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You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Monday, September 29, 2008

alrights .
now i'm free to blog ^^
TODAY !
skipped school and went out with jasmine .
accompanied her to hougang for her hair cut .
after her haircut, went to meet jeffy hubby at ard 1.30 .
went to tm to catch a movie.
wanted to catch mirrors .
BUT, tmd , NC18 _l_ ( sorry, its M18 =x )
then that person dont allow .
HELLO ! it's like MY birthday is 2 months later ?! @#~&*%#
ahh * sigh * forget it .
in the end, watched bangkok dangerous with jeffy hubby .
OMFG ...
that assasin damn cool luh !
so so admire him .
i shall be the female assasin in future ! ( ahhh, craps = = )
anyhow, the movie is nice ! i swear [=
aft movie, headed home for dinner with jeffy hubby .
in the bus , he took a few spastic pictures , and i'm like laughing my ass out .
and he actually imitated joker's stupid sound effect from the mouth .
like the " shk shk " so IRRITATING !
and i almost slam his head against the chair = =
JK !
so far , i think thats bout it .
aww , i'm missing him so badly right now .
misses his cute face.
his cute reactions .
his dumbdumb attitude !

here's jeffy hubby's dumbdumb photos :

im a bad bad girl .
with many many flaws .
i just realised that , im a very hot tempered person .
a girl , who can throw her tantrums on anyone .
and that's me .
am i always been like this ?
even before or after my curfew started ?
and yes , jeffy hubby is right .
i should change to a better person .
but, that's me right ?
i know, it isnt pleasant to remain this way.
if i change to a better it's for my own good .
don't worry, i will try to .
can't seemed to blog out how exactly i feel .
frustrated .
annoyed .
melancholic .
miserable .
pissed .

with myself ...
PMS - ING .

Sunday, September 28, 2008

why are girls so silly ?
i've no idea why .
anyhow, updates bout ' yesterday .
woke up early ard 11.30 , i was shocked for quite a while when i saw jeffy hubby besides me .
and he was like " SO CUTEE ! " * paused *
cause i just woke up .
after the SHOCKED, i covered my face with my blanket .
* laughs * paiseh what .
can you imagine ?
with my messy hair .
wearing a puppy PJ .
half closed eyes w/o makeup .
morning bad breath .
it's like , omfg ...
get up lazily , and headed to the washroom and brushed my teeth .
had breakfast and went to have a shower .
headed off to jeffy hubby's house at ard 1.30 i supposed .
reached his house , saw his mummy and brother .
so paiseh = =
went to vivo to meet ade and jeremiah at 5.30
walked ard , looking for places to settle down our dinner .
in the end, went to kovan instead .
Q-ed for the hongkong cafe .
MA MA DE , the asshole cheena brainless ediot waitress service SUCKS _l_
don't ask me whaye , cos i lazy to say =x
anw , in the end, went to kobayashi for dinner .
aft dinner, took 81 and headed home .
jeffy hubby bathed at my house .
aft him, i went to bath also .
changed to my PJ .
and charlyn jie called .
she asked if we wanna tag along to " la kopi "
i'm delighted to hear that !
jeffy hubby tagged along [:
went out again at 11.15
so, we decided to go east coast park .
went to coffee bean .
had ice chocolate .
dion kor and ah choon kor were like " interviewing " jeffy hubby .
* laughs *
whereas me and charlyn jie seated idling and yah, we chatted ^^
GIRLS TALK !
just 3 cups of mochacino and 2 cups of ice chocolate costs $30.50
hen LOL lor = =
went to arcade aft that , nothing much to play .
in the end, sent jeffy hubby home cos he meeting his friends ltr .
aft that, home sweet home .
ah choon kor sent me up .
we're both stucked in the lift for a while ?
don't know why liddat also .
we were both worried sick .
i was like telling him " eh, i wanna sleep de . i dont wanna be in the lift till nxt morning = = "
* laughs *
yah , i managed to reach home safely.
showered , and sleep .
don't know why, today like, no mood to blog leh .
MOOD SWINGGG ...
photos will be uploaded tml .
jeffy hubby, i'm missing you so so much .
actually, i can't bear you to leave yesterday .
Like a kind of drug you are, im so addicted to you.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

