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JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE

You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Monday, March 29, 2010

Don't be a Crybaby

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Just reached home .
Mummy whipped up a dish that my Granny taught her .
It suddenly reminds me of my Granny ...
How often i used to visit her when i was young yet to know what's happening around me .
She used to bring me to TiongBahru to have Kueychap .
I miss her .
Even though her face is fading in my memories but i'll always remember her .
I still remember her scent , her touch and her smile .
It's always so cozy .
Granny if you're still around ... How i wish you can share that Kueychap once more with me .

Friday, March 26, 2010

Oh ~baby baby baby ~
Like baby baby baby ~
Wazaaaaaaap ~ Yeah ... I'm here for some posting (:
Lets talk about what happened today .
It was a unpleasant morning for me .
Just imagine that you're awake thinking that it would be a good day ahead .
But a minor friction between me and my mum caused that unpleasant morning .
Bicker-ed in the morning arguing over some trivial matters that is so NOT IMPORTANT .
My money issues and her mindset .
She just don't get it ? It ain't her first time saying stuffs that upset me so badly .
I aren't gonna give a fcuktard damn about it . Like for real .
If she's so gonna do it in her way . I'm gonna do it in my way too .
Cos this time round ... I know it wasn't my fault .
Anyhow , i head-ed to work and Baby fetched me after work .
Home-d , changed and went out .
We slack-ed around Pasir Ris area and went over to Playground .
Nonsens-ed and crapp-ed .
Meeting Baby tml for Zhongyi's 21st birthday chalet . Costa Sands ~
That will be all for today . Will blog soon (:

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Arghhh , my tummy have been hurting badly after i ate my dinner .
It's not those cramps or bloated feeling ~
Gastric ? :/ But i've been eating regularly .
Awww. Anyhow... I enjoyed myself in class today :D
Laughed with Jennifer , Christina and ShaoTing .
Like funny ... Did alot of groupworks .
Mentioned about the 'dog' :x
Okay i shan't blog any longer .
Tummy i still hurting :(

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I was supposed to walk over to central to buy my dinner .
But instead i walked over to Blk 131 , sat down and in deep thoughts .
Then i saw this particular girl who came out from the lift and headed over to the bench .
Yeah ... She was heading towards her Bf.
He passed her a rose , and mumbled something .
It's a breakup .
The guy turned and brushed off a tear from his cheeks . He walked away .
She cried so hard .
And i've witnessed everything ... I witnessed a broken heart .
I clearly know how she felt . I doubt she will be able to sleep well tonight .
Try sleeping with a broken heart , woke up with sadness in the middle of the night .
Crying and crying just to get rid of the pain .
Flashbacks will only make you cry even harder .
If every love blossoms , there will be no heartache , no broken heart , no sadness .
Wouldn't it be better ?

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Down in weather .

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Im bored to the extent that i'm playing Petz5 :D
And listening to some sentimental korean songs from 2AM .
Another school day tml ... New module .
I wonder who is our next lecturer -..-
God bless no more Robert Quek !
I hate to fall asleep in class ... His tone is really mono .
Anyhow , i comb-ed my fringe to the side .
Many commented that i look more demure (:
Hey ... I'm always demure in my ways :x
Anyone wanna swim next week ?
I wanna get tan !
It's a major turnoff to see how fair am i ! Especially my legs );
Practically like pale ? No blood ... Lika Vampire :D
Ooh , i like the Vampire part ^^
But its way way way too PALE .
And i'm so gonna get tan at least just a bit (:

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Omfg , there's like so many typicals Ah lians wanna-be in Pri schools .
Its seriously ALOT to the effing maximum .
Hmm , so sak ah primary kids ? HAHA

Friday, March 12, 2010

I backspace-d whatever i wanna type out here .
My blog is getting so uninteresting ...
Ask me , what is interesting ?

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Seriously , i don't feel like doing the assignment .
My hands are shivering like i don't know why .
Can i don't do ? Can someone do it for me ? ):

Monday, March 8, 2010

Tired .
Byebye .

