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Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Sunday, November 30, 2008 i kinda miss th past times right now . th moments were so perfect ... Friday, November 28, 2008 reached home . showered . sigh , feel like meeting jeffy hubby up for breakfast tml with turtle liu and jasmine . but i doubt he feels like going . sian . really sian . he is just too different . si bei si bei si bei different . tmd different . fcuk-ed up . feft so useless . ahh . bye luh . girls out there , there's no point to do so much [= Thursday, November 27, 2008 everything inside , it never comes out right . when i see myself cry , it makes me wanna dieeee ... and yes , i didnt attend school today . my high high fever , haven subsided yet for like since yesterday mid ? drank a 500ml carls yesterday night with jasmine . as in, after our work . er , i wasn't even feeling high thou =/ but jasmine , she's like , blurred . after drinking , i sent her home . and headed home by myself. sorry turtle liu , for bringing your precious out for drinking =x bad news , i failed my f&b , but passed my front office operations = = stupid november , spoil everything ! hmm, oh well , reached home . shower-ed and mum offered me a " dou hua " i ate . turned up , in th middle of th night . im moaning in pain . my stomach , it's burning . i toss-ed around . trying to sleep . but can't . chatted with jeffy hubby , ask-ed him to sleep early . cos he having test th following day . ended up chatting with turtle liu till 3am i guess . thanks for company ! today , i think about how it came this way . it startled too late to make it right . stupid fever . stupid stomach . so weak ! NOOOOOB ~ i've got alot of imperfections . Wednesday, November 26, 2008 i decided to blog [= not because i've something to blog bout , but , i just feel like blogging . wei de is sweet enough to call me up and asked what kinda fruits jasmine prefer . i asked him why , he replied : cos i wanna make jelly for her . isn't it sweet ? oh well, she is very fortunate to have him as her boyfriend . CHERISH AH ! cos, he is someone who is full of ideas ? perhaps ... today, school-ed as usual . ck passed me my birthday gift . thanks ghey ghey ! it's a very thoughtful gift . for like about 11.30 , i cabb-ed to jeffy hubby's house . slack-ed , and headed home . pathetic , i'm working ltr ! gonna be real busy BUSY BUSY !!! can i not work ? =x i want my everyday , with full of surprises . i must be kidding ... life, has always been a rocking ship , for years . whatever . Tuesday, November 25, 2008 i realised that i'm no longer blogging frequently ? simply because , there isn't much changes in my life . there isn't any more " very happy " moments . more on , sad , emotionally hurt , isolated , despaired . oh well , i jolly well hope that NOVEMBER , will really end soon . cause , i don't like it at all . it's a screwed up month . which screwed up almost everything i've been looking forward to . and everything , ended up in disappointment . how naive can i be ? i wonder ... it's indeed a BITTER 8teen for me . finally, grats myself , finally, a 18 . Sunday, November 23, 2008 thou it wasn't th worst birthday , but it is a saddest birthday ever . Friday, November 21, 2008 finally i'm done with my photos . oh well , a hour more to go . and finally , to my bitter 8teen [= updates for today ! went to school as usual , but late = = nick was th first to reach school . th moment when i stepped into th class , he's like : heh ! finally u're here . and he passed me my birthday present . he bought a POOH POOH FOR ME ! thanks dude [= a while more , kathy came . and passed me a gift and a birthday card [= anyway , thanks for th gifts and wishes ! i was suay enough to kena a question and answer thingy . i stood up , and answered . monkey aileen asked " today your birthday ah ? " i replied " nope , it's tml =/ " and then th whole class sang a happy birthday song to me . was so damn gan dong =x after school , went pasir ris to meet jasmine . thanks for the sweet necklace too sis [= appreciated ^^ we then headed to bugis . walked , shopped and ate . went for STRUDEL STRUDEEEEEL ! for like ard 4 plus going 5 . zhongyi came . so the threesome headed to