JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Thursday, October 29, 2009 Yes ah ~ November is coming ! Its MY MONTH (: Looking forward thou . Worked in Dad's office today . Woked up at 10.30 , laze on my bed ... I hate to wake up ): But still , i got up , showered and changed . When can i ever find a proper job ? This is driving me nuts !!! So anyhow , Dad drove me to his office . I then started to fax info(s) to the other clients . And Caithin was beside me and she asked " Uh , Hot chocolate for you ?" I brisked away and smiled back " No , Soya milk (: " LAUGHS ~ Resisting the "milo" temptation :/ I was holding myself back thou . I want to recover from my irking cough . Like Baby say so , he wanna me to recover fast (: So right after i finished the work that Dad assigned for me , i watched Gossip Girls . NATE IS SO FRIGGING HAWT TO THE MAX ! And Chuck's voice , it's so velvet . But still , none compared to my lovely Baby :x After watching , i'm like sorta think that life sometimes can be really dramatic . Just that we didnt notice it . Girls can be hypocritical also ? Like when it comes to betrayal , or relationships ? Starving for the truth probably ? Precisely . But it kinda based on what kind of person you are . Forgetting all human's lacking . Aftermath .. Aftermath .. and aftermath .... I'm getting boring . Am looking forward to this Saturday's Halloweeeeeeeen ~! Wednesday, October 28, 2009 I still can't get in bed . Baby turned in , 12.22am . His standard timing :x Perk me up please ? Been thinking alot of stuffs recently . Dwelling over trivial matters making myself tensed up . Even the nights when i tried to pull myself back to reality , it still felt so unusual . Job hunting was a total failure . In the midst of my dreams , it repeats once twice or thrice . Weird dreams that made me felt so ... WEIRD . I've been a early bird , waking up at 8.oo plus or at most , 9.00 plus which i usually will . Baby , i wanna you to massage my shoulders ! No joke , it was really damn comfortable and made me feel like dozing off . I won't deny the fact that i almost dozed off :x My eyes , half closed but i still managed to keep it open . Laughs ~ Show me the enthusiasm towards life , anyone ? -.- I think i lost mine and i cannot do without it . Everything seemed so pessimistic . Argh , so screwed up ! Hopefully November will be a better month ahead , MY MONTH . God , you won't ill treat me yeah ? Please make it different . PLEASE , don't screw my birthday like my 18th . Sigh , MOTIVATIONS ! I need them to the maximum . Monday, October 26, 2009 In a lousy mode , but still decided to blog . Baby came to look for me in the morning . Accompanied me (: I taught him how to fold hearts . It was Ade who taught me how to fold , that's why i started folding it . Baby's hearts , as always there's "holes" in between :x Laughs ~ BEGINNER ! NOOOOB ~ While he's folding he is taking precaution to see if there's any gaps . FOR A HEART , it took him like 10-15 mins :x Which is like , i can fold around 2 to 3 hearts luh :D So , Baby left at around 6.25pm , after my new fridge arrived . Help Mummy with cleaning up and stuffs . Am kinda pissed with her . She's always so paranoid . Thinking that , im good for nothing . Okay , probably i am . I don't wish to explain further either . Since there's no trust towards me , why bother ? I've already lost her trust , her expectations , what else ? And i've lost a close friend . Process of growing up or what ? When can i ever freed from those stuffs ? These brutal truths . Look , i don't wish to be a emo kid here ... But certain things are really , stereotyping . Sunday, October 25, 2009 Im back :D Today... Had a rather long day . Daddy is supposed to go Melbourne today , but something cropped up in th company . So , delayed . Went out with parents , off to Compasspoint . Then to Hougang Mall , then back home . Met Baby under my block at around 5 plus going to 6 . We were chit chatting away , doing nonsense , BUT FUN ! He left at around 9.00 plus . Then i headed home to help Daddy with his paperworks . Alrights , shall blog soon enough (: Friday, October 23, 2009 Am very very very upset now , to the maximum . My heart felt so sour , like as if it's tearing up . I want to pour out all my emotions , but i can't . Friendship ... Thursday, October 22, 2009 8.22am my baby is drinking milk milk..purposely tempt me de-.