just finished watching perfect cut from channel U .
damn nice >< " TRUTH CAN BE BRUTAL TOO "
* laughs *
oh well , went to work today .
worked from 5-10 .
not much sales made .
didnt get to meet jeffy hubby today .
aww , misses him so effing much thou * sigh *
I hope, i pray & i wish that it'll be a happy & touching ending.
Im just a girl, a girl who loves you so much...
Even if i've to suffer being with you, im willing.
Even if i've to shorten my lifespan, im willing.
* stunned * am i a lil too too mushy here ?
OH WELL ! anyhow , jeffy hubby, i mean it , i really really mean it .
you're the motivation for me to live on happily ^^
as time passes by,
we’ve had our ups and downs.
jeffy hubby, we’ve really got sweet love.
The problems we’ve over come,
make us stronger everyday.
as we wake to the morning sun,
it gives me one more chance to say,
that I really love you [:
* blushes *

Friday, September 26, 2008

okay, now i'm finally free to update my blog .
ysd night, had a long chat with jeffy hubby thru the phone .
we chatted till 5.30 going 6am i guess .
* laughs *
then woke up at ard 11.00 .
which is truely a MIRACLE for me ^^
then jeffy hubby came to look for me at ard 2 .
both of us were sleepy .
due to insufficient rest ! =x
went to work today 6 - 11 pm .
jeffy hubby is too sleepy to send me to work .
so he washed the dishes and went back to sleep .
met jasmine and cabbed to our working place .
working is alright thou, nothing much happened .
just that , i had a slight fever and felt better aft work .
jeffy hubby is good enough to send me home [:
why is he so sweet ?
maybe you guys must be thinking " send you home nia "
to me, it means alot [:
* laughs *
i mean , i need to be pampered [:
im a very very very spoilt brat =x
JEFFY HUBBY ! i just loveeeee the pamperings you shower on me ^^
I love you. It's till an extend which is beyond myself .
oh well , you're out with ur friends right now .
take care alright ?
damnit , suddenly i craves for strawberry shortcake = =

Here's the photos :

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

just reached home .
had a long long day today =/
set off to school at ard 11.45 .
met ck at ws platform,hmm , ard 12.05 i think .
cause, we were both early ! EARLY BIRDIES ! =x
and i was like : sian lah , should do some last minute revision now .
ck : no point lah , sure fail one =x
me : tmd = =
* laughs *
reached school and ard 12.30 .
saw nick in the classroom . so the three of us headed to the cafeteria for lunch .
but i had tea instead .
went up at 1.00 to do our paper .
completed at ard 2.50 .
SO FUGGING HARD LUH ! T.T
hopefully i manage to pass ]:
oh well, met ade wifey .
both of us went to bugis to get gifts for jeffy hubby & jeremiah .
a couple mickey& minnie keychain .
when they kisses , their eyes will be close .
cos got the magnetic thing.
hehe .
jeffy hubby went to kallang to meet us .
followed by jeremiah .
we have no idea where to go again = =
SUGGESTIONS !
conclusion , headed to cityhall instead .
then walked to suntec . wanted to catch a movie but didnt .
aft that , headed to changi airport ^^
MY FAVOURITEEEE ! x3
went to T1 .
then i remembered , OUR DOUBLE DATES NEOPRINTS !!!
ard 8.00 we reached whitesands .
took dinner at cavanna .
then NEOPRINT TIME !
took 2 =x
quite sweet luh ^^
alot of weird weird poses but we ain't photogenic ]:
except for JEFFY HUBBY !
who claims that his side view loooook so so dashing = =
* laughs *
anw, we walked home .
oh well , guess the photos will be uploaded tmr bahs .
this post is long enough to survive for 3 days =x
NIGHTS ALL ~
chatting with jeffy hubby right now [:

oh ya, jeffy hubby, last but not least ,
sorry for all the things i've done .
as in , i made you feel upset . made you feel a lil angry just now .
for not discussing with you bout my plans .
sorry for the lil lil time i can spare you ]:
i promise, i'll be good .
i promise , i will change a lil lil bits to a better girlfriend ^^
iloveyou [:

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

jeffy hubby left le ]:
im sick, and he came to look after me aft his BTT ^^
hehe, so sweet of him luh .
can you imagine his flustered look ?
SO CUTE !
so so so miss him na ]:
and yes, im getting more and more sick .
kept coughing, sneezing .
when jeffy hubby came, everything turned better [:
my fever subsided =x
* laughs *
oh well, gotta get well soon luh .
tmr is my last paper, front office operations =/
aft my paper, OUR DOUBLE DATES !!!
so so looking forward ^^
awww . JEFFY HUBBY ! I MISS YOU SO ;
i mean, you're my sweetest bf [:
same old words, but from the bottom of my heart .
i love you =x

