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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Sunday, January 31, 2010
It's Sunday today . And soon it'll be Our 4th month anniversary (: A few more hours to our anni . Right Baby ? :D Went out with Jasmine after my work . Head-ed down to Bugis for some CNY shopping . Didn't get to buy much due to overpacking crowds . Sigh , heard a overshocking news ... To me . My manager , Adam left . The Chefs , Chris , Annie and Andy left . My Area Manager , Ashwin left . WHY IS EVERYONE LEAVING ?! ); My heart felt so heavy once i gotten the news from them . It happened too sudden . I don't wanna them to leave ): But i do not have the rights to stop them either . It's their choice ): Hope that they will visit me soon ... I will miss them badly . I'll miss working morning shifts with Adam , Chris and Annie . Foursome having fun at work rather than working lifelessly . We cook-ed breakfast together and stuffs .. Been through thick and thin . But now , they left ): No one elses to craze with me , no one elses to disturb me ... I'm getting real emo here , emo to the maximum ); Friday, January 29, 2010
Hate it . Like today , encountered a stucked up arrogant Sec sch Kid . She's a gossipgirl-wannabe . Slang-ing her english , causing unwanted attention . She then pour-ed ketchup in the utensils basket . I wanted to just pour the whole damn ketchup onto her face . But the ' customer is always right ' mindset stopped me . This is so pissed off to the maximum . Reached home , a bunch of kids outside my door ranting with other kids . Argue-ing about who lost the kitten ? I got so damit pissed that i howled at them asking them to shut their bloody mouth up . Like please lah , wanna argue go somewhere lor . Nabei . Machiam like his Father's place . Fcuker . Talk till so bloody loud somemore , a few of Hai Sing Catholic's students . What a disgrace . Any idea how pissed am i today ? Very lor . Thursday, January 28, 2010
Chillax Baby (: I just went through his Archives . Reading yet smiling . Funny how we used to be ... Sweeeet sweet feeling ^-^ I just can't stop smiling when i read his posts . About Patrick , about himself , his friends .. His life (: Am i random ? I think i am pretty much random :/ His Trip to Japan , as far as i remembered ... I miss him like Crazy . Jasmine knows that (: She accompanied me throughout that process . HAHA :x So anyhow , that test for today was fine ? Yeah , you guys must be thinking , Test again ah ? Ya , it's TEST again ): But this time it's from my school one . First day of lesson ( implies to me ) , TEST ! I freak-ed out ): Cos Monday is the first lesson of a new module mah , i didn't attend due to my re-test . Struggling with Jennifer asking her about the important points . Ends up , we all passed ! PHEW ~ Next thursday another upcoming assessment . WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHY ?!~ I ain't gonna think so much , ENJOY my weekends first :D illegally somebody wanna stalk my girl-.- hopefully there will be more polite stalker..^^ darling told me about certain event about a certain stuff.. I JUST HOPE THAT IF YOU ALL STILL WANNA BE FRIENDS, auto lah~ dont keep like sissy. want hang on, want give up~ what the f*** you guys want? steady~ if i happened to hear any news that made my girl uncomfortable.. @#$%^&* CCBs~~ Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Im back home (: It's my last paper today ... I think i'll excel ! :D Okay lah , for this paper i'm confident , ONLY THIS . Went home and went out again at 4.00pm to meet Baby . Headed to Tampines , walked around at Tm then bus-ed to 940 . Watched Baby and his friends playing Basketball . I practically idle-d my one hour there . Then i decided to call Edmus down just to slack with me -..- He damn steady one :D But we slacked for awhile only then Baby sent me home . Reached Pasir ris , slacked at playground till nine plus then back home . Again , continuous naggings began ... Like when will it ever end ? This time round , it's my Dad who started this crap . Then my mum . She asked me " We don't feel like as if it's family anymore " Hey , i'm glad that she bring that up , and am glad that she realised that . She does think yeah ? I will no longer heed their ways . If you're so keen to know what on earth happened to me . Open your heart and feel it . Family ? LOL Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Alot of things happened just recent . Shan't post up luh . Exam week ~ It's ending , like tml ! Finally i'll be able to chill somewhere without facing the white sheet of paper with black wordings . I'm practically a nerd-gonna-be . Life is so contradicting at times :/ So , for this past 2 days .. Brother Vincent is my examiner -.