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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Every single bride , always look so stunning . It's so nice to be a bride :D Ps/: MY OMNIA PHONE IT'S SCREWED ! ): Sunday, December 27, 2009
Met up with Jeremy earlier . Had fun with him (: Was watching The Promise on channelU . It was sad yet meaningful . Love , you are uncertain about what the future holds . You don't know how long can a relationship hang on . You ought to let go , if you think it's the best for him/her . Humans have their selfish side . Happiness , build up a family ? A promise can be broken that easily , let alone a commitment ? That ending was rather a heartaching one . Shouldn't have watched that -.- My mood just dropped drastically . Damnit . I'll try to turn in early , it's morning shift tml .. Again . Saturday, December 26, 2009
Yeah yeah , my Bangs is back ! Looks abit like a Cheena biaaaatch ): Ah , no point being whiney luh , what done is already done . It's 26th Dec , i spent my day with Baby and aftermath with Jasmine . Thanks for the Royce xmas's gift dood sister :D Both of us were discussing about countdown session :/ It's around the corner ! And im like the tyrant :x Oh well , we had subway for dinner just now . Very filling , i almost puke it out . Perhaps not that exaggerating luh :x SUBWAY EAT FRESH ~ Okay luh , am on the phone with Baby . I guess that's bout it . Toooodles ~ Some photos :  Baby !    There are photos to upload . But ... Im lazy :x Yesterday was Christmas but it's just like another day for me . Have been feeling so complexed recently :/ When you gets older , it seemed like there's nothing more for you to look forward to . Days back in Secondary school ... I am always counting down till Christmas . Mass sending Christmas texts , wishes to friends and family . You'll always receive tons of texts from your friends as well . I'll be very delighted . But this year , i did nothing of those sorts . Uninteresting me . I spent my eve with Baby , xmas with family . 2010 , please come soooooon ~ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Dear Santa , i want a lasting love . Tuesday, December 22, 2009
I hate to be accused . I hate it , to the maximum . My mum doesn't trust me .. As always . I lied to her once , but that was ages ago . And she condemned me . Making everything sounded convincing to herself and thinks that it's all my fault . But why am i always ALWAYS ALWAYS OBEYING HER ? Study study study , I HATE STUDYING FOR GODSAKE ! Just solely from that particular matter , she can link it to my studies . And a fit of anger i howled back " Then don't study , I don't like to study ! " One fact , i never like studying . What's about that Retail course then ? Yes , for her sake . That hotel management course ? For her sake . Driving license ? For her sake . Home early ? For her sake . Pleasing her to be happy ? For her sake . What about me ? Has she ever think about what i want ? It's MY FUTURE , shouldn't i be the one deciding ? I know it's for my own good , but look ... I'm not happy at all . Been stressing up lately , she don't even realised . She thinks that everything it's too simple for me to handle . Sometimes ... I detest this family . Sometimes ... I wished that i wasn't the only child in this family . Sometimes ... I'd rather be better off a orphan . God , why not you take my life ? Im not even living anyway , am i even breathing ? They give me a life that makes them have the rights to control my life ? Kill me . I hate this family . Monday, December 21, 2009
Loha peepos ~ I'mma munching Famous Amos and blogging (: SORRRREH , for not being able to blog for days ? Ya . days only :x Piled up with my work . And thanks Baby for accompanying me in the morning(s) . You know , i've been working morning shifts . Sweet him , he send me off to work (: And made me breakfast(s) , i like ... And today , he fetched me off work :D Updates bout yesterday ... Right after work , i went home , changed and headed out to meet Jasmine for X'mas shopping . Seriously , it was damn frigging heavy to the maximum . We almost died , but still ... we can managed (: After the X'mas shopping , cabbed to Ehub! and have our dinner at Bbq Chicken . Nice yet full . And then we walked home . Today !!! Worked in the morning .. And Baby fetched me after my work and walked me home . Around 4.30pm he accompanied me to bus all the way to Toa Payoh . Well , it's a preview at HDB Hub for my advanced Retail Supervisory thingy . Basically it's a course . A retail course to be specific . I ain't sure if i'll be taking the course :/ ANYWAY ! I saw Faiz there (: It's nice to see someone you know ... Sweet feeling lah . The talk ended at 7.30pm . Me and Baby went walking around , and he saw that Ultra big Fishball . That practically drove him crazy i guess ? He was damn excited i tell you . His face , it's priceless :x F.Y.I , he is a fishball maniac (: Well well well , i'm lazy to upload the photos :/ It will be soon , i PROMISE ! ^-^ Thursday, December 17, 2009