cityhall to meet up with : serene , peg , tian , bryan , desmond and jie hao . it had been so so so damn fugging long since we last met . i'm glad that we managed to meet up after so long [= it's really satisfying to have such friends like you guys . and thanks for celebrating my birdbird 8teen today [= so , we walked ard marina square , then went esplanade . sat at th stairs . chatted and stuffs . i laughed alot , seriously ALOT . all thanks to jie hao , desmond and bryan . by disturbing me with th POOH POOH . oh well , really enjoyed [= THANKS FOR TH WISHES AGAIN ~ Wednesday, November 19, 2008 conferencing with jasmine and turtle liu . just came back from sentosaaaaaa . oh well, it rained quite awhile thou . kinda shagged ? alot of cheena(s) also . unfortunately, a part of siloso beach is under construction . so, both me and ade went to th very very end. where you can see th volleyballers = = and it's like, " wah lao eh, so many people, hen sian leh " so, we landed our mat near a tree . sat for like a while , IT RAIN-ED ! what a sway sway day . but after awhile , th rain stopped, we continued . argh , no sun , how to tan ? just tan luh . better than nothing, cos we're already here . might as well just tan for the sake of tanning . ahhh , why not i update more tml ? i'm not really in mood to blog much =/ probably, im too exhausted . * laughs * anyway, sorry jeffy hubby, supposed to meet you today but didnt =x meet up tml kay ? MUACKS ! tooodles~ photos : Tuesday, November 18, 2008 just done with facebook . today, wasn't really a bored bored day for me . i keep myself occupied [= went home after school . watched tv , chatted with kelson , play com etc ... tml is a big big day ! skipping school tml, and out with ade wifey ! off to sentosa for suntanning [= hopefully it's not gonna rain tml =/ 4 more effing days to my 8teen birthday . i'm counting down . but not really looking forward . * laughs * that will be all . i update for th sake of updating ? perhaps ^^ Monday, November 17, 2008 i wanted you to be there when i fall . i wanted you to be th one i love . i wanted you to hold me in my sleep . i wanted you to show me what i need . love me more will you ? PEEPS ! i'm back [= wasn't in mood to blog these days . apologies =x oh well well , where should i start ? =/ nevermind , yesterday then ... worked as usual . my boring sunday . my pathetic sunday . hm , except that there's a lil unusual in my workplace . there were cameramans around , shooting here and there . was supposed to work at 6 . but , me and jasmine went off to work earlier . cos she wanna buy some stuffs at watson . i complained that i'm effing thirsty , so i needa go bbq chicken for a sip [= WRONG MOVE ! once we stepped in th shop , ms may asked us over for a briefing = = saw 3 new faces . they're all koreans . first thing , when i sat down , there's this korean guy ( tae yong ) asked , " are you from japan ? " i was like " NO ! im from singapore [= " oh wth .. he mistook me as a jap . anyhow , job was fun with them around . they left at ard 6.30 . i'll be on tv [= IN KOREA . somehow, they were kinda shooting of some sorts of entertainment programmes ? they were actually participants competing with each others . see who is a fastest learner ? end of it , tae yong came and chatted with me . oh well, hope they enjoy themselves [= another damn news . we needa wear christmas hats ! i wonder how will i look like ? a santa = = KAWAII NEH ! =/ boring boring life ... * laughs * BIRTHDAY IS AROUND TH CORNER ! i'm not that excited actually =/ don't know why . that will be all then . toooooodles ~ Friday, November 14, 2008 just showered . sheesh , had a long long day today . early early in th breezy morning . met jasmine and went to school [= ahh , she's late ! but it doesn't matter =x reached school at around 10.15am . brother benson wasn't in school . he's out of singapore again . what a busy man . so , jasmine came in my class , and had lessons with me . she managed to get to know some of my close friends in class [= we left aft 11.30am . and head-ed to bugis to enjoy our apple strudel lunch ! and yes, AGAIN ! before that , i went to buy some korean spicy rice cakes . damn damn nice luh . $3 thou =/ anyhow , had apple strudel lunch . finally, i had my MANGO strudel ! jasmine had apple one . like boyfriend ( turtle liu ) like girlfriend ( jasmine ) mah =x after strudel studeeeeel , went to bugis de washroom . then there's this weird mac auntie . she's like asking jasmine " eh , is your friend a jap ? " jasmine" huh ? no lah, she from singapore de . haha " * turns and look at me * me " o_O ?" actually i was quite blur . i didnt know that she's referring to me . * laughs * thanks uh auntie, for the compliment ? omg. i'm so bhb = = anyway, set off to pasir ris . pierc-ed my fugging ear = = it's like, so damn effing pain luh ! compared to all th previous piercings i had . i dont know , old le ? anyway, my ear turned RED immediately . it haven't subsided till now . jasmine had two piercings then . planned to have my next 3 more piercings after my 8teen birthday [= aft th piercing, both of us were complaining . it's pain . i swear ... it is .. i wonder if th uncle is experience enough ? i'm not doubting his skills.. but, th way he pierce, like no confident de . whatever, met mum at white sands for awhile . and headed home with jasmine . she edited some stuffs in her blog . and insan-ed . jasmine then left at 5.30 . me ? loner again ! that's all i guess . more updates tml [= jeffy hubby , i miss you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so (x 10 000) much . you're my addiction ! YOU ASS ! made me fall for you , so much .. la la la ~ toodleees ~ Thursday, November 13, 2008 it's 11.57 pm now . finished chatting with ken ghey ghey in msn . we're like COCK CHATTING =x damn, his current new hair style ji cute yi xia . * laughs * he ediot luh , didnt attend ms teo's wedding that day _l_ anyway, after school, went home and slept like a pig . till 4.15 . mummy woke me up . bathed , ate dinner and set off to meet jasmine . work, as usual i supposed . i'm like dayreaming bout my " wedding " day . erm, when i'm in early twenties =x my groom, will have to wear a white tuxedo . with white pointy pair or polished shoes . with a silver silk tie . hair nicely style with his fringe well-combed to the side . LIKE A PRINCE CHARMING ! =3 oh oh, my wedding will be held , hmm . white painted church . with planted pink roses garden . aww. ain't it sweet ?! nah, i'm thinking too way far back = = after work , went home . nothing much luh . oh oh, and jasmine will be coming over to my school tml [= toodle [= why can some guys remain so sweet ? i want it too ... Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ALRIGHTS TOODLES ! it's bloody 10.58 pm . 10 sour more days to my sweetest 8teen bird day ! I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD =x sheesh , updates for today [= went to school . for th sake of being a normal schooling girl . insan-ed with my bunch of bitch friends =x nick , kathy and ck ! i don't know why , we were like " bitching " for the past 3 hours in class . probably monkey aileen's class is way too bored . after school, train-ed back to pasir ris to meet jasmine . so th both of us train-ed to bugis 2gether . shopped , insan-ed and crapp-ed . for like 30 mins ... turtle liu wei de came . th lovey dovey = = poor me, jeffy hubby is still in school ! so, i'mma temporary lightbulb there =x we then suggested to have apple strudel . saw jasmine worst nightmare . that bitchy butch . such a nosey fella . whatever, i had strawberry strudel . turtle liu had apple strudel . th lovey dovey then damn lovey lovey . i'm like so extra * laughs * we camwhor-ed . loads of candid shots taken by turtle liu = = all my fugly unglam photos . my jeffy hubby then came ! he had mango strudel . my favouriteee . too bad, i'm too full for th nxt round =[ anyway, it rained quite heavily, and jeffy hubby was partially drenched i guess . oh well, after our strudel lunch , both jasmine and i headed to bugis street . SPREE SPREE ~ bought a flowery long sleeve top ( $35 ) and a black cardigan ( $20 ) back to th old shape, BROKE . whereas th guys , they were chatting in tcc . jeffy hubby's so called " talk cock centre " why is my hubby so crap ? headed home after that . the train, effing pack-ed . i'm piss-ed then = = reached pasir ris , took 359 and head-ed home . went separate ways with turtle liu and jasmine . jeffy hubby came to my house . and