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JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE

You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Seriously , today is a damnit pissed off day .
Nothing started off well .
Including maple .
Work , it's even worse !
Some customers make me wonder , are they educated or not ?
And yes , they spoke fluent englo , okay lah , a lil singlish .
But from their accent , is can speak ang moh one lor .
We have this signboard writtened " Please wait to be seated "
Then this particular ah lian cheena looking old bitch just walked in like nobody's business .
Of cos , i gonna walked up to her and say ,
" Im so sorry , but if you don't mind can you wait for a moment ? Cos we got to clear th table ."
Then she stubbornly still walked in front .
And i said " You're obstructing th roadway "
SHE STILL WENT OVER AND SIT ~!
It's not like as if th table or sofa gonna run leh .
Then suak liao .
Another one , walked in with a kid .
Okay , i admit that im short .
But please respect me , cos im doing th hosting .
&& IM RIGHT BESIDES HER !
SHE WALKED IN LIKE SHE SEES NO ONE THERE !
Plus , today is damn friggin' busy .
Guai lan customers , Attitude working mates .
I REALLY CANNNOT STAND IT SIA ~
Like , what th fcuk is wrong with some of them ?
No matter how frustrated you are , doesnt mean tht you can vent it on me .
Some people just abuse their authorities .
Buay tahan .
Today alot pple give me attitude , i take it .
BUT REALLY TOOO MUCH ~!
TILL I GOTTA VENT IT OUT HERE ~
Lame enough , blogging here .
Reached home , tired enough le .
Still techno me .
ARGH ~!
What th fcuk it wrong man .

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Well well well .
My blog it's dying eh -.-
Nothing interesting happened .
Prolly , i'm sick && very sick .
Flu , Headache , Sore throat .
Supposed to work today , but can't .
I vomited in th morning .
For ONE WHOLE DAY, it's jus cake .
Mum&&Dad went for th company dinner .
Well , i cant turn up .
IT'S A GOOOOD THING .
Yesterday right after work .
Went to meet Ck and taught him marketing && tourism .
Exams nxt week .
I guess that's bout it .

Thursday, May 21, 2009

真的没有想的太多
离开难道真的是解脱 ?
如果有一刻我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远 ?
真的不难过,
只是怀念你走以后 ...

Well , you won't be able to feel my heartbeat again .
And you’re no longer mine .
We used to be so fine when you walked into my life .
-emo-

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Been wondering , am i th cause of everything ?
Isit because of me , that made u guys become strangers ?
Sorry .

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Tired of life .
Happy a minute , distorted for hours .

Friday, May 15, 2009

I guess i'm really nuts .
I'm blogging at this hour :/
Well , i can't sleep .
I don't know why .
Just now , he called me .
I am supposed to get mad at him , im supposed to howl at him .
But i didn't .
Yet , we chatted off happily .
Let bygones be ?
Well , glad to know that he is doing well .
I still felt sorry .
Life is unfair .
Life is unpredictable .
But at least , i'm slightly matured now (:

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Right ...
I accidentally cut my finger last night while slicing th fruits .
So , there's a lil difficulty for me to type with a plaster on my finger .
Well , was thinking back bout 4 years ago .
During Girl Guides camp with Adelyn && Alysha .
As far as im concern , Jasmine wasn't feeling well then , that's why she went back .
&& Adelyn was like " Nvm lah , got me and alysha ma "
I wasn't that close with her back then .
But after that camp , till now , we'r still best friends (:
What happened was, that time , i remembered that ade had a very hawt bf .
Well , of course it's a EX now luh -.-
So , that night , in th same tent .
Ade said " Eh Jac , lend me your hp , my phone no batt le "
So yeah , that time i wasnt attached , but im very into my " Love at First Sight "
Namely , my BRUCE ALMIGHTY .
His name is Bruce luh .
&& i lend my phone to Ade .
She's on th phone with her bf .
They both were like " You hang first , You hang first "
Repeatedly , for more than 2 hours .
AND , i wanted to sms my bruce almighty , cos he say he wanna come find me.
Of course i was dam happy lah .
Then he asked if i wanna buy anything .
&& When i was bout to reply him ...
My phone went dead .
ALL THANKS TO ADELYN ~!
WITH HER " U HANG FIRST " THINGY ~!!
Till now , im still nagging when we're on th phone chatting bout past events .
I never failed to nag at her .
So anyway , bruce almightly did came .
Im like th Rapunzel fairytale .
LAWLS~
It was like , im in th camp , behind th fence's gate .
And he rode his bike to find me.
Yeah, he was standing outside th gate .
Like rapunzel in th tower .
Th prince below ma .
I was damn touched .
He left after a while , cos i needa turn in soon .
In th tent , Of course, im pigging away.
But awakened by both Alysha && Adelyn .
She said smth like " I wan ur apple "
Ps : Apples - boobs
Adelyn was laughing like a MAD WOMAN.
Cos they cant sleep .
Aww man , i miss those days.
So ade , if u're reading th blog now , PLEASE LAUGH ~!
Im already laughing thou :x

