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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
I don't wish to care . Just reached home . Dad is leaving to Taiwan tml . He'll be back only on tues i guess . Matthew called me just now . And told me about what happened ... Look Jun ... I don't mean to hurt you . And never will i want it to turn out this way . You know that nothing will blossom . You knows ... So why even bother to do stuffs that will hurt you so badly ? As a friend , i've hurt myself by hurting you . Just hope that everything will be fine for you . I know how it felt . Sometimes , i wish that things will turn out like how i wanna it to be . I still feel so insecure . Shan't be bothered much bout it . I no longer wanna care . No longer wanna bother . JUST , do whatever you please . Alright ? Monday, September 28, 2009
Yoboseyo 여보세요! Im back home (: Hmm, am very bored just now . Accompanied my mum to th salon . Her hair treatment , trimmed her hair . My hairstylist , on mc -.- So i waited for mummy , for like around 4 hours . Damnit . It was long . I kept myself entertained by playing with Tamagotchi . Frankly speaking .. Im tired of it already :x After her hair makeover we met daddy . And headed to Ehub for dinner . Mr Chicken Rice . Typical chicken rice luh . Nothing special also :x After dinner , GROCERIES TIMEEEE ~ CHIONG AH ! I bought seaweeds I bought Nutella I bought Milk I bought Marshmellows I bought HELLOPANDA (Hopefully i can still consume it :D) I bought Mango yoghurt LAST BUT NOT LEAST ... I bought BEN&JERRY ICE CREAAAAAM~ Envy me please ~ :3 Evil laughs ~ Alright ... Im ni da Jacqueline , pan gap seub ni da :D Sunday, September 27, 2009
Hello blog . I went over to Uncle Frankie's house this morning . Somehow 'Big Day' for God's birthday ? Im not so sure . But im certain that , it's like th god possessed Uncle Frankie's body . He has to pierce through his tongue and split out th blood . My dad , he pierced through his hand ! Ohmigosh ~ Till now , i still cannot get myself to believe it ! So i was at th balcony msn-ing with my pork :x Both of us were playing with th Messenger Plus emotion sounds . Am laughing like mad -.- After that , my lappy went dead . Sigh . Headed to my Aunt's house after that . Watched Constantine . Okay , be it im slow or whatever . Fact is .. I don't get it . I don't know ... Just angels and demons ? Messing around in th human world ? Seriously i don't get it . Practically question marks all th way :x Im sneezing like fug . Save me . Saturday, September 26, 2009
 Just reached home not long ago (: Went to take my Geek specs . My dad almost fainted o_o But i like :x Anyway , was telling my parents how i wanna celebrate my 19th birthday . Initially i wanted to organise a chalet instead . But uh , on budget ): So , just stick to th plan , SNOWCITY ! And drinking session in pub . Drink drank drunk :D Daddy say that we never been to a pub before . As in , th 3 of us , together to pub . True thou ... Laughs ~ Im so into th song - Love you by Howl DAMN FRIGGING NICE TO TH MAX LEH ! Not kidding (: Alright , Baby ... ILOVEYOU ! :x Thursday, September 24, 2009
Im back home . How i wish ... He's back . And say " Baby , im back " Boy , i needed you so badly now ... I just wanna talk to you . I wanna hear your jokes . I miss your sillyness . I miss your voice . I miss you cuteness . In fact , i misses your everything . I don't know .. Awaiting for your text and call , it all seem like a dream to me . Monday, September 21, 2009
Hello blog . Im so regular these days :x Went out with Jasmine today . Headed to Suntec then Marina Square . We planned to buy Shades , dinner at Teasire and K singing :D Both of us were a lil emo . 3 more days , and he will be back . It seems like so damn frigging long for me . Just moodless luh . I just wanna Thursday to come asap . AHHH ~ I'm th ediot who miss him so much Sunday, September 20, 2009
Just reached home not long ago . Went out with my parents . Finally i bought a new specs for myself . Geeky one :x But i wasn't really in mood to shop . Miss him too much :/ Stomach feeling bloated . Consumed th doctor's presciption medicine and i vomited . Sigh -.- I guess i've lost a good friend . Drifted ... Saturday, September 19, 2009
Misses him badly Im watching Fruits Basket . Well , still misses him badly . I guess he's in th midst of getting there . Sigh ... Mei you ni , wo neng bu neng gou mian dui gu du ? Im in a foul mood Precisely , i removed my tagboard . Unconvinced . I find it rather annoying to see " Unknowns" to tag me . Be it critics or questions . At least do have th courtesy to just tag down your name . Disturbed . So to people who wanna ask me questions or update me , msn me . I'll catch up with you . I'm in a lousy mood , foul one . Yeah , menses -.- My boy went over to Japan . I miss him so damn frigging much . He will only be back on thurs . Im nearly to a bonkers . Anyhow , i'll have to keep myself occupied to prevent th "missing-too-much" mindset . Probably my Tamagotchi will keep me accompany . I can play The Sims 3 . Hanging out with friends . Or rather , stay up at home and rot to th fullest . Friday, September 18, 2009