Monday, September 22, 2008

im so so so sick today ]:
today is my food&beverage paper .
from 9.15 - 11.45
finished early , go off early .
so so sick .
having sore throat, bad flu .
slowly, a lil slight fever . damn it .
cabbed to jeffy hubby's house .
IM FINALLY YOURS ^^
so sweet of him .
oh well, he bought couple rings ! [:
i'll cherish it, definitely .
went his house for awhile . cos i dont feel good .
aft that headed home at ard 12.30
took 21 . slept in the bus . so coldddddd .
reached home at ard 1 plus going 2 .
ate 2 panadols and slept for 2 hours .
felt a bit better then [:
JEFFY HUBBY ! i hope everything will goes well for us [:
iloveloveloveyou loads .

Saturday, September 20, 2008

today, is a total fcuk-ed up day .
screwed up customers _l_
shiet all those customers with stupid arrogant face & down to earth attitude !
ard 9.30? he came .
so, he came in to have HIS dinner with clemen .
i avoided him .
HE IS JUST LIKE A STALKER .
i told myself , im not gonna let him ruin my mood .
but , he still did .
jeffy hubhub , im just clarifying thou .
i dont want any misunderstanding between us .
he says that he wanna wait till we break , so be it ?
i mean, we cant do anything either .
all he needs is time to forget me right ?
i just hope that you know how i feel .
i really need someone by my side right now .
at least there to console me, let me NAG =x
i dont know what the hell im pissed of ?
i just wanna have a P E A CE F U L LIFE !!!
is that so mother fcuking hard ?
if YOU LOVE SOMEONE ! JUST LET THEM GO !
u suffer, and yet u wanna see me suffer too ?
shant say bout him luh .
mood spoiler .
jeff hubhub ! how i wish u're by my side right now .
at least, i can hug you .
and i will feel much much better ]:
i miss you so effing much .
102 misses .

imissyou so much ;

Friday, September 19, 2008

alright.
kinda pissed with my blog = =
cant align my pics PROPERLY !
oh well , my sweet sweet prettaye jeffy daffy hubby sent me to work today !
noon , still bluff me say stomach pain go toilet .
asked him to sent me photos, he kept finding xcuses lor
* laughs *
in the end, asked me to pass my phone to my mum .
saw him standing outside my gate !
so sweet [:
anw, spend my HALF day with him .
sent me to work .
met jasmine, aww , misses her so much [:
and WORKKKK .
working was alright for me .
misses all of them .
* laughs *
I JUST LOVEEEEE MY JEFFY BOY !!!!
ahhh, anyhow, here's the pics =/

photos on 170908 :

Thursday, September 18, 2008

ok, it have been so so long ever since i last updated my blog =x
changed to a new skin, well, perhaps a new beginning as well [:
updates bout ysd .
ysd was really a wonderful day [:
oh craps .
went out with ade wifey .
er, OUR DOUBLE DATES !!! * laughs *
accompanied her to dhoby ghaut for her dental appointment as usual .
so the guys( jeff wifey && jeremiah ) , will meet us a bit ltr (2.30pm)
BUT ! while i was in a really good mood, jeff wifey smsed me and told me that he's nt gonna tag along ]:
damn, i was so damm effing sad.
from a HYPER one to a sian1/2 .
here goes my double dates.... DRAINED...........
ji tao is no mood. serious .
* laughs *
her dentist was in a GOOD mood ysd =/
i was like saying to ade " looks like we'll have a good day ahead =D "
aft her dental, went to ps, walked ard. wanted to find MingRan, but she's nt working .
ade wifey & i went upstairs to see the movies timing .
cos we wanna catch a movie .
but looks like the GV timing wasnt wht we expected .
met jeremiah, and headed to dhoby ghaut station ?
for wht ? i also dont knw .
so, suddenly, saw JEFF WIFEY WALKING FORWARD !
woah , i damn happy lor [:
hehe. ji dao HYPER again =x
then all of us headed to cathay .
bought tickets " my sassy girl "
kinda romantic, but the GUYS thinks that it's lame = =
GUYS what ...
aft the movie , i wanted to take neoprints de.
YAR, it sounded childish , MEMORIES WHAT ..
in the end, DRAINED ....
cos , we dont knw whr to go .
suntec cannot .
town cannot .
whitesands cannot .
compasspoint cannot .
tm cannot .
ps cannot .
in the end, jeff wifey SUGGESTED changi airport .
all of us were like , OKAY LOR !
so went there, walk walk .
awwww. so sweeeet [:
especially jeremiah & ade =x
hehe .
JEFF WIFEY !
he is so damm effing sweet luh .
bought me a BIG lollipop && a bouquet of flowers ?
* laughs *
so sweet of him [:
oh yar, photos will be uploaded tmr bah .
think i stop here first. cos it's like, damm long = =
ADE WIFEY !
i UPDATED LE HOR [:
anw, to my jeffy daffy wifey hubby DEAR !
i❤you to bits .