Lethargic . Can i don't work ? Can i party somewhere ? Can i get'ta hell out of here ? Can i club , pub and get drunk somewhere ? Hate my life to be in such a state . Lifeless ... Man , can i like club more often during the saturdays ? Fcuktard . I'll blog more after i finished my work . Monday, December 14, 2009
Went over to Recruit express this afternoon . They intro-ed a Corporate Sales Officer over at Robinsons . And the interview it's like tml . Which is like so last minute . And then the agent was like asking me about my perspective towards Admin job ... I replied " Sit in front of the desk doing paperworks and photocopies " She exclaimed " Not that boring lah , it's much better " Like duh ? She's the office girl what . That's why she said that -.- As my parents wish , it's a Admin job . Imagine me sitting in front of that damn computer front doing excel ? I live for myself or for my parents ? I don't know leh . Really leh , doing something that i don't like , i won't say that i detest lah . So uninteresting . Why not she intro me some fascinating jobs like working in a Zoo or a birdpark . At least i can experience it and might like it ? She did ask me what am i interested in . But i told her designing . Which is entirely impossible . Because im unexperienced and i do not have any qualifications for that . Like , i don't graduate from a Art government school or taken any courses regarding arts . Except for that Secondary Art " experience " So i ditched that thinking of being able to work in a creative/designing company . The only advantage of working as a Admin is that ... I don't have to work during the weekends . Weekdays , i'll start work as early as 9.00am and end work at 5 or 6 pm . My mother in the otherhand is giving me that thinking like " You'd better pass that interview ." My thinking " Take it easy , it might be a good thing if i don't get the job . " I'm not lazy ... I don't know how to describe . Aiyah , very contradicting one lah . You peepos won't understand ): Friendship I miss her i miss her i miss her ; Badly . I know it's rather silly to blog this out . I don't know :/ How i wish i can just send her a text saying " I'm sorry " Jacqueline Jacqueline Jacqueline ... Quit being emo . I hate myself . Sunday, December 13, 2009
Felt uber moooooody today ~ Menses is killing me , stomach cramp is killing me , my legs are killing me . So i seemed to get frustrated easily today . My Sunday blues ? -.- Had a long day today . Headed over to Amk for breakfast . Then to Ikea to shop for carpets and my dressing table . Then somewhere around Beach road a particular furniture mall and bought a sofa . After the furniture shopping we headed to Ion . They practically killed my legs for walking that much ): Dinner , we had steamboat . And the HEAT IT'S KILLING ME ! So , i turned out to be moody -.- Like really sian lah , especially at Ion . The items ( branded stuffs ) really is expensive to the maximum luh . I cannot buy anything there . More like window shopping . That's the worse part for a girl lah . It's not like as if i can afford it . More or less it's all the working adults who can afford . I think i can only afford Longchamp :/ How pathetic . So i went in to the washroom umpteen times . Just to clear my bowels ? Hahaha ~ Sounded so disgusting . But no , you know when you're having menses .. It's damn annoying . Girls will understand . I shall not specify much (: Stupid menses . Why must girls have menses ? Why not boys ? Boy are like so slack , literally . Other then , them enlisting to the national service thingy ... And their future crop up with supporting family and stuffs . Girls in the otherhand must get pregnant ... And give birth , i heard from the elders that it's a rather hard process :o Well , that's life . Don't whine Jacqueline . You still has a long way to go . Not yet a 20 , why think so much ? -.- Saturday, December 12, 2009