- SO STRESS CAN ?! He kept peeping at my paper making me feel so tensed up ): But alright luh , not that bad afterall . Im tuning this song over and over again - Xiao Yu - Xiang Ni De Xi Guan Currently into Cheena Songs leh . Duh ? I'm a Cheena what . HAHA Okay , i'm kinda look forward to Thurs , Fri and Sat . HERE I COMES ~ WAIT FOR ME ! Monday, January 25, 2010
Ey , morning peepos . Having a exam later -..- And , im early ? :x Sufficient rest it's essential ! Anyway , thanks to all the people who wished me luck for my paper . Appreciated :D Okay , i guess i needa revise abit . One fact , i didn't do any preparations for this paper :x JUST FOR THIS PAPER . Shh ~ Friday, January 22, 2010
This is crap ! I went to service my Omnia phone weeks ago . And today the Speedpost delivered my Omnia back to me . I got back the phone , BUT WHERE THE HELL IS THAT BATTERY ?! This is crap crap CRAAAAAAAP ! I can't find the battery anywhere ... Like seriously , not even in that package . Only some bullshyts papers , and that plastic covering my Omnia . I just can't find that damn battery -..- And my mum is making a big fuss about it . Damn pek chek lor . She's like a bee , buzzing in my ear . Fcuk-tard . Whats for dinner today ? Maggi Mee . How to carry on my dieting plan ? ): I guess my aunt is hospitalized for some reasons . Hereby hopes that she'll get well soon . Thursday, January 21, 2010
Home-d and bathe-d (: It's the major assessment today ! I think i'll flung it -.- Its like , it got to be all correct ? Which is entirely IMPOSSIBLE for me ): But one good thing , i passed the openbook test ! Yah , you guys must be thinking : ' openbook nia , kick-less ' Nevertheless , it's damn damn important de lor :x So , school ended at around 3.30pm . Bus-ed to Pasir ris inter and met Baby . The both of us walked to Elias mall . Had Mac for dinner (: I like the Mac there cos it's so cosy to the maximum :D Baby had a video of me , eating my bits of Mac Chicken ): Eh , unglam lor ! But nevermind lah , i don't care about my image also :x The usual ... We always never fail to crap while eating . Walked home after dinner and slack at the playground . Ah , another working day tml ): Alrights , am waiting for Baby's call . Shall blog more soon . Or probably upload more photos if possible ? But i doubt so :x SO LAZY Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Back home from studying (: Worked at 10am and ends at 3pm . Changed and met both Raphael & Ashley for some revisions . Studied at coffee bean , thanks for the mocha frappe lah Ashley :x He wanna show me gratitude , cos im the teacher today ^-^ Their brains aren't functioning well today . So , i had a hard time coaching them ! AND AND THEY STILL HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY I'M SHORT . Gawd damnit ~ Okay lah , i won't deny the fact that I'm short , real short ): After the mugging(s) , we went strolling around . Heard a heartwrenching love story of Raphael's . I cried -.- DUMB ENOUGH . Sigh , it's his love life ... Probably a last one ? So anyhow , ITS ASSESSMENT TML ! Damn ganjiong lah ): Actually there's pretty much i want to blog about ... But , i think i need to do more revisions ? Cos there will be more exams piling up for me next week . Schdule-d nicely -.- Very well then , I CAN DO IT ~ PS:/ Jasmine sister , WE'LL MEET UP SOOON ! Tuesday, January 19, 2010
There's really no way i can breathe in this family . No way ... I just wanna have somewhere i can rest , somewhere where i can put down everything . Home . But once i step in this house , i can hear nuisance naggings from my Mum . Her daily(s) . Nothing in particular , just nagging . Dreaded of going home after work . The amount of stress i'm facing lately , she don't get it and doesn't even wanna get it . Work-ed , home-d , done with my revisions . Is it too much to take a break after a long day ? Helping her with housechores , i mean .. Isn't that her job ? I'm really tired , to the maximum . I need to pass this assessment , I MUST . You can do it Jacqueline . Just tolerate for awhile ... Monday, January 18, 2010