Sunday, September 14, 2008

im troubled .
i dont know wht on earth im doing .
am i hurting everyone ?
im tearing up .
im stress .
im lost .
im dread of everything .
why are you making my life so miserable ?
can you just let go of me ? please ?
can you just lead ur life by yourself ?
be who u used to be .
that happy and cheerful straightforward thinking guy .
please, let go of me. im suffocating .
i am breaking down .

Friday, September 12, 2008

kinda sad right now.
more and more pple serving ns le.
almost all my friends left me.
gonna miss them dearly ]:
take care darren ]:
hope u're fine over there.
make new friends uh. dont always act like a daoster = =
shall hang out once u book out .
and louis , TAKE CARE TOO !
hahaha . random ? perhaps so .
hope that u can make it thru that 3 weeks in ns too .
shall have a gathering with nigel and guys yea ?
misses all .
* laughs *
suddenly, so emo .
life has gotten tougher for me when each days pass by .
i dont wanna grow up. seriously i dont .
getting older , life is getting more and more complexed .
complexed = perplexed .
exams is coming in 2 weeks time . i'd like to do well .
i dont wanna disappoint my parents again .
may god bless me ya ?
oh well, im strong enough to handle my stuffs .
i really really do misses my friends .
my secondary school cliques .
we've drifted apart .
thats life ?

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

heard some news from ade wifey.
oh well, he is going aust this oct.
stunned.
shocked.
surprised.
all the best ya ?
hope everything would be fine for you.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

It's Just too Little too Late .

cause time has made me strong.
im starting to move on,
im gonna say this now,
your chance has come and gone,
and you know..
i can love you with my heart,
but it doesnt really matter to me anymore...

why bother to drink so much when you knw that everything is over ?
it's just too late.

