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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Its's 1.51am . Anyway , HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GABBY AKA GATSBY ! Thanks all for comforting me . It is certainly better now (: Althou it's still a lil heart aching , but i can still manage . FIND ME MY MR RIGHT LA NAAABEI , LIKE THAT I WON'T BE PAIN FOR HIM , FOR SURE ! Lolzer , i sounded like some despo :x But i'm not -.- Ade , no point to think bout them also . As in , days that we were with them ... Making ourselves miserable only . But when i see couples , it reminded me of them . Damn it . God , pwease ( twit a lil ^^ ) get a boyfriend na . Not handzome , gentle and care for me can le :D Monday, June 29, 2009
Well , guess i should listen to my friends advices . Let him go . Delete his everything , photos , contact .. I'm sorry . But i don't wanna lead this on anymore . I like my life now , and i don't want any changes . It's OUR past , let it go . I know i cant forget you yet , but trust me , i will force myself to . I no longer wanna live under your shadows causing myself misery and pain . All th best to you . Finally my internet is working . Well , i was feeling so not good yesterday . Why must you send me an sms , when im in th midst of getting over you ? Why bother to ask if i ever missed you ? Why bother to ask if there's a chance for patching up ? Why even bother to ask me out so urgently . Is it because , you're enlisting soon ? Or , just despo ? Or you just miss me ? I doubt that you still love me . If you love me , you'd contact me earlier , rather than now . I'm confused . Why must you interrupt my life , and corrupt my feelings . I want to get you outta my mind . It's whirling , and whirling around . Your voice , your smses . I asked if anyone can tag along ... Your reply " I want to meet you only . " I don't know what are you thinking bout . Thinking back of happy times we had , Yes , i missed them . But flashbacks bout how bad you treat me , i really hate you . Because of your text , your calls , i was so distracted . I wasn't able to concentrate on any stuffs . In my mind , it's like , all about you . Thinking why are you so random .. Just out of th sudden , you contacted me . And you knows , that i'm still clinging on th past . My heart has given up on love . I looked into th mirror , i saw a reflection , Of a smile that says that you believe in love . A hint of love , a bit of fear . If I were you, I wouldn't be here , If I were you I would stay right where you are . I wouldn't come near this broken heart . Just turn around and leave here . I can't forget the days of old , But my heart ached when you walked away , I said I'd never love again . And I tell myself that you're the one , Who said those words before . Though it hurts too much , I can't trust in love , anymore . What do you want from me ... Friday, June 26, 2009
Hey blog , im back ! Well, looks like everyone is pretty tensed up these days . Urm probably , this end of th month . Friends are getting so stress up wih their Year 3 projects . Cheer up peepos (: It's gonna be a better month ahead , i guess ? I'm like thinking if i should get myself a cellphone accessories ? Well , Uh .. something like customize ? Cos i find my phone , too simple . Yeah , so i wanna make it to a " so like me " (: LAWLS~ Can't get myself to bed . Life is simple , single yet simple && i like it to be in this way . But of course , not forever . No complications . No troubles . No crying over trivial matters with BOYFRIEND . WOOHOO! That should be th way , Jacqueline's life (: Thursday, June 25, 2009
I'm watching Absolute Boyfriend . WATCHED TILL I CRY LOR ~ Damit . So sad ... I don't know if i wanna continue to watch not . It's like, even if th guy is a robot . In th end , he really develope feelings for th girl . But th girl fall for another guy . Then th robot just hope for th girl to stay happy . IN TH END HE DIE . SAD LA T__________________T Wah lao , i shouldn't have watch that series lor . So sad de .. Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Just bathed . Met Jasmine a while ago . I'm glad that we're still in touch thou . As usual after dinner , we head-ed to my house nearby Mini Mart && bought some junks . Sat under my block and chit chatted (: Be it under my block or th playground ... Never th last , there are always memories of us . Th first time he met me , it was under my block . When i was about to go work . I stepped out of th lift , i saw him sitting under my block , smiling at me . Stunned for a few minutes . That was during our sweetest period when everything it's so perfect . Back then , i even have thought of waiting for him after his Ns . So so so many memories ... Well , back to th topic (: Both me && Jasmine laughed because of some hilarious stuffs we've done ... Ah , time flies . Monday, June 22, 2009
Rot-ed at home today . Observing my new phone . Mapling is so bored these days . Maple for some reasons , but now th reason isn't there anymore . So , it's no point now . 愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解 綁著你不讓你飛 歷史不斷重演 我好累 愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫 你已下最後通牒 我躲在我的世界 Th 2 letters that you wrote for me . It's still with me thou . Probably if i leave this place , it's when i'll forget you completely . KIM HYUN JOONG - JI HOO SUNBAE ! 꽃보다 남자<3 HE IS SO HOT ! GOD DAMIT ! Can he be my Boyfie PULEEEZ ? >< Sunday, June 21, 2009
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ! Well , daddy bought me a OMNIA phone . I'm so not used to it . It's like , so hard to type a sms . Initially , i was damn pissed when i started using it . So today after work . Headed off to buy daddy present . Bought him Bird nest and some snacks . He was delighted (: Sometimes , i think that my daddy is cool . But sometimes , he is too much :/ He likes to make decision himself w.o even asking me . Or rather , doing things that i don't like . Sigh , still, he is my daddddddddy ! So today , went to Terminal3 . Crystal Jade for dinner . Spend almost 200 bucks there . Damn full . Ok , i guess that's bout it . Wednesday, June 17, 2009
 Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Geez , i just reached home from work . Nothing unpleasant happen during work . In fact , it's kinda fun (: While walking home , memories flashed back . Days that he accompanied me to work , fetched me back after work . Days that he were holding on my hand , so tightly . Well , he's enlisting soon , so ... hope he will be fine (: Yeah , i've learnt how to let go of him . Don't worry peepos . Just that i ain't ready for a r\s yet (: Friends keep asking me why don't i look for a better guy ... Peepos , it's not because i still love him . Just that , i'm not ready to face a new relationship (: I'm selfish , i don't wanna get hurt again . Prolly , i had enough of crying over guys . Single life ain't half bad thou . Although i do envies alot when i see couples walking down th streets . My MR NABEI haven appear yet luh thats why :x - Quoted by Ade Ayee , i just miss him . Erm, rather , it should be i just miss th memories ^^ Monday, June 15, 2009
Hellos peepos (: Today , went out with Mummy . Head-ed to AMK Hub . && bought my contact lens . So happy :x &&& i bought a Blue Aqua de colour lens . Initially , i wanted Sapphire blue . But no stocks T_T Doesn't matter , try Blue Aqua then (: After shopping , went to visit my mum's friend . It had been so long ever since i last went there . Right , not that long actually . Around a year plus i guess ? Oh yeah , ysd i tio suan-ed by JIANNY ! Damn badly ): HE IS A BULLY . So ps : JIANNY EAT MY LAOSAI ! MUAHAHAAA . * Jk (: Sunday, June 14, 2009
Well , i guess my previous post have some errors . Can't seem to align th pictures nicely . Well , you can visit Jasmine's blog for more info (: Hm, yesterday after work , went out with Jasmine . Had Bbq Chicken for dinner (: Enjoyed ourselves thou . After dinner , she came to my house , to edit some blog thingys . Yeah , we were pretty insane-d yesterday night -Laughs- We practically scream-ed alot of times , i guess my neighbour is a lil disturbed by us :x Noise pollution . We were both head over heals , by some korean actors . Honestly , he is damn hawt :) No girls can resist him ! Okay , maybe hawt-er than Edward Cullen by this tiny tiny bit .   This video is Dam funny :x - DONT KILL ME Friday, June 12, 2009
I'm exhausted , am tired . Just reached home after work . Friends ... Limited . Stupid life , i hate my life . I hate myself even more . Alone in th night ... While working , i saw someone , who looked almost th same as him . I was stunned for a second . Well , see how much i miss him ? Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Okay , i don't wanna trust guys anymore . U lied . Lies after lies , i take it . And yet , u lied again . Watched " The Cinderella Story " Hillary Duff is so so so fortunate . How i wish my life would be so perfect . Actually , i'm not asking for a perfect life . I just wanna have a lovely boyfriend (: And that will do . Tuesday, June 9, 2009
It's really irritating to receive a call in th middle of th night . Ok, probably not in th midnight , i would say early in th morning , at around 6am . Common sense , obviously i'm still in bed . But this random guy friend of mine , whom i'm not even close with . In fact , we seldom talk . He called me last night , i didn't answer . Cos i'm still in bed . Yesterday night , my phone wasn't in silent mode . And i don't like people to disturb when i'm sleeping . Cos i'll get damn pissed off . So , he smsed me , " Wat uu doing wor ? " Speechless . OF COURSE IM SLEEPING LA DEH . Sigh . Why must he be so random . And i realised , i don't like those guys who keep complaining that they don't have money . Ask them to find part time jobs , then they will come up excuses like : " No lobang leh " " Pay not good " It's not like as if there ain't any jobs for you . Just that singaporeans are demanding too much . You should be happy if there's a job available for you . In other words , you're just lazy . If you're lazy , and you dont wanna work . THEN DON'T COMPLAIN SO MUCH . Lead your pauper life . It's really such a disgrace that some people still relying on parents for money . Those who are still schooling , its understandable . But for those who are always at home , don't wanna work , wait for mummy t support them . Wah , i despise those guys , i mean really despise . Still dare to complain say no money . Hen LOL lor . GUY somemore ... But of course luh , not all guys are like that . Sunday, June 7, 2009
Ayee . I'm feeling down . I disbanded my guild . (maple) How can i get myself to trust guys once more ? Harder than i expected . Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Utterly disappointed . Seems like , i just lost a friend . A friend , who helped me alot when i need him . A friend , who is willing to be there for me when im feeling down . A friend , who care for me when i fall sick . A friend , who tried all ways to cheer me up . Just because of minor misunderstandings between th 3 of us . Our friendship ended? Im sad yet angry . Do you even regard me as your friend ? Th moment when i saw ur sms . Seriously , i dont wish to reply . Im so angry , really angry . I really wanna just ring you up && just howl at you . Im leaving soon anyway . Hurts , alot . Tuesday, June 2, 2009
她让你憔悴许多 她让你不知所措 她一举一动 你不停的对我说 我微笑倾听你说 我却越听越心痛 怎么你说的不是我 她比我多了什么让你愿意耐心等候 我想知道她让你痴心是什么 我想知道她让你疯狂为什么 That song, was pretty long ago i guess . Chatted with Ade wifey just now . Its like FINALLY . She has been so busy with her schoolworks recently . Think we will be meeting up next week ? Whoever free on saturday please tell me asap . So that i can get free admission for u guys (: Im so gonna shop on friday with Ck (: Aye , as for now , he's th only guy who will be free and accompany me for shopping ^_^ There's so so so many things that i wanna buy . Felt so lonely these days . I dont know why either . It's like, all my friends ... so busy with their projects . Th rest of them , Ns or work . Th only free time , maple . I MISS MY FRIENDS LAH DEH Stupid projects . Screw it plx |
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