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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Sunday, May 30, 2010
I'm sorry that i made you tear-ed for me yesterday . Truth can be brutal , i know . But i'm not yet ready to commit in a relationship . Not yet ready to settle down . And yes ... I know that you will wait for me patiently . But how long can you wait ? I cannot give you any assurance . I cannot give you any promises . Why not just move on and find another girl who is more compatible ? I won't deny the fact that my thinking is selfish . But the fact is ... Im immuned towards feelings for now . I no longer know how to love . I just wanna strive hard for my future . As for relationship issues ... Perhaps abit later . I'm a total bad ass , i'm sorry that i said things that i shouldn't have . Cos i don't deserve a good guy like you to wait for me . People may thinks that im a bitch to treat you this way . But i don't care . I won't bother to do any explainations . Cos i know what i want . Thursday, May 27, 2010
Its Vesak Day tml (: Well ... I don't know what gotten into me lately . It feels like i'm not someone you can trifle with anymore . It took me exactly a month to realise that ... It was just an excuse of yours . But anyhow , i'm no longer clinging on anything that you left behind . Not even those memories . Not even those heartbreaks you left for me . I hate myself for being devoted . I hate myself for trusting you . I hate myself for believing your sweet talkings . I hate myself for giving in . Last but not least ... I hate myself for that wishful thinking . Cos i assumed that you'd be my last guy . Whats left behind ? Broken and undone promises . Again and again ... Whats left in me ? Shattered bits of my heart . Monday, May 24, 2010
Had a busy weekend . Busy Friday night , went clubbing over at PH (: Merlion-ed and reached home at around 4 plus . KO immediately :x Don't ask me about how i feel towards a particular guy who treats me good . I know he is a awesome guy . I know i would be an idiot if i let him go . I know how he feel towards me . I know ... I just need time to get over it . I just need time to regain that faith towards relationship . Cos i ain't ready to accept his confession . And yes .. I've forgot the feeling of being in love . I've forgot how was it like putting in effort just to make your other half feel happy . I'm immuned to it . Right now , I just need time to heal my wounds . I need time to observe him , i need to know if my feelings for him were right . Cos i wouldn't want to waste my time in a relationship if he weren't the right one for me . I wouldn't wanna tear so badly for a guy yet again . Cos some guys are indeed bullshyters. Ain't no way to sweetalking . But seriously ... Why should a girl be devoted ? How long can a guy loves a girl ? LOL. Not long (: Thursday, May 20, 2010
Life is full with memories . Sometimes ... You'll just think about it . Sometimes ... You'll just cast it aside . But when you're reminiscing , emotions flows . You tend to smile , You tend to feel the sweetness , You tend to feel the sourness , You tend to feel your heart aching ... You tend to have regrets . But memories made me a stronger person . Although i appeared to be fine , Although those hurts are deeply scarred in me , Although i know memories cannot be brought back . But i tell myself , I will not resign to my fate . Monday, May 17, 2010
Hmm Hmm Hmm :D School ended early today , 11am (: All of us passed the assessment ! GRATS PEEPS ! Headed down to foodcourt and had my lunch . After lunch ... Me - MeganFox -DuaEh-HamHam decided to go over to AMK hub for movie . Watched ' The Last Song ' It's a rather touching movie , acted by Miley Cyrus . DuaEh teared in the theatre ! HAHA . She's too touched :/ Whereas me ... Im controlling my Tears . Kept telling myself " Don't cry hor , make up will smudge one ! " Endured ~ :D Oh well ... And yesterday i met ShenRui at around 2 ? Chill-ed at coffeebean . He bought me facial masks from Taiwan ! THANKS UH <3 I think we smoked quite alot leh ): But anyhow ... Din-ed over at Bbq Chicken with Jasmine , Nic and Simon . Enjoyable (: Thank Simon for the 2 packets of CandyFloss and for walking me home :D CLUBBING ON THIS THURS AND FRI ~!!! I like it <3 Saturday, May 15, 2010
When certain moments slipped , its gone . Don't bother to find it cos you are not able to. Thursday, May 13, 2010