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Monday, September 29, 2008 alrights . now i'm free to blog ^^ TODAY ! skipped school and went out with jasmine . accompanied her to hougang for her hair cut . after her haircut, went to meet jeffy hubby at ard 1.30 . went to tm to catch a movie. wanted to catch mirrors . BUT, tmd , NC18 _l_ ( sorry, its M18 =x ) then that person dont allow . HELLO ! it's like MY birthday is 2 months later ?! @#~&%# ahh sigh * forget it . in the end, watched bangkok dangerous with jeffy hubby . OMFG ... that assasin damn cool luh ! so so admire him . i shall be the female assasin in future ! ( ahhh, craps = = ) anyhow, the movie is nice ! i swear [= aft movie, headed home for dinner with jeffy hubby . in the bus , he took a few spastic pictures , and i'm like laughing my ass out . and he actually imitated joker's stupid sound effect from the mouth . like the " shk shk " so IRRITATING ! and i almost slam his head against the chair = = JK ! so far , i think thats bout it . aww , i'm missing him so badly right now . misses his cute face. his cute reactions . his dumbdumb attitude ! here's jeffy hubby's dumbdumb photos : im a bad bad girl . with many many flaws . i just realised that , im a very hot tempered person . a girl , who can throw her tantrums on anyone . and that's me . am i always been like this ? even before or after my curfew started ? and yes , jeffy hubby is right . i should change to a better person . but, that's me right ? i know, it isnt pleasant to remain this way. if i change to a better it's for my own good . don't worry, i will try to . can't seemed to blog out how exactly i feel . frustrated . annoyed . melancholic . miserable . pissed . with myself ... PMS - ING . Sunday, September 28, 2008 why are girls so silly ? i've no idea why . anyhow, updates bout ' yesterday . woke up early ard 11.30 , i was shocked for quite a while when i saw jeffy hubby besides me . and he was like " SO CUTEE ! " * paused * cause i just woke up . after the SHOCKED, i covered my face with my blanket . * laughs * paiseh what . can you imagine ? with my messy hair . wearing a puppy PJ . half closed eyes w/o makeup . morning bad breath . it's like , omfg ... get up lazily , and headed to the washroom and brushed my teeth . had breakfast and went to have a shower . headed off to jeffy hubby's house at ard 1.30 i supposed . reached his house , saw his mummy and brother . so paiseh = = went to vivo to meet ade and jeremiah at 5.30 walked ard , looking for places to settle down our dinner . in the end, went to kovan instead . Q-ed for the hongkong cafe . MA MA DE , the asshole cheena brainless ediot waitress service SUCKS _l_ don't ask me whaye , cos i lazy to say =x anw , in the end, went to kobayashi for dinner . aft dinner, took 81 and headed home . jeffy hubby bathed at my house . aft him, i went to bath also . changed to my PJ . and charlyn jie called . she asked if we wanna tag along to " la kopi " i'm delighted to hear that ! jeffy hubby tagged along [: went out again at 11.15 so, we decided to go east coast park . went to coffee bean . had ice chocolate . dion kor and ah choon kor were like " interviewing " jeffy hubby . * laughs * whereas me and charlyn jie seated idling and yah, we chatted ^^ GIRLS TALK ! just 3 cups of mochacino and 2 cups of ice chocolate costs $30.50 hen LOL lor = = went to arcade aft that , nothing much to play . in the end, sent jeffy hubby home cos he meeting his friends ltr . aft that, home sweet home . ah choon kor sent me up . we're both stucked in the lift for a while ? don't know why liddat also . we were both worried sick . i was like telling him " eh, i wanna sleep de . i dont wanna be in the lift till nxt morning = = " * laughs * yah , i managed to reach home safely. showered , and sleep . don't know why, today like, no mood to blog leh . MOOD SWINGGG ... photos will be uploaded tml . jeffy hubby, i'm missing you so so much . actually, i can't bear you to leave yesterday . Like a kind of drug you are, im so addicted to you. Saturday, September 27, 2008 just finished watching perfect cut from channel U . damn nice >< " TRUTH CAN BE BRUTAL TOO " * laughs * oh well , went to work today . worked from 5-10 . not much sales made . didnt get to meet jeffy hubby today . aww , misses him so effing much thou * sigh * I hope, i pray & i wish that it'll be a happy & touching ending. Im just a girl, a girl who loves you so much... Even if i've to suffer being with you, im willing. Even if i've to shorten my lifespan, im willing. * stunned * am i a lil too too mushy here ? OH WELL ! anyhow , jeffy hubby, i mean it , i really really mean it . you're the motivation for me to live on happily ^^ as time passes by, we’ve had our ups and downs. jeffy hubby, we’ve really got sweet love. The problems we’ve over come, make us stronger everyday. as we wake to the morning sun, it gives me one more chance to say, that I really love you [: * blushes * Friday, September 26, 2008 okay, now i'm finally