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Feeling so cold now .
My hands are so icy while typing .
Reminiscing back , when i'm feeling cold .
I tend to take out th sweater he gave me .
A gift , that he bought back from Taiwan .
That's like 2 years ago , going to be a 3rd year .
Yeah , it's still in my wardrobe thou .
Nevermind bout that .
So anyway , ITS MOTHERS DAY ~!
Well , i ordered a cake today .
Didn't manage to go out .
Cos dad is working .
So, i went to collect th cake at around 4pm .
I'm glad that mummy is happy (:
Recently , i have a crush on this particular guy .
Probably, its just a crush , i won't say its a like .
But i don't know what is he thinking .
His thinking && MY thinking , it's almost th same .
As in , same perspective .
Like , he thinks that Girls are materialistic .
And i thinks that Guys sweet talkings are crap .
He thinks that , relationship is a waste of time , for now .
Well , prolly , that's wht i think bout it too .
But he is a great guy .
Maybe , to every girls , he is a great guy .
And , i'm so not gonna confess my feelings .
Cos , imma coward .
I'm timid .
I don't wanna get hurt , again .
He might not feel th same way as me .
So , better not risk .
Moreover , it's just a crush .

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Th night is still young .
Tml , working day again ~!
Screw it please .
Its driving me nuts .
But , am going out after work .
Town (:
Yeahs , my fav .
Anyhow , today was very busy .
I don't even have th time to snake .
Work , like a dog .
Seriously , i've been so lifeless for these past months .
Suck .
Growing up is such a nuisance .
Wasting youth .
Mother's day is around th corner .
Well , hope to see my mummy's smile (:
I ain't a good daughter .
Probably , useless in that sense .
Im sorry , for not being her ideal daughter .
But , i'm trying my best .
I don't wanna be a burden to my parents .
Life is rather pathetic .

Friday, May 8, 2009

Just reached home from work .
Bathed .
So sick of life .
I ever wondered .
When we were together .
Im always thinking " Its Maple, that brings us together . "
But , after we break up .
It happens to be " If i don't maple , i wouldnt have know you "
Regrets .

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Going off to work sooooon ~
Oh no , its another working day ahead .
I HATE IT .
But do i looks like a have other choices ? No...
Work has been boring for these months .
Wondering , some girls are lucky .
Met guys , who are so commited .
But , they just don't know how to cherish it .
Eh , don't want, then give me lor ~! :x
I'm still waiting for my Mr Right Guy .
Urm , single ain't half bad thou .
Am envy when i see loving couples .
Walking down th streets , holding hands ...
Ahhh , look at what im writing -.-
Life been cruel towards me .
Nothing is doing right .
Peeepos , im going off .
Tcs .

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

I'm trying to forget you..
trying to erase you...
Even if it's just one day I'm going to act happy without you,
I'm going to try to smile..
But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working.
What am I to do...
I want to see you..
Instead of thinking of this breakup as our love ending,
I'm just going to long for you .
Even if only the bad habits come and find me ,
no matter how hard I try,
I'm here once again waiting..
The words I really want to say
Words you won't ever be able to hear
How much I love you, I cry out again..

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Today , went out with Jasmine .
Thanks to her morning call at 11am .
Else i will still be pigging away :x
Head-ed to town .
Far east , walk-ed , shop-ed .
Went around asking for EyeLash Extentions .
Market price , $60-$120 .
Th cheapest one , will only lasted for a month plus ?
So, i decided to just Buy a fake eyelash , and PASTE .
Lawls~
Didnt manage to buy alot of stuffs ?
Cos it 's pretty packed today .
&& th HUMID weather , it's driving me nuts .
Went to century , wanted to buy th bracelet that i've been eyeing on .
BUT , th shop no longer exist anymore .
DAMN SHAGGED .
Practically , sian 1/2 .
Train-ed to ehub , had BBQ chicken for dinner again .
Lols , Jasmine is suay enough .
Cos she met someone , whom she thinks that she won't be able to see her again .
Too bad .
After dinner, walked around in ehub .
Finally , i bought a Heart shape-d bracelet .
Hohoho ~
Slack-ed at playground aftermath .
Both of us were kinda exhausted .
So, we went home .
Well , i effing dont wan tml to come .
Work again .
Screw it .