- naughty girl~~ Monday, October 19, 2009 Good old times My mind went blank when i feel like blogging . I think i lost a close friend of mine . We used to share th good old times together ... But looks like , it drifted . I certainly misses those days when we were both crazy over our boyfriends . Chatting about them , gossiping ... and all . Even our first double date , how hilarious . But it's th most memorable one .. Remember ? Days when we were both on th phone laughing crazily like no one else's business . Chatting till midnight until we were both worn out . Hanging out together , doing crazy stuffs and laughing our way through ... Sigh , i miss those days . Anyhow ,I've tried to look for various jobs . But still failed . Jonathan claims that miracle will happen . Like vampires will help me out -.- Myths . Am kinda emo today ... Mood swing ? I guess so . Daddy and mummy is bugging me to look for a job . Hey , can't they see that i'm trying ? I doubt i can surmount this amount of stress that they're both giving me . It's more than i can handle . Avoid , leaving them on th lurch and leave , to london for good . Complete my Uni and then back to Singapore to look a proper job ? I can and i will if i want to , since i've achieved th scholarship . But no , that's not what i want . Aunt Debby is asking me to study what i'm interested in . Daddy wouldn't give me the chance to . I do not have any choices . I can't pursue my own dreams . Be it a ideal career ? Impossible . These stupidity nonsensical shits are driving me nuts . i love baby Governor of Poker Click here to play this game LAI LAI LAI~~ play this game.. win big big ^_^ Saturday, October 17, 2009 Whats with today . Just reached home . Had a long day today . I eyed on this Barbie Flat Shoe . It cost Mum 60 bucks :x Thanks Mummy . Then headed to Aunt's house . For like around 6 plus , we went over to Tanjong Pagar and had Rama Thai for dinner . Cost Daddy $240 . Each of us has a Huge bowl of Sharkfin ( Claypot size ) Damn full :x After dinner went over to Dion Kor's house and slacked . Drank Johnnie walker black label . We're supposed to go Social House , but changed of plan . Probably next time (: Baby , i believe that you'll be able to quit smoking one day . Don't be disheartened alright ? Friday, October 16, 2009 Partying Anyone's up on my birthday ? Snowcity for th Day . Partying for Night . Pubs or Clubs ? No Zirca pleaseeeee ~ Social house ? Zouk ? Power house ? StereoLab ? Fashion Bar ? This is sinful :D Msn me or text me (: Drink drank drunk ~!! A writer Did something to th blogskin and th font . Well am too bored staying in Dad's office idling . Baby boy .. Why are you so playful :x You are playful so don't deny th fact (: Anyway , thanks people for your concerns . Im feeling better though , just that there's still a lil coughing . But i'm fine :D Was chatting with Jonathan just now . He asked me if i'd like to be a writer . Yes yes , writer ... Novelist ? He said that since i'm so imaginative and has a gap in writting ... But i'm only a typical vampire fanatic :D Hence ... Being a writer , i don't think it's my tea . This is wicked ): Anyhow , after considerations ... being a writer ain't half bad ? And and and , Baby say that he'll help me ! You know , inspirations ! Am still thinking about it . Probably , i'll try it at home , doing some writings and FANTASIZE . PRECISELY ! No harm trying yeah ? :D laught at me... baby~~i am sorry for not being understanding too.. I LOVE YOU.. p/s I am not playful luhs.. argh..!!! kissy kissy^_^ Thursday, October 15, 2009 I think im dying :/ My phelgms got bloooooood ~ It feels like as if my throat is torn . I was a lil feverish this morning , but am okay right now (: Just down with flu and bad cough . My throat does hurts alot when i cough . Like needles piercing through . Im not exaggerating . Had a chat with Danson just now . He was like asking if im dying ? WHAT AN ASS. Seriously luh , he damn sarcastic one lor . I might just slap him on one fine day . Or maybe skin him alive . I WILL DANSON ~! TRUST ME . Laughs ~ Damn lah , i felt so sick sia . Fcuked. You're never open .. Wednesday, October 14, 2009 Hi blog . Yes , that previous post was from my playful boy (: Playful aren't he ? Today , my daddy's birthday . Bought him a cake and sang him a birthday song . His workers are good enough to make him a card . It look awesome . It's 14th Oct today . Fourteen days with Baby . Am sorry Baby .. For not being understanding . Probably i just can't stand the loneliness . Cos , i been through it too much . So anyway , im practically coughing my guts out . I can feel the phelgms -.