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JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE

You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

我的感觉你已听不见
我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说 .

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

happy 19th birthday boyfie [:

so near