I removed ur necklace .
I erased th memories .

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Sunday, May 31, 2009 Seriously , today is a damnit pissed off day . Nothing started off well . Including maple . Work , it's even worse ! Some customers make me wonder , are they educated or not ? And yes , they spoke fluent englo , okay lah , a lil singlish . But from their accent , is can speak ang moh one lor . We have this signboard writtened " Please wait to be seated " Then this particular ah lian cheena looking old bitch just walked in like nobody's business . Of cos , i gonna walked up to her and say , " Im so sorry , but if you don't mind can you wait for a moment ? Cos we got to clear th table ." Then she stubbornly still walked in front . And i said " You're obstructing th roadway " SHE STILL WENT OVER AND SIT ~! It's not like as if th table or sofa gonna run leh . Then suak liao . Another one , walked in with a kid . Okay , i admit that im short . But please respect me , cos im doing th hosting . && IM RIGHT BESIDES HER ! SHE WALKED IN LIKE SHE SEES NO ONE THERE ! Plus , today is damn friggin' busy . Guai lan customers , Attitude working mates . I REALLY CANNNOT STAND IT SIA ~ Like , what th fcuk is wrong with some of them ? No matter how frustrated you are , doesnt mean tht you can vent it on me . Some people just abuse their authorities . Buay tahan . Today alot pple give me attitude , i take it . BUT REALLY TOOO MUCH ~! TILL I GOTTA VENT IT OUT HERE ~ Lame enough , blogging here . Reached home , tired enough le . Still techno me . ARGH ~! What th fcuk it wrong man . Saturday, May 30, 2009 Well well well . My blog it's dying eh -.- Nothing interesting happened . Prolly , i'm sick && very sick . Flu , Headache , Sore throat . Supposed to work today , but can't . I vomited in th morning . For ONE WHOLE DAY, it's jus cake . Mum&&Dad went for th company dinner . Well , i cant turn up . IT'S A GOOOOD THING . Yesterday right after work . Went to meet Ck and taught him marketing && tourism . Exams nxt week . I guess that's bout it . Thursday, May 21, 2009 真的没有想的太多离开难道真的是解脱 ? 如果有一刻我们有缘在见你会不会想起说过的永远 ? 真的不难过, 只是怀念你走以后 ... Well , you won't be able to feel my heartbeat again . And you’re no longer mine . We used to be so fine when you walked into my life . -emo- Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Been wondering , am i th cause of everything ? Isit because of me , that made u guys become strangers ? Sorry . Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Tired of life . Happy a minute , distorted for hours . Friday, May 15, 2009 I guess i'm really nuts . I'm blogging at this hour :/ Well , i can't sleep . I don't know why . Just now , he called me . I am supposed to get mad at him , im supposed to howl at him . But i didn't . Yet , we chatted off happily . Let bygones be ? Well , glad to know that he is doing well . I still felt sorry . Life is unfair . Life is unpredictable . But at least , i'm slightly matured now (: Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Right ... I accidentally cut my finger last night while slicing th fruits . So , there's a lil difficulty for me to type with a plaster on my finger . Well , was thinking back bout 4 years ago . During Girl Guides camp with Adelyn && Alysha . As far as im concern , Jasmine wasn't feeling well then , that's why she went back . && Adelyn was like " Nvm lah , got me and alysha ma " I wasn't that close with her back then . But after that camp , till now , we'r still best friends (: What happened was, that time , i remembered that ade had a very hawt bf . Well , of course it's a EX now luh -.- So , that night , in th same tent . Ade said " Eh Jac , lend me your hp , my phone no batt le " So yeah , that time i wasnt attached , but im very into my " Love at First Sight " Namely , my BRUCE ALMIGHTY . His name is Bruce luh . && i lend my phone to Ade . She's on th phone with her bf . They both were like " You hang first , You hang first " Repeatedly , for more than 2 hours . AND , i wanted to sms my bruce almighty , cos he say he wanna come find me. Of course i was dam happy lah . Then he asked if i wanna buy anything . && When i was bout to reply him ... My phone went dead . ALL THANKS TO ADELYN ~! WITH HER " U HANG FIRST " THINGY ~!! Till now , im still nagging when we're on th phone chatting bout past events . I never failed to nag at her . So anyway , bruce almightly did came . Im like th Rapunzel fairytale . LAWLS~ It was like , im in th camp , behind th fence's gate . And he rode his bike to find me. Yeah, he was standing outside th gate . Like rapunzel in th tower . Th prince below ma . I was damn touched . He left after a while , cos i needa turn in soon . In th tent , Of course, im