met turtle liu at 9.30pm . SO SO SO MISS HIM ! i'm crazy over him AGAIN ! i'm so gonna get rid of this craziness . like a idiotic fan , whining over her idol = = LOVE YOU HUBHUB ! sleep early yah [= alrights, 2 photos . i'm too lazy to upload more . nights people ~ Tuesday, November 11, 2008 it's stupid of me, to have such thinking . but i'm really tired . really exhausted . i feel like having my blog private . so that i can blog out everything i wanna say . it's broken ... broken le ... into pieces, bits and bits ... the feeling, really damn sucks . how long can i hang on ? don't know ... don't wanna know either ... sigh . met shenrui just now . at th playground . was having fun then . thanks for cheering me up asser [= he was talking bout his farting incidents =s * laughs * friends , they will always be there for you, when u're down [= Monday, November 10, 2008 it's blogging time [= just showered . jeffy hubby just left my house . he is off to meet wei de for dinner . UPDATES ! morning, skipped school today =x went to meet jasmine and headed off to ehub . alighted bus 12 , and it rained = = HEAVILY . initially, i didnt intend to bring out my pathetic small tiny umbrella . but , i've no choice . while walking , our insanity started . laughed our way thru . reached ehub , it's only 9.50 am . slacked till 11.00 am . went BBQ CHICKEN FOR BREAKFAST ! we had a really really REALLY god damnit filling breakfast . or shall i called it as a brunch then ? ( breakfast + lunch = BRUNCH ) had 6 dishes . namely : kochi , golden strips salad , potato wedges , sweet tomato chicken , hot hot drum and charbroiled sandwich . last but not least , 7 up and pepsi [= * LAUGHS ! * ms may and chai fen called us a " monster " then = = cos, we had alot ! seriously, it can't be finished by just 2 of us . BUT ! we proved them wrong . er , not exactly =/ i almost vomited = = i'm so so full ! anyway, both of us were so so shagged . the sight of see-ing the leftovers made us feel so disgusted = = conclusion, we had a take away for the sweet tomato chicken . left 5 pieces thou . UNTOUCHED ! and gave it to jasmine's brother =x after our really really filling meal, headed to white sands . jasmine bought a CD for her brother's birthday, which is tml . took 359, off to my house [= she edited her blogskin, update her blog and etc ... around 4 plus, weide came . followed by jeffy hubby . speaking of jeffy hubby, so so miss him right now =[ i want him, so badly ... jasmine then left at 7.00 wei de sent her to meet her cousin . jeffy hubby then accompanied me till wei de is done . so, they left for dinner. hmm, i'm not working tml ! yay-ness . i BOMBED THEM ! seriously, i'm getting sick of that working place . i detest some of the weird staffs . with atrocious , arrogant attitude . it SUCKS ! anyway, PHOTOS ! he is MINEE ! =] our before and after . omg, im so so disgusted . Sunday, November 9, 2008 my 345 post . it's 11.55 now . just shower-ed , brush-ed my teeth , emo-ed . 2 more weeks, to my upcoming 18th birthday . i do not have any idea how to celebrate it . applied off days on 19,20,21,22 and 23 . people who are good enough to celebrate my pathetic birthday, do inform me yea [= anyway , pms-ed in work today . i'm starting to get disgusted by those weirdos staffs . whatever , after work, wei de is sweet enough to surprise jasmine . his surprise arrival . he told me not to tell jasmine, so, i didnt [= went 7-11 to slack . oh well, felt so extra then =/ like a ultra big big lightbulb =x just feel weird . sweet sweet ... how long will the sweetness last ? wei de , give th best to jasmine yah ^^ shagged, tml school ... BUT , i don't plan to attend anyway . might be meeting jasmine for breakfast . shall see tml luh . toodles ... * mood swing-ing * Saturday, November 8, 2008 just woke up from my beauty sleep =/ today, woke up by damn edmus at about 9.40 am called me and asked if i'm going over for ms teo wedding . i dazed , and thought " oh yah, it's ms teo wedding today " initially i didnt plan to attend =x psycho-ed , and went . met edmus and gabriel at pasir ris platform at 11.05am . the threesome then headed off to bedok . waited for carline and jiamin's arrival . drinking milo while waiting . they came , the 5 of us then cabbed