Hey blog . Went to school this morning . Packed with people , something happened on the way to school . But i ain't gonna blog out , cos it's nothing to be proud of :/ School open book assessment was alright , but i guess i just ditched a junk in that blank paper :x Ends at around 3.40 and headed off to meet Baby . Met him at Tampines inter , it's my FIRST time see-ing him in formal . I couldn't hold my laughter any longer so i giggled just a bit . I think he looks cute :D Like a refined office boy , compliment (: We went walking around at Tampines 1 and after awhile we bus-ed back to 940 . Waited for him to change to his home clothes . Took 21 and dined at White Sand's foodcourt . I had minced meat noodles whereas he had Laksa with fishballs (: Baby bought me COTTON CANDY which i craves so much for :D And when he puts in that mouthful of cotton candy in my mouth ... I kept mumbling to him " Melting le , MELTED^-^ " I love it when the cotton candy just melts in my mouth . Sugary :3 Walked home and slacked for awhile . Sigh , next assessment on THIS coming THURSDAY ! Like how stress can i be ? And next week , for monday tuesday and wednesday , MY RE TEST ~! Im nearly to a bonkers , berserk sooner or later . Oh well , think positive Jacqueline . Although it's a menses week for you , but it aren't gonna wreck out your blues . Face it , and stay happy like how i used to be (: Last but not least ... Raphael , don't make me strangle you on WEDS YOU EDIOT ! -_- Sunday, January 17, 2010
Reached home . Spent my Sunday with my parents . Breakfast at Amk , then headed to Compasspoint . Wanted to buy Guy Laroche's wallet , but they only left with the display piece . Was kinda disappointed :/ Bought a bag for CNY , a new pencil case for my school . Daddy bought 2 bottles of Rosemount wine . Headed to see cars then went over to ikea . Mummy bought a carpet for our living room . Dined at White Sand's Hongkong cafe . And back home . Im like so into Xiao Gui's Bu xue . This song damn nice . Friday, January 15, 2010
So bored . I just done with my Test preparations . Packed with exams next week :/ Well , i'm like blogging so frequently these days eh ? But no pictures as always :x I DON'T camwhore that much . Thankfully it's Saturday tml :D Thursday, January 14, 2010
Watching Tv with Daddy now . Had a funny conversation with him . Both of us are watching ChannelU " Coming Home " They're filming a Mediacorp Artiste who went back to his hometown , Sichuan . Like people in Sichuan what do they have for their breakfast ? They had vermicelli for breakfast . In simple logic , it's Beehoon . Here's the conversation - Daddy : Mee ah ? Me : Arboh ~ Vermicelli mah , in fact it's like beehoon lor . Daddy : Ah ? o_o But looks like mee sua leh . Me : They say it's " mian " ( in chinese ) , not mee sua lah -..- Daddy : But it looks like mee sua leh . Me : It's MIAN LAH ! Not mee sua ! Daddy : I know it's mian , but really looks like mee sua , you see lah . Me : -.- !!! DADDDDDDY ~ I SAY LE , ITS MIAN , DONT CARE IF ITS MEE SUA OR NOT . Daddy : You see properly , sticky sticky one , it's mee sua lah . Me : -_- Mummy : Don't care him lah , now he old liao having menopause symptoms already . Why ah ? Whats with parents aging these days ? Seriously , i was already punching his tummy when he kept denying the fact that it's BEEHOON. Oh my ~ Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Actually ah , i wanted to post up some pictures . Really random pictures . But i thought to myself " Why should i ? -..- " As always , i contradict-ed again . Studying for my re-test for Hotel management . Cos i didn't get the grades my PARENTS expected me to. Only tourism and facilities . Then tml , open book assessment in school ! Faci , please be lenient ); Again , headache ~ I have no clue what to wear for tml . No shorts , no revealing tops ( How far can i reveal anyway ?-..- ) This is so annoying to the maximum . . My fever subsided a lil thou i still feel that heat aura . Baby is gonna visit me later ................ And passing me his jacket in case i get cold in the bus again :x AND FALL SICK ! Shall blog real soon . Wish me luck for the tests (: Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Am having a fever . It was better in the morning , but now it gotten worse . I drank plenty of water already ): Anyhow , yesterday was my first day of school , it was alright :D Except that waking up in the morning scenario was a total zombie for me . The faci is fine , but there's loads of rules and regulations in school . So what it's part of Nanyang poly ? -.- I don't see why the students will have to dress up this way ? Hm , attendance is important ... For every assessment it requires like 85% of my attendance . Very on ? Sigh sigh ... Feel so sick . Sunday, January 10, 2010