free to update my blog . ysd night, had a long chat with jeffy hubby thru the phone . we chatted till 5.30 going 6am i guess . * laughs * then woke up at ard 11.00 . which is truely a MIRACLE for me ^^ then jeffy hubby came to look for me at ard 2 . both of us were sleepy . due to insufficient rest ! =x went to work today 6 - 11 pm . jeffy hubby is too sleepy to send me to work . so he washed the dishes and went back to sleep . met jasmine and cabbed to our working place . working is alright thou, nothing much happened . just that , i had a slight fever and felt better aft work . jeffy hubby is good enough to send me home [: why is he so sweet ? maybe you guys must be thinking " send you home nia " to me, it means alot [: * laughs * i mean , i need to be pampered [: im a very very very spoilt brat =x JEFFY HUBBY ! i just loveeeee the pamperings you shower on me ^^ I love you. It's till an extend which is beyond myself . oh well , you're out with ur friends right now . take care alright ? damnit , suddenly i craves for strawberry shortcake = = Here's the photos : 240908 Wednesday, September 24, 2008 just reached home . had a long long day today =/ set off to school at ard 11.45 . met ck at ws platform,hmm , ard 12.05 i think . cause, we were both early ! EARLY BIRDIES ! =x and i was like : sian lah , should do some last minute revision now . ck : no point lah , sure fail one =x me : tmd = = * laughs * reached school and ard 12.30 . saw nick in the classroom . so the three of us headed to the cafeteria for lunch . but i had tea instead . went up at 1.00 to do our paper . completed at ard 2.50 . SO FUGGING HARD LUH ! T.T hopefully i manage to pass ]: oh well, met ade wifey . both of us went to bugis to get gifts for jeffy hubby & jeremiah . a couple mickey& minnie keychain . when they kisses , their eyes will be close . cos got the magnetic thing. hehe . jeffy hubby went to kallang to meet us . followed by jeremiah . we have no idea where to go again = = SUGGESTIONS ! conclusion , headed to cityhall instead . then walked to suntec . wanted to catch a movie but didnt . aft that , headed to changi airport ^^ MY FAVOURITEEEE ! x3 went to T1 . then i remembered , OUR DOUBLE DATES NEOPRINTS !!! ard 8.00 we reached whitesands . took dinner at cavanna . then NEOPRINT TIME ! took 2 =x quite sweet luh ^^ alot of weird weird poses but we ain't photogenic ]: except for JEFFY HUBBY ! who claims that his side view loooook so so dashing = = * laughs * anw, we walked home . oh well , guess the photos will be uploaded tmr bahs . this post is long enough to survive for 3 days =x NIGHTS ALL ~ chatting with jeffy hubby right now [: oh ya, jeffy hubby, last but not least , sorry for all the things i've done . as in , i made you feel upset . made you feel a lil angry just now . for not discussing with you bout my plans . sorry for the lil lil time i can spare you ]: i promise, i'll be good . i promise , i will change a lil lil bits to a better girlfriend ^^ iloveyou [: Tuesday, September 23, 2008 jeffy hubby left le ]: im sick, and he came to look after me aft his BTT ^^ hehe, so sweet of him luh . can you imagine his flustered look ? SO CUTE ! so so so miss him na ]: and yes, im getting more and more sick . kept coughing, sneezing . when jeffy hubby came, everything turned better [: my fever subsided =x * laughs * oh well, gotta get well soon luh . tmr is my last paper, front office operations =/ aft my paper, OUR DOUBLE DATES !!! so so looking forward ^^ awww . JEFFY HUBBY ! I MISS YOU SO ; i mean, you're my sweetest bf [: same old words, but from the bottom of my heart . i love you =x Monday, September 22, 2008 im so so so sick today ]: today is my food&beverage paper . from 9.15 - 11.45 finished early , go off early . so so sick . having sore throat, bad flu . slowly, a lil slight fever . damn it . cabbed to jeffy hubby's house . IM FINALLY YOURS ^^ so sweet of him . oh well, he bought couple rings ! [: i'll cherish it, definitely . went his house for awhile . cos i dont feel good . aft that headed home at ard 12.30 took 21 . slept in the bus . so coldddddd . reached home at ard 1 plus going 2 . ate 2 panadols and slept for 2 hours . felt a bit better then [: JEFFY HUBBY ! i hope everything will goes well for us [: iloveloveloveyou loads . Saturday, September 20, 2008 today, is a total fcuk-ed up day . screwed up customers _l_ shiet all those customers with stupid arrogant face & down to earth attitude ! ard 9.30? he came . so, he came in to have HIS dinner with clemen . i avoided him . HE IS JUST LIKE A STALKER . i told myself , im not gonna let him ruin my mood . but , he still did . jeffy hubhub , im just clarifying thou . i dont want any misunderstanding between us . he says that he wanna wait till we break , so be it ? i mean, we cant do anything either . all he needs is time to forget me right ? i just hope that you know how i feel . i really need someone by my side right now . at least there to console me, let me NAG =x i dont know what the hell im pissed of ? i just wanna have a P E A CE F U L LIFE !!! is that so mother fcuking hard ? if YOU LOVE SOMEONE ! JUST LET THEM GO ! u suffer, and yet u wanna see me suffer too ? shant say bout him luh . mood spoiler . jeff hubhub ! how i wish u're by my side right now . at least, i can hug you . and i will feel much much better ]: i miss you so effing much . 