pigging away. But awakened by both Alysha && Adelyn . She said smth like " I wan ur apple " Ps : Apples - boobs Adelyn was laughing like a MAD WOMAN. Cos they cant sleep . Aww man , i miss those days. So ade , if u're reading th blog now , PLEASE LAUGH ~! Im already laughing thou :x Sunday, May 10, 2009 Feeling so cold now . My hands are so icy while typing . Reminiscing back , when i'm feeling cold . I tend to take out th sweater he gave me . A gift , that he bought back from Taiwan . That's like 2 years ago , going to be a 3rd year . Yeah , it's still in my wardrobe thou . Nevermind bout that . So anyway , ITS MOTHERS DAY ~! Well , i ordered a cake today . Didn't manage to go out . Cos dad is working . So, i went to collect th cake at around 4pm . I'm glad that mummy is happy (: Recently , i have a crush on this particular guy . Probably, its just a crush , i won't say its a like . But i don't know what is he thinking . His thinking && MY thinking , it's almost th same . As in , same perspective . Like , he thinks that Girls are materialistic . And i thinks that Guys sweet talkings are crap . He thinks that , relationship is a waste of time , for now . Well , prolly , that's wht i think bout it too . But he is a great guy . Maybe , to every girls , he is a great guy . And , i'm so not gonna confess my feelings . Cos , imma coward . I'm timid . I don't wanna get hurt , again . He might not feel th same way as me . So , better not risk . Moreover , it's just a crush . Saturday, May 9, 2009 Th night is still young . Tml , working day again ~! Screw it please . Its driving me nuts . But , am going out after work . Town (: Yeahs , my fav . Anyhow , today was very busy . I don't even have th time to snake . Work , like a dog . Seriously , i've been so lifeless for these past months . Suck . Growing up is such a nuisance . Wasting youth . Mother's day is around th corner . Well , hope to see my mummy's smile (: I ain't a good daughter . Probably , useless in that sense . Im sorry , for not being her ideal daughter . But , i'm trying my best . I don't wanna be a burden to my parents . Life is rather pathetic . Friday, May 8, 2009 Just reached home from work . Bathed . So sick of life . I ever wondered . When we were together . Im always thinking " Its Maple, that brings us together . " But , after we break up . It happens to be " If i don't maple , i wouldnt have know you " Regrets . Wednesday, May 6, 2009 Going off to work sooooon ~ Oh no , its another working day ahead . I HATE IT . But do i looks like a have other choices ? No... Work has been boring for these months . Wondering , some girls are lucky . Met guys , who are so commited . But , they just don't know how to cherish it . Eh , don't want, then give me lor ~! :x I'm still waiting for my Mr Right Guy . Urm , single ain't half bad thou . Am envy when i see loving couples . Walking down th streets , holding hands ... Ahhh , look at what im writing -.- Life been cruel towards me . Nothing is doing right . Peeepos , im going off . Tcs . Tuesday, May 5, 2009 I'm trying to forget you.. trying to erase you... Even if it's just one day I'm going to act happy without you, I'm going to try to smile.. But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working. What am I to do... I want to see you.. Instead of thinking of this breakup as our love ending, I'm just going to long for you . Even if only the bad habits come and find me , no matter how hard I try, I'm here once again waiting.. The words I really want to say Words you won't ever be able to hear How much I love you, I cry out again.. Saturday, May 2, 2009 Today , went out with Jasmine . Thanks to her morning call at 11am . Else i will still be pigging away :x Head-ed to town . Far east , walk-ed , shop-ed . Went around asking for EyeLash Extentions . Market price , $60-$120 . Th cheapest one , will only lasted for a month plus ? So, i decided to just Buy a fake eyelash , and PASTE . Lawls~ Didnt manage to buy alot of stuffs ? Cos it 's pretty packed today . && th HUMID weather , it's driving me nuts . Went to century , wanted to buy th bracelet that i've been eyeing on . BUT , th shop no longer exist anymore . DAMN SHAGGED . Practically , sian 1/2 . Train-ed to ehub , had BBQ chicken for dinner again . Lols , Jasmine is suay enough . Cos she met someone , whom she thinks that she won't be able to see her again . Too bad . After dinner, walked around in ehub . Finally , i bought a Heart shape-d bracelet . Hohoho ~ Slack-ed at playground aftermath . Both of us were kinda exhausted . So, we went home . Well , i effing dont wan tml to come . Work again . Screw it . I removed ur necklace . I erased th memories .
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go