I was rather pissed off today :/ Due to my phone and etc ... Some issues about my parents , that trust . But i ain't gonna say much since it's not gonna help either . School starts at 8.45am tml . One fact ... I needa wake at 6.00am ?! Im nervous , and tired . Gonna travel all the way to Toa Payoh -.- First day of school .. There will always be orientation , I HATE THAT ! ): But i'll try to make more new friends over there .. I have to . All the way till 4.00pm ? Sigh -.= Anyhow , i patched up with Baby . Am sorry for the misunderstandings and stuffs . I hope that things will get better yeah ? :D I don't want days without you , it suck . Lets work hard towards our future :) Wednesday, January 6, 2010
It ended . Heart aching .. All i want , it's just him to care more . But i failed to do my part as a Girlfriend . I do care , this ending it's not because i don't love you ... Boy , please don't smoke that much , please don't drink that much . I know that i'm in no position to tell you this . But till now , i still care alot for you . Any idea about how i'm feeling now ? My heart it's ripping apart . I'm always the one .. Crying at one corner . Do you know that i still care ? I'm sorry for all the things i said to you . I'm sorry i'm bad . I love how you kiss . I love how you sounds . And Baby the way you made my world go round . And i just wanted to say I'm sorry . This time i think i'm to blame . Tuesday, January 5, 2010
I wanted to take a afternoon nap . But , i couldn't sleep ): So i snuggled up , flipped through the books ... AND I CAN'T CONCENTRATEEEE ~!!! So here i am , listening to some sentimentals . That reminds me of the past -.- Well , ain't the bad past luh , some certain scenarios that made me regret . I was still 17 and childish back then . Such a reckless and inconsiderate decision , i made it . And i thought to myself that it would be fine . But thinking back , how cruel am i ? Probably that person hated me alot, still ? Not being defensive here , but i have my reasons of doing that too . But i won't deny the fact that i went overboard . I'm such a bitch ): I just hope that he will forgive me . Just wanna say i'm sorry , if you're still reading my blog . It's my bad . Dude , it have been 2 years ? It seemed like it just happened yesterday ... Well , i hope that i know how to love now ? (: Monday, January 4, 2010
It's my off day today (: Rotting at home , doing revisions and stuffs ... Nothing much thou :/ New year resolution .. Be more successful and forget about the past ! :D Alright , will blog more soon enough . Gonna accompany Baby for my workplace interview later . Toodles ~ Friday, January 1, 2010
Feel like furthering my studies somewhere . Study something that i'm interested in , Graphic designs . I know that i'll never change . But there are alot for me to consider . Am i really 100% sure that this is what i want ? There will be alot of money issues involve , i have to be serious enough to follow through . And i cannot just give up in the midst of pursuing it . At the same time , i must consider about my Dad . I ain't moving anywhere here , uncertain about what am i doing . I just wanna find somewhere and restart my education path . Study what i want ... I might excel yeah ? I just have to set a goal and put my heart into it . In the other hand , if im so into Arts / Graphic designs , i would have heed Charlyn Jie's advice a year ago . I still need time to consider it as time goes by . Hi blog . Its already 2010 . Happy New Year people (: Will it be a good year ahead ? I hope so :D I want everything to be smooth sailing , with Baby . Oh , and HAPPY 3RD MONTH DARLING ! ^^ Still counting on ~ Went to took Neoprints with Baby :) Hilarious shots , funny actions . Might be schooling soon i guess ... Will everything still remains the same ? Have faith in yourself Jacqueline . It's a New year , a new beginning (: |
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