- Yeah yeah , i'm always gross . HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BOSSY DAD (: shhh... baby is sleeping now...^_^ shhh~~ dun wake her up you stupid pooh..!! muahahas.. STOP SNORING LUHS.. Labels: ...passing by Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Am on phone with baby now (: Baby is whiney bout how people bully him . Well , you bully me also uh :x Laughs~ Okay , gotta accompany him le . Loves just me alone... MUAHAHAHAS..HACK into baby account ^o^.. shall post a pic.. nah joking..later someone~~ angry Labels: dropping by... Monday, October 12, 2009 I just reached home . Yeah , it has always been this timing thou . I was damn clumsy yesterday but well , as always :x I accidentally scalded thumb , boiling water . It hurts a million times , blisters formed . I can feel that burning sensation . But well , it felt better today (: Regarding that weird dream of mine ... I don't know ? Prolly , these dreams ain't for once . But happened umpteen times . Always something related to vampires . Yeah , although imma vampire fanatic , but i don't think about them THAT much . Perhaps , I'm a vampire in my previous life ? LAUGHS~ Okay okay , way too too too far fetched . But i can always feel that trembling quiet whisper in my dream . Liked yesterday night , i dreamt bout Baby and i were vampire slayers . We were both looking out for this somehow black-listed vampire . He's looking for something that can enhance his powers , i guess :/ He killed a number of people , very gore scene . Creeps ~ In th end , we did managed to stop him . Then i woke up . Well ... Even in my dreams .. Baby , i dreamt of us .. being vampire slayers . What a dream ... Saturday, October 10, 2009 There seems to be so much that i wanna tell you . Alot of aftermath , when you were emo-ing . I'm folding hearts now , hoping to feel better . Thursday, October 8, 2009 Baby don't you know i suffer ? ~ You caught me under false pretences ~ I thought i was a fool for no one . But im a fool for you . You're th king of superficial . And how long before you tell th truth ? Wednesday, October 7, 2009 Helping my daddy to write his petty cash . Hereby using my lappy to update my blog . Am so bored right now . How i wish there's someone who can entertain me now :/ Partially rott-ed . Daddy is bugging me to find a full time job . Just that .. i don't know what kinda job i wanna work as . In dilemma . No retails , No F&B . I want something more different , certainly not admin . Something unique . Argh , i'll just work in Jasmine's studentcare centre instead . If only they wanna employ . Well , it's kinda indifferent too ? Hopefully ... Experiencing something new . I wanna have a Maltese ! It's so frigging cute to th maximum :3 I doubt i'll be able to buy it :/ Mummy is never gonna let "it" in . She's not going to give it a pass . Screw up life . Tuesday, October 6, 2009 Lowdown Just reached home not long ago . Sudden urge to blog . I've thrown away all th stuffs that you gave me . Our neoprints , Our couple rings ,Your letters , Your flowers ... I don't want any memories of you , i want no more . I felt so disgusted by you . You're just denying th fact , pushing all th blames on her . Fact is , you cannot even resist th temptation . It's just an excuse of yours . I regretted falling for you . I regretted alot , alot .. to th maximum . But it doesn't matter . Jolly well , i'll erase these awful memories . Right baby ? Monday, October 5, 2009 My ex make love with my friend . How classic ? Iloveyou At times, I’d think what if I had not let go ? Having you by my side it's enough . But deep down in my heart , I just want you to let me stay here by your side . Iloveyou . Friday, October 2, 2009 Damn th wireless connection . In th midst of blogging and publishing . It DC-ed . PISSSSSSSSSED ~!! Well , i just reached home and bathed (: So i decided to blog , randomly (: Which is like so me ! :D Hmmm , i'm attached to my Baby boy . Since yesterday , 1st Oct . Frankly speaking .. Im still in doubts like am i really in a relationship ? This ain't a dream yeah ? Oh well , i know it isn't (: Thou im uncertain about how our future holds , but im willing to give it a try . Baby ... Rmb , on my birthday . Right outside Paragon , i'll be chasing after you ... With a VACUUM ! It won't be blog out in details YET . Evil Laughs ~ Ps:/ Brother Vincent says that i can make it to Uni -.- UNIVERISITY ?! Not my tea .
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go