Time to blog ... Met Baby at 1 plus and took bus 81 to Kovan . Didn't get to shop alot there .. Thus we train-ed to Farrer park and went to CitySquare Mall . Baby bought couple rings for us . I'll cherish it (: Enjoyed my day with Baby ... Actually there's many many more to blog about . But i don't know why i feel so jelly while typing . Meanwhile i wanna blog out how i feel at this very day . Sorry for being random but .. i shall continue typing . I went on to buy Pine Nuts for Daddy . And Baby was saying " Parrots eat one " Then that Auntie is laughing lor -.- How naive can Baby be sia . I wonder :/ HAHA . After walking around at Citysquare we walked to somewhere near Little India and took bus 65 . Initially we thought that there's a Bus 21 but unfortunately , no ): Alot of ah neh(s) in bus 65 . So we reached Tampines changed bus and headed to Pasir ris . Met Jasmine and Baby accompanied us to walk over to Ehub . Had dinner at Bbq Chicken . It was a lil packed there . And my heels hurts alot luh ): Pictures are in Jasmine's phone . Probably will get it from her asap . A bit lethargic ... Maybe because of my menses . This month i don't eat alot . It's always like the alternate months one . Like this month eat a little , next month eat alot and so on ~ Annoying sia :/ Okay lah , that's all for today . I think i'm turning in soon also . A bit moodless to stay on for tonight . Nights out peepos ~ Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Well well well ... Am in the room now , doing nothing ? I was playing with Dancing Mania just now and just beat the high score (: Had trouble downloading Audition , i give up :x Don't worry , i'll no longer be a game maniac like how i used to play maple . Kinda miss some peepos ... Like : Pie , Darren , Icy , Flower boy , Jianny , Gabby and etc :/ Misses those days mapling although it was kinda lifeless but at least it's worthwhile to make so many friends out there :D So yeah , it's been a while eversince i quitted maple . Anyway ... i was thinking if i should buy breakfast tml :/ Cuz whenever i do opening with Adam , he is always the one who make/buy the breakfast . So looks like it'll be my job tml (: Am thinking of making Risotto , perhaps one day i'll do it . I'm pretty random , i know that :D Recipe is :
It's really troublesome you know :/ But i just have the sudden craves for it . Contradicting ~ Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Im too much . Too harsh . Too paranoid . Too sensitive . Too childish . The moment my heart felt so sour , it's tearing up . A feeling that i never had for so long . A verge to ask myself why must i think so much . And bring misery to the both of us . He thinks that i don't trust him . I thinks that i'm not important to him . Assumptions . I don't know how to describe this feeling to him ... Yes , i'm too jealous for i care , probably care too much . Solely mine ... Am i too overboard ? He explained that it wasn't for real . But i refused to understand . What should i do ? To make us understand each other more ? Everything seemed so wrong . I don't want history to repeat , and yes .. I want to trust him . After several failure relationships ... Im getting more and more possessive . I won't want myself to be this way . It's too much . I apologized to him but it seemed like he's ignoring me . Great . Monday, December 7, 2009
Subsequently ... I still decided to blog after camwhor-ed session with Baby . It's my off day so i practically stayed at home to pack my room as requested . Such a good girl :D So after packing i watched " Growing up " Today episode it's about cross examination . Sudden urge to have the thinking " Prosecutors are cool " The debut and stuffs (: Baby came and look for me after his school . Like around 4 ? As the usual , we were always crapping . Then at like 6.00 pm we walked to central and da bao dinner . Fugging full to the maximum -.- Argh , it's another working day tml ... Hope that everything will be fine . Photos ! I like this photo , somehow (:    Sunday, December 6, 2009