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Right...
I'll start blogging before it turns 12 !
Went out with Baby this afternoon like around 3 plus ?
Baby came over to my house then we headed to Changi Airport .
From Terminal 1 to Terminal 2 , then Terminal 2 back to Terminal 1 ..
Lastly from Terminal 1 to Terminal 3 .
We were looking for Viewing Hall ( Sight see-ing for PLANES )
Head-ed to White sands had dinner at foodcourt and walked to Pasir Ris fishing pond .
We had Prawning session for an hour .
Cost-ed 13 bucks yet caught nothing ):
Positively ... At least we experienced prawning (:
Looks like the both of us pick up a new hobbie .
FISHING/PRAWNING !
But we are more enthusiastic towards fishing :/
Shall borrow a fishing rod from my Dad and learn some tips about fishing .
Then... BUY A PERSONAL FISHING ROD AND FISH AT PASIR RIS !
DIE FISHES .... DIEEEE ! :D
Any hot pink fishing rod available ? :3
Thinking about it , fishing ain't half bad .
Part of leisure also ... It's a rather good idea than shopping and doing the same thing during the weekends .
Okay , I'll pick up this new skill and be a SUCCESSFUL Fisherwoman (:
Heh heh heh , so classic :x

Friday, March 5, 2010

Something rather petrifying happened to me yesterday .
I've no idea why is this particular guy in my class making a scene .
First he claims that he likes Jennifer then now he claims that he likes me ?
Saying stuffs like he loves me , my pictures in his phone and etc to Jennifer .
One thing im certain about is , I HARDLY TALK TO HIM .
He even mentioned in his shoutout that he likes me .
I'm so disgusted to the maximum , like seriously .
Why do you have to do stuffs like this to gain attention ?
Probably he thinks that he is tangled in a triangle relationship .
Hello ? We are NOT A BIT interested in you .
Stop thinking so highly about yourself .
So in case you're reading this , get this clear .
Stop acting like as if you're the innocent party , cos i'm a VICTIM .
You don't need sympathy ... Jolly well just stop the acts of yours .
I appreciated that you deleted me and Jennifer away from your facebook (:
This is the ONLY thing that you've done right .

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Yes yes yes ... Can i just vent all i want ?
Why do i always have such a problematic parents .
Why do i always have to rant about my parents ?
Am i the cause of it ? Mistrust ...
I'm trying hard to prove it to them that i CAN study .
They thinks that i'm not trying hard enough .
Does it mean that i didn't make it to poly they will condemn me forever ?
Is Poly really that important to them ?
No one knows , no one understands .
Has anyone tried to understand me ? Has anyone make the effort to know me better ?
Not even my parents .
I didnt manage to go in Poly , i didnt manage to complete my ITE , i didnt manage to score well in my hospitality course , i didnt manage to earn more money , i didnt manage to lighten Daddy's burden , i didnt manage to be like other daughters .
I didn't this , i didn't that .
I ONLY managed to be a failure , someone who throws your face .
Satisfied now ?
Aren't you happy about this answer , my parents ?
And yes , slap me all you want Daddy .
Coz in your eyes i'll never be what you wanna me to be.

My eyes are weary yet dry .
How does it feel when you're feeling so hopeless ?
I need someone who will listen to me , i need to vent .
Anyone please ?

Monday, March 1, 2010

I think that i'm really boliao sia .
I read through ALL my past blog posts .
Maybe because i'm too bored to the extreme -..-
This week seems to be less packed compared to last week .
But i guess i'll be darn busy when April comes .
In fact i think i'll already be busy in the Mid March .
Time flies man ... It's already March for godsake .
A blink of eye it will be my birthday ...
Now i feel so old sia -..-
Hope that things will be smooth for me .
So that no bastard can ever ruin me ! :x
Daddy is stressing to send me aboard for overseas studies at Melbourne AGAIN .
His threat has never stopped .
Menopausal is getting severe .
Prolly , because of whatever he says ... It made me feel so emotional .
I don't wish to say anything that will upset me ...
Am already feeling very emotional ...Trying ways to comfort myself .

