Costa sands then drinking session again ^^ And what the hell is wrong with guys these days ? If you're so unhappy then don't cling onto me ! Please forget about me and lead your life happily. Isn't that supposed to be in this way ? And also... I've cleared your doubts by telling you that how much i don't wanna be in a r/s. R/s is only a WASTE of my time. So stop emo-ing when you reads my fb status or guys who commented . Just by updating your fb status telling people how sad you are? In order to make me feel guilty indirectly ? Come on please . Don't make me feel guilty ... Cos i'm aware that i'm bad enough (: So ... To prevent you from falling into this shyt , i'm being nice to you . By telling you , i ain't worth for your anything (:
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go