This post , it's meant for my dearest Sister ... JASMINE TAN JIE MIN ! HAPPPPPPPY 19TH ~ You little annoying brat , it's your 19th today . One fact , YOU'RE OLD ! So , welcome to the club dood :D Anyhow , hoped that you enjoyed your 19th with us . Namely : Me , Baby and Guohao . Met Jasmine at 1.45pm , went up to her house . Passed her that Ultra big birthday card . She's touched (: So we left at 2 . Headed to Bugis . A unknown approached us , modelling agency thingy :/ Not interested (: So, the guys met us at Iluma , watched NEW MOOOOOOON ~ Like finally , Edward is as hot as the usual , Jacob black ... He's the man ! Ratings ? Not bad , Thou it's not quite up to my expectations . I expect more from the movie ... Unfortunately , it's not exactly like the novel i read . But still , am satisfied (: Train-ed to Changi Airport and reached at 7 plus going 8 . Wow-zer , everywhere seemed so packed . So we decided to dine in at Waraku . All of us had Pasta(s) except for Baby . He had a weird rice thingy , not risotto , but bake rice ? And a weird beverage , Cream soda thingy ? HAHA ~ Practically chaoz after our dinner . Then Baby and Guohao went to bought a cake in order to surprise Jasmine . Meanwhile , i lure her to somewhere . Conclusion , she's touched again :D Hey girl , im glad that you enjoyed your birthday (: Kept having short weird dreams that Baby is leaving me . When i woke up , i was relieved that it's just a bad dream ... Friday, December 4, 2009
Still on the line with Jasmine . Baby sent me to work this morning and fetched me after my work . It's drizzling , sheltered under Baby's yellow umbrella . Felt so loved ... Although he did disturbed me like the usual him :D Apparently , that's him .. My boy . Its already December . Time flies ~ Alot of unpleasant things happened this year thou . Lost of a friend , lost of a good friend ... The last year's December ... I was still clinging on him . A penny of thoughts if he ever is my right guy . But im glad that i let him go . Cuz today , i know who is the right one for me (: If i were to cling on those irksome memories , i guess i'll be distorted . But Baby pulled me out from there . He didn't give up . Thanks (: Thursday, December 3, 2009
Im so bored to tears ! Poor Baby sprained his finger while playing basketball . Take care alrights ? ANYHOW ! It's my parents 20th wedding anniversary . Daddy is sweet , Mummy is happy . Im glad that they are still loving (: As the only child , the only daughter ... Although i did not play my part as a good daughter . But deep down my heart , i just want them to stay happy . I will try not to make them worry about me , or about my future . I know what my future holds but that's not what i want . Dood , i might be taking up more courses for more advantages . But sometimes they just don't understand what i'm up to . It's not that i'm lazy to look up for other jobs . But in my theory , am tired of working in the service line . Tolerating MAJORITY of fussy and down-to-earth customers . More or less , weirdos . Eitherway ... Get that frigging scholarship and off to Uni . Which is entirely IMPOSSIBLE ! One fact , i'm not the " Uni " type . Well , i'll just have to find a stable job as soon as possible . And tell Daddy & Mummy not to worry ? Like they'll listen to me -.- Prolly , am meeting Baby tml ! He will be sending me to work tml morning . So happy :D Raining season is back . Why are peepos feeling so down these days ? Because it's the raining season ? Hey , raining is on the rock ! :D Cheer up people although i tends to feel emotional at times ... But piece of advice , we do feel blues but take a look up the sky ... You'll see fluffy clouds forming , like as if they are moving round . It do cheer me ups a little when i glanced up and look at the sky . Try it (: It will be a better day ahead , tell yourself that . We do have unhappy events happening around us , but certainly good things will come eventually . Don't be disheartened (: Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Growing up I was watching a old drama series " Growing up " On channel 5 at 3.30pm . The show started at 3.oopm . But i watched it at 3.30 when i just got home from work . This series , it made me understand certain parts in life . Friends , Relationship , Marriage and last but not least Family . How fragile can a marriage be ? That particular marriage was actually a blissful one . Till one day that guy get to know this girl from a nightclub . So things between him and his wife turned stale . The guy wasn't from a prestigious family , but his wife was . His wife really did sacrificed alot for this marriage . But it turned out to be such a failure . Conclusion , the guy chose the nightclub girl rather than his wife . Sigh , in a girl's perspective ... He is such a jerk . But anyhow , You guys should watch it if you're free . Its on the weekdays anyway . Oh well , am going for shopping with Jasmine tml . Looking forward :D |
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