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Monday, March 29, 2010 Don't be a Crybaby Sunday, March 28, 2010 Just reached home . Mummy whipped up a dish that my Granny taught her . It suddenly reminds me of my Granny ... How often i used to visit her when i was young yet to know what's happening around me . She used to bring me to TiongBahru to have Kueychap . I miss her . Even though her face is fading in my memories but i'll always remember her . I still remember her scent , her touch and her smile . It's always so cozy . Granny if you're still around ... How i wish you can share that Kueychap once more with me . Friday, March 26, 2010 Oh ~baby baby baby ~ Like baby baby baby ~ Wazaaaaaaap ~ Yeah ... I'm here for some posting (: Lets talk about what happened today . It was a unpleasant morning for me . Just imagine that you're awake thinking that it would be a good day ahead . But a minor friction between me and my mum caused that unpleasant morning . Bicker-ed in the morning arguing over some trivial matters that is so NOT IMPORTANT . My money issues and her mindset . She just don't get it ? It ain't her first time saying stuffs that upset me so badly . I aren't gonna give a fcuktard damn about it . Like for real . If she's so gonna do it in her way . I'm gonna do it in my way too . Cos this time round ... I know it wasn't my fault . Anyhow , i head-ed to work and Baby fetched me after work . Home-d , changed and went out . We slack-ed around Pasir Ris area and went over to Playground . Nonsens-ed and crapp-ed . Meeting Baby tml for Zhongyi's 21st birthday chalet . Costa Sands ~ That will be all for today . Will blog soon (: Thursday, March 25, 2010 Thursday, March 18, 2010 Arghhh , my tummy have been hurting badly after i ate my dinner . It's not those cramps or bloated feeling ~ Gastric ? :/ But i've been eating regularly . Awww. Anyhow... I enjoyed myself in class today :D Laughed with Jennifer , Christina and ShaoTing . Like funny ... Did alot of groupworks . Mentioned about the 'dog' :x Okay i shan't blog any longer . Tummy i still hurting :( Wednesday, March 17, 2010 I was supposed to walk over to central to buy my dinner . But instead i walked over to Blk 131 , sat down and in deep thoughts . Then i saw this particular girl who came out from the lift and headed over to the bench . Yeah ... She was heading towards her Bf. He passed her a rose , and mumbled something . It's a breakup . The guy turned and brushed off a tear from his cheeks . He walked away . She cried so hard . And i've witnessed everything ... I witnessed a broken heart . I clearly know how she felt . I doubt she will be able to sleep well tonight . Try sleeping with a broken heart , woke up with sadness in the middle of the night . Crying and crying just to get rid of the pain . Flashbacks will only make you cry even harder . If every love blossoms , there will be no heartache , no broken heart , no sadness . Wouldn't it be better ? Tuesday, March 16, 2010 Down in weather . Sunday, March 14, 2010 Im bored to the extent that i'm playing Petz5 :D And listening to some sentimental korean songs from 2AM . Another school day tml ... New module . I wonder who is our next lecturer -..- God bless no more Robert Quek ! I hate to fall asleep in class ... His tone is really mono . Anyhow , i comb-ed my fringe to the side . Many commented that i look more demure (: Hey ... I'm always demure in my ways :x Anyone wanna swim next week ? I wanna get tan ! It's a major turnoff to see how fair am i ! Especially my legs ); Practically like pale ? No blood ... Lika Vampire :D Ooh , i like the Vampire part ^^ But its way way way too PALE . And i'm so gonna get tan at least just a bit (: Saturday, March 13, 2010 Omfg , there's like so many typicals Ah lians wanna-be in Pri schools . Its seriously ALOT to the effing maximum . Hmm , so sak ah primary kids ? HAHA Friday, March 12, 2010 I backspace-d whatever i wanna type out here . My blog is getting so uninteresting ... Ask me , what is interesting ? Wednesday, March 10, 2010 Seriously , i don't feel like doing the assignment . My hands are shivering like i don't know why . Can i don't do ? Can someone do it for me ? ): Monday, March 8, 2010 Tired . Byebye . Saturday, March 6, 2010 Right... I'll start blogging before it turns 12 ! Went out with Baby this afternoon like around 3 plus ? Baby came over to my house then we headed to Changi Airport . From Terminal 1 to Terminal 2 , then Terminal 2 back to Terminal 1 .. Lastly from Terminal 1 to Terminal 3 . We were looking for Viewing Hall ( Sight see-ing for PLANES ) Head-ed to White sands had dinner at foodcourt and walked to Pasir Ris fishing pond . We had Prawning session for an hour . Cost-ed 13 bucks yet caught nothing ): Positively ... At least we experienced prawning (: Looks like the both of us pick up a new hobbie . FISHING/PRAWNING ! But we are more enthusiastic towards fishing :/ Shall borrow a fishing rod from my Dad and learn some tips about fishing . Then... BUY A PERSONAL FISHING ROD AND FISH AT PASIR RIS ! DIE FISHES .... DIEEEE ! :D Any hot pink fishing rod available ? :3 Thinking about it , fishing ain't half bad . Part of leisure also ... It's a rather good idea than shopping and doing the same thing during the weekends . Okay , I'll pick up this new skill and be a SUCCESSFUL Fisherwoman (: Heh heh heh , so classic :x Friday, March 5, 2010 Something rather petrifying happened to me yesterday . I've no idea why is this particular guy in my class making a scene . First he claims that he likes Jennifer then now he claims that he likes me ? Saying stuffs like he loves me , my pictures in his phone and etc to Jennifer . One thing im certain about is , I HARDLY TALK TO HIM . He even mentioned in his shoutout that he likes me . I'm so disgusted to the maximum , like seriously . Why do you have to do stuffs like this to gain attention ? Probably he thinks that he is tangled in a triangle relationship . Hello ? We are NOT A BIT interested in you . Stop thinking so highly about yourself . So in case you're reading this , get this clear . Stop acting like as if you're the innocent party , cos i'm a VICTIM . You don't need sympathy ... Jolly well just stop the acts of yours . I appreciated that you deleted me and Jennifer away from your facebook (: This is the ONLY thing that you've done right . Tuesday, March 2, 2010 Yes yes yes ... Can i just vent all i want ? Why do i always have such a problematic parents . Why do i always have to rant about my parents ? Am i the cause of it ? Mistrust ... I'm trying hard to prove it to them that i CAN study . They thinks that i'm not trying hard enough . Does it mean that i didn't make it to poly they will condemn me forever ? Is Poly really that important to them ? No one knows , no one understands . Has anyone tried to understand me ? Has anyone make the effort to know me better ? Not even my parents . I didnt manage to go in Poly , i didnt manage to complete my ITE , i didnt manage to score well in my hospitality course , i didnt manage to earn more money , i didnt manage to lighten Daddy's burden , i didnt manage to be like other daughters . I didn't this , i didn't that . I ONLY managed to be a failure , someone who throws your face . Satisfied now ? Aren't you happy about this answer , my parents ? And yes , slap me all you want Daddy . Coz in your eyes i'll never be what you wanna me to be. My eyes are weary yet dry . How does it feel when you're feeling so hopeless ? I need someone who will listen to me , i need to vent . Anyone please ? Monday, March 1, 2010 I think that i'm really boliao sia . I read through ALL my past blog posts . Maybe because i'm too bored to the extreme -..- This week seems to be less packed compared to last week . But i guess i'll be darn busy when April comes . In fact i think i'll already be busy in the Mid March . Time flies man ... It's already March for godsake . A blink of eye it will be my birthday ... Now i feel so old sia -..- Hope that things will be smooth for me . So that no bastard can ever ruin me ! :x Daddy is stressing to send me aboard for overseas studies at Melbourne AGAIN . His threat has never stopped . Menopausal is getting severe . Prolly , because of whatever he says ... It made me feel so emotional . I don't wish to say anything that will upset me ... Am already feeling very emotional ...Trying ways to comfort myself .
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go