Okay , my finance sucked -.- I screwed it up i guess . Met Jasmine . We both were like discussing how to celebrate my 19th birthday . I told her that i wanna it to be a UNFORGETTABLE and THRILLING one . Something really crazy . Probably a gathering with Zhongyi and other peepos whom im comfortable with . If not , it's gonna be like , a really peaceful one . Only me sitting on th rock , facing th sea , feel th sea breeze . Listening to some sentimental songs , let th memories flow . Urm ... It's like really emo lor -.- But not bad what , in a sense that .. being a loner -.- Since i already had a SOUR 18 last year . 2 bad experiences , my 17th and 18th . Im so pathetic . So maybe a thrilling 19th with my close friends , partying th whole night . Ain't a half bad idea :D Get drunk , vomit all th way thru , get high and do something really crazy . I miss those days . Aww ]: Thursday, September 17, 2009
Edward cullen is way hotter  I was watching Vampire diaries . But i still think that Edward cullen is way hotter :/ That Stepfan ( from vampire diaries ) ain't that cool . Th storyline is about th same as Twilight . Well , cheerios to Edward cullen , still :D Ps: Dan is asking me to implant a dracula's teeth instead -.- How nice . Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Hello blog . Today , imma good good girl ! Cuz , i studied FINANCE ! Met Ck , and we studied . He baked muffins ! :3 But i just ate a lil , damn nice to th max . So , studying finance it's a total hell out for me . You know , i hate MATHS ! Turned off -.- Like , after studying for 2 hours ... I complained that my butt is burning o_o *i can feel it* My head busted off , my mind is nowhere to be found :D Argh , i frigging want this exam week to be over real soon ! Screw this up , screw everything . JUUUUUUUUST SCREW IT ~! I know , i will STILL fail my finance ]: Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Just realised there's nothing left to say .  Sunday, September 13, 2009
Baby , love can be so beautiful . Yes-a ~! Today went out with my parents . Vomiting seems essential :x Okay , that sounded gross . So .. went for breakfast , but i didnt ate anything . No appetite . I bought a Version 5 Tamagotchi ! It's kinda like a family bonding thingy . And its PINK ! After that , headed to telok blangah rise . To my uncle's house . Some prayers thingy i guess . Ain't so sure about that . I was sitting there observing this Tamagotchi thingy and sms-ing my boy <3 Baby baby love can be so beautiful ~ Baby baby love should be so beautiful ~ MY BOY HAS A MISTRESS ! It's a starfish with one of a kind belly wearing a flowery boxers . That's patrick ); I'm so jealous , to th max ! Hor , Tan hong ming ? :x Ps/ We were kinda laugh-like-mad mood yesterday :x Saturday, September 12, 2009
Down down down ~ Back to blogging . No one even care about me . What's so fascinating bout being th only child ? I always thought that there will always be th someone who will care for me . But , i'm wrong . A loner will always remain as a loner . Only my close friend understands me . Only my close friend knows me well . Am i really that unpredictable ? I felt so lonely . I don't know why , but somehow i felt like there is no one for me to lie on . I'm always on myself . Whenever i felt pissed , Whenever i felt so down , Or maybe , anger . I tends to lose my grip . Venting my anger , my unsatisfaction ... I'll just keep it to myself . I no longer knows how and who to voice out to . Keeping it to myself seems to be a habit . Bad habit perhaps ? Yes yes , nothing seemed right . Right after my 18th birthday , there's practically nothing for me to be happy about . I even wonder , am i better off dead ? Even though i know it's ridiculous to think this way . But i just couldn't help it . I just need someone to be by my side . I'm really just a loser . This stucked up brutal truth ... Thursday, September 10, 2009
I've been knowing you , You been knowing me . But i aint took a chance to tell you what i want . Thank you for all you've done . I'm sorry for blaming you, For everything I just couldn't do, And I've hurt myself by hurting you . Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just wanna hide ' cause it's you I miss . Feeling like a fool cos i let you down . I know that i made mistakes . But never will i thought that things will turn out this way . Im really just a bastard . Monday, September 7, 2009
Felt so down now . You're not so into me . Vomit vomit && vomit . So feverish today ... Bad september . I'm sorry baby boy . I'mma lousy person . Saturday, September 5, 2009
Been vomiting for th past days . Doctor claims that , it's my gastric . Even th medicine has effects :/ Geez , life is miserable . Had x ray, doctor Ng say it's best to keep it safe . So , awaiting for th report . Might be gastric Ulcer . Worse come to worst , stomach cancer ? HAHA :x Okay , touch wood :x My stomach shrinked ): Thursday, September 3, 2009
Ending school soon ~ What a niche thursday . Boy , i just wanna understand you more (: Cuz , i don't wanna make anymore mistakes . Like , my past failure relationships . Has anyone even bother bout how i feel ? Practically no one . |
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