102 misses . imissyou so much ; Friday, September 19, 2008 alright. kinda pissed with my blog = = cant align my pics PROPERLY ! oh well , my sweet sweet prettaye jeffy daffy hubby sent me to work today ! noon , still bluff me say stomach pain go toilet . asked him to sent me photos, he kept finding xcuses lor * laughs * in the end, asked me to pass my phone to my mum . saw him standing outside my gate ! so sweet [: anw, spend my HALF day with him . sent me to work . met jasmine, aww , misses her so much [: and WORKKKK . working was alright for me . misses all of them . * laughs * I JUST LOVEEEEE MY JEFFY BOY !!!! ahhh, anyhow, here's the pics =/ photos on 170908 : Thursday, September 18, 2008 ok, it have been so so long ever since i last updated my blog =x changed to a new skin, well, perhaps a new beginning as well [: updates bout ysd . ysd was really a wonderful day [: oh craps . went out with ade wifey . er, OUR DOUBLE DATES !!! * laughs * accompanied her to dhoby ghaut for her dental appointment as usual . so the guys( jeff wifey && jeremiah ) , will meet us a bit ltr (2.30pm) BUT ! while i was in a really good mood, jeff wifey smsed me and told me that he's nt gonna tag along ]: damn, i was so damm effing sad. from a HYPER one to a sian1/2 . here goes my double dates.... DRAINED........... ji tao is no mood. serious . * laughs * her dentist was in a GOOD mood ysd =/ i was like saying to ade " looks like we'll have a good day ahead =D " aft her dental, went to ps, walked ard. wanted to find MingRan, but she's nt working . ade wifey & i went upstairs to see the movies timing . cos we wanna catch a movie . but looks like the GV timing wasnt wht we expected . met jeremiah, and headed to dhoby ghaut station ? for wht ? i also dont knw . so, suddenly, saw JEFF WIFEY WALKING FORWARD ! woah , i damn happy lor [: hehe. ji dao HYPER again =x then all of us headed to cathay . bought tickets " my sassy girl " kinda romantic, but the GUYS thinks that it's lame = = GUYS what ... aft the movie , i wanted to take neoprints de. YAR, it sounded childish , MEMORIES WHAT .. in the end, DRAINED .... cos , we dont knw whr to go . suntec cannot . town cannot . whitesands cannot . compasspoint cannot . tm cannot . ps cannot . in the end, jeff wifey SUGGESTED changi airport . all of us were like , OKAY LOR ! so went there, walk walk . awwww. so sweeeet [: especially jeremiah & ade =x hehe . JEFF WIFEY ! he is so damm effing sweet luh . bought me a BIG lollipop && a bouquet of flowers ? * laughs * so sweet of him [: oh yar, photos will be uploaded tmr bah . think i stop here first. cos it's like, damm long = = ADE WIFEY ! i UPDATED LE HOR [: anw, to my jeffy daffy wifey hubby DEAR ! i❤you to bits . Sunday, September 14, 2008 im troubled . i dont know wht on earth im doing . am i hurting everyone ? im tearing up . im stress . im lost . im dread of everything . why are you making my life so miserable ? can you just let go of me ? please ? can you just lead ur life by yourself ? be who u used to be . that happy and cheerful straightforward thinking guy . please, let go of me. im suffocating . i am breaking down . Friday, September 12, 2008 kinda sad right now. more and more pple serving ns le. almost all my friends left me. gonna miss them dearly ]: take care darren ]: hope u're fine over there. make new friends uh. dont always act like a daoster = = shall hang out once u book out . and louis , TAKE CARE TOO ! hahaha . random ? perhaps so . hope that u can make it thru that 3 weeks in ns too . shall have a gathering with nigel and guys yea ? misses all . * laughs * suddenly, so emo . life has gotten tougher for me when each days pass by . i dont wanna grow up. seriously i dont . getting older , life is getting more and more complexed . complexed = perplexed . exams is coming in 2 weeks time . i'd like to do well . i dont wanna disappoint my parents again . may god bless me ya ? oh well, im strong enough to handle my stuffs . i really really do misses my friends . my secondary school cliques . we've drifted apart . thats life ? Wednesday, September 10, 2008 heard some news from ade wifey. oh well, he is going aust this oct. stunned. shocked. surprised. all the best ya ? hope everything would be fine for you. Sunday, September 7, 2008 It's Just too Little too Late . cause time has made me strong. im starting to move on, im gonna say this now, your chance has come and gone, and you know.. i can love you with my heart, but it doesnt really matter to me anymore... why bother to drink so much when you knw that everything is over ? it's just too late.
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go