I will be leaving . After i've finished what's left undone here . Then i will bid farewell (: Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Fcuktard -.- I'm still down with this effing flu . For a week plus already ): And it's not getting any better . Sick person ... Still needa work . Seriously i pity myself :x No wonder i didn't recover after so long . Must have overwork myself :D Okay... It's nothing to be happy about . Anyway , there's this guy who tells me that he will wait for me . Wait for me ... Till i feel like having a relationship . Let's see how long can he wait yeah ? (: Let's test his patience towards me . Hmm , another schoolday tml . And i'm surprisingly looking forward :D Ah , i wanna watch online movies already . Toodles ~ Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Are you even part of my memories ? Im sorry , but i can't recall any of it (: Cos ... You threw them all away . And they never exist anymore. Monday, May 10, 2010
.jpg) Went for that wedding dinner last night . The food there wasn't fab at all . The host weren't a good host . Anyhow , I wasted my nightlife there . Effing dinner starts at 9pm somemore . You know... Hungry man is a ANGRY man . Doesn't matter. Cos i get to drink hard liquors there. Martell , Gordon Blu . IT'S A ONCE IN A BLUE MOON THING LOR ! Blu and blu and blu ~ And i was High and high and high ~ Reached home at around 1am ? Chatted with Simon then Jasmine . TODAY ~ Imba ... Hangovers (: Headed to school and had fun with the fellows :D We're helding up a class chalet soooooon ! So look forward . Well , further confirmation needed luh . I'll blog more soon (: Off to have my medicines Saturday, May 8, 2010
Had a rather enjoyable yet experimental day today (: Went out with Simon , Jasmine and Nicolas . Headed over to Marina Square , Smoked for awhile . Walked over to the Bowling place ... And then i realised that i don't feel like playing bowling . I just cannot get myself to wear those effing bowling shoes . And people playing there were like ... Professions . Instead of bowling , i psycho-ed them to sing kbox :D Yes yes yes ~ I FCUKING ENJOY CAN ?! :x I mean is like ... Although i still sounded like some half dead bitch . But i still insist on singing (: Thanks ah , for compromising :x We were kinda high when singing . After singing , more high than i ever expected (: Both me and Jasmine were crapping . Me and Simon ... We are the Auntie Lucy's imposters (: Anyhow ... Would like to thank Simon for treating me kbox and Muji's honey ... Last but not least for sending me home (: Thank Jasmine for compromising with me , SINGING K ! Will treat you candyfloss soon luh . I'll blog till here . Oyasumi Nasai :D Putting on a strong front makes me feel that i'm still fragile inside out . If i'm gonna put on a pretence that i'm better off without you . I will . Friday, May 7, 2010
 Jesus Christi ~ Am still down with flu and cough ): Hohoho ~ Simon brought Chicken broth for me . Thanks dude yet again ! It did helps to sooth my throat :D So many events awaiting for me :/ Supposed to go Zouk today with the peeps . But im still a sickbird ): Nightlife will be back till i recover ! Its Mother's Day on this coming Sunday .... Im still deciding what to get for Mummy :/ But anyhow ... There's a Wedding dinner held on Sunday leh . My cousin's . He don't earn my respect (: Shan't say much cos he's just a bastard . I'm downgrading myself by going already . But whatever luh ... Eh , MEGANFOX,HAMHAM AND DUAEH ! Drinking session soon hor ? ^^ LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS <3 Thursday, May 6, 2010
School day as per normal (: Fever subsided but still having cough and flu. Simon came to look for me during my lunch break. He passed me 2 bottles of herbal tea and strepsils. Thanks dude (: thoughtful ... Anyway.. Will be going out with him,Jasmine and nicolas on this coming Saturday. Looking forward :D Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Im so sick ): As always luh... Sigh. And another schoolday tml. Some ask me if i still trust my own feelings... People, heres my answer. No (: But im satisfied with what i have now :D I enjoy partying , i enjoy going out with friends. Last but not least ... I realised that its pointless to love someone so aimlessly. Live for yourself (: |
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