to the church . reached, and went in . ms teo, my former retail CA , ( class advisor ) gorgeous bride , smiling her way thru .. walked th sweet path with her beloved . she seemed to be the happiest bride ever . i envy =/ the ceremony then startled . sing , " amen " and all . i'm so so bored = = father , then chat alot of stuffs . about marriage ... i almost slept =x oh well, and finally ... exchange of rings . when ms teo was a'bout to say " i will take wee teck as my husband blah blah... " she broke into tears . probably she is too happy . anyway, after the ceremony, all of us then went down for some buffet . mr aw then walked over to entertain us . awww , misses school so much ! he's my former CA too =x now, he's promoted to a DM ? i was shocked to know that * laughs * had our lunch , camwhored with the gorgeous bride and mr aw ! and last but not least , a group photo with them . sigh, separations ... shall meet up again soon [= cabbed down to jeffy hubby's house . poor him, he is sick ]= jeffy hubby, take care luh . after meeting him, went to meet ade . and she gave me stuffs that she bought from taiwan for me . the BIGBIRD ! thanks uh sis =] anyway, my birthday is around the corner ! hmm, few more weeks ? 22 nov 2008 . and i'm finally 8TEEN ~ me and mr aw ( he is accomodating my height = = ) anyway, my face looked so pale with thin make up ]= Friday, November 7, 2008 chatting with ade wifey right now . thank goodness she felt better after crying . girl, be strong . i know it will be hard . but prove it to him that, you're better off without him [= relationship ... eventually, there will be ups and downs . each and every r/s are every experience gained . today ! jeffy hubby came to look for me after his class . so so sweet ! and we are meeting tml again ! er, i mean, later ? cos it's like already 1.07am . brand new day ahead [= anyway , worked at 6 with jasmine . im th host for today ! saw edmus and gabriel . they didnt change much thou =x except that , edmus's fringe is shorter ! gabriel , he dont seems to have any changes =/ * laughs * after a while, saw tony and zhikai ... sadness, they walked past me . conclusion, THEY CANNOT RECOGNISE ME ! nevermind bout that, i was too busy to held them back =x back to th topic, a total F C U K E D U P day . yah , liked what me and jasmine say , the good staffs left . leaving those weird staffs behind = = i mean, as in those with attitude problems and etc . especially those chefs . i don't get what's that big fcuked up deal with andy ? who recently promoted to a " chef who can control the sous chef " after chef luke left, he's like so so so arrogant . acting like a slutty cat ! sorry, but he really do behaves like one. a SLUTTY CAT ! thou he's a guy . he's just another damn pussy . whatever, worked like a DOG today . the both of us ( jasmine and i ) did the dishwashing after the last order . it's like , damn it luh . i've NEVER NEVER operate on the dishwashing machine before . total noobass . funny me , i'm getting piss - pisser - pissed after each plate i washed . cos , th water just spluttered on me ! and it's like, no one bothers to help out ? sitting there , doing nothing .. pcc ah ? forget it, i'm tired right now . stupid staffs with pea brains . Thursday, November 6, 2008 okay ... i'mma awake = = it's like only 7.57 . and i slept at around 1.45 last night luh . dont know why, i kept forcing myself to sleep when it's already 7.30 but ! that fucking scenario kept repeatedly flashed in my sweet sweet dreams ! it spoilt everything ]= probably i miss jeffy hubby too much ! it's okay, cos we're meeting tml ! * giggles * ah lah , since i can't get myself in bed AGAIN , i shall update bout yesterday then . yesterday , went out with jeffy hubby , jasmine and wei de . waited for jeffy hubby at home , after he changed to his home clothes, we settled off at 4.15 way to ehub ! Uncle Poh sent us go . FREE RIDE ! [= supposed to meet them up at 4.30 unfortunately, both of them were late . the movie starts at 5 ! it doesn't matter , cos we bought the tickets first . so, both of them reached at around 4.45 ? the guys went to bought their snacks then . entered the theatre exactly at 5 ! and finally ... we're able to watch " the coffin " the guys managed to get the movie ... whereas me and jasmine , i don't get the first last part ? the part where Chris talked to the female spirit ( Mei ) as in, are they related or something ? =/ anyway, jasmine can't catch the whole thing . * laughs * well well , after movie , went bbq chicken for dinner ! yum yum . had chicken cutlet . the bill was supposed to be $47 . ended up $37 cos got 20% staff discount mah =x headed home after that . jeffy hubby came up my house . leaving those two ( jasmine and wei de ) downstairs . their private time [= that's all bout ysd bah . working at 6 later , with jasmine [= oh yah ... before i forget , HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JIA MIN !!! damn, it's like still way too early lor . i can't believe it, im awake ! i should be sleeping like a dead pig ]= i so so miss jeffy hubby . so so much . why is he so so cute >.< ?! aww ... jeffy hubby ! 我 爱 你 ! toodles ! Tuesday, November 4, 2008 my unsophisticated world . seemed so alien to me . drifted from friends .. should have just continue my school life in ite . so, things wouldnt change so much . causing disruptions in my life . how i wish things would be back then .. with nigel,jiamin,carline,Shiting,sijia,dwight,joanne and louis ... more of such fun , laughters and joys . leading a typical school life, rather than now . sacrifices made . tough decisions . reckless actions . i should have cherished those wonderful moments with them . no point reminiscing thou . it's all the past . life, i got to look ahead . face it bravely . so, jiamin, your birthday is around the corner yah ? happy advanced 18th birthday ^^ Monday, November 3, 2008 chatting with jasmine on phone [= looks like the cupid arrow is aiming her =x anyway, jeffy hubby came to look for me after his school . aww , so sweet . misses him so badly right now . his innocent cute face . his cute actions . hmm , his everything ^^ he left to meet weide and friends after dinner . guys mah, go play basketball . shall update more on weds then . cos we're having a outing ! buhh bye people ! Sunday, November 2, 2008 went dinner with my parents . to west plaza . the food seriously, sucks . today, supposed to be working in the noon shift . wasn't feeling well, called darren and told him . feeling so sick . like as if the world is turning upside down . in fact, it is . climb out my bed, brushed my teeth . and told myself " everything would be fine .. " look into the mirror , i realised .. i'm not the same old me back then . those grumpy temper . spoilt attitude . childish character . not-grown up behaviour . i know, i need to change to a better . i can't behave like this forever, i'm going 8teen soon . my future awaits me . i got to change . left the washroom and laze on my bed again . bits of pictures are flashing thru my mind . what's wrong with me ? i have many many flaws ... alot of imperfections . sometimes, i really thinks that i'm not worth for him . i dont know why and what makes me think so . whatever , it doesn't matter . so, yesterday night, conferenced with jasmine and weide . a while more weihao called in . chatted . around 1 plus or 2 am, jasmine hanged . left me and weide . we do chat alot of stuffs . till 3 plus going 4 . i went to bed . i'm neither a good friend, nor a good girlfriend . present ... future ... why am i so indecisive ? i'm such an idiot . Saturday, November 1, 2008 just showered . now, i feel like blogging [= anyway, ade sister, do cheer up alrights ? things will certainly turn out better . time heals wounds ^^ i know it will be hard, but that's life right ? you might find someone better out there, not now . but perhaps in th future . stop dwelling over it . today ... went to jeffy hubby's grandma birthday . went to his house . so so nervous . then headed to marine parade for steamboat . cos first time mah . then it's like, so many pple luh = = but overall, okay lor . didnt feel that uncomfortable afterall . wasn't that scary thou =x aft steamboat went to his uncle's house for cut-cake session . * laughs * THERE'S A DOG !!! i almost died = = anyway, the dog is a LADY [= his uncle then sent me home at ard 9.35 . oh well jeffy hubby, i enjoyed th day thou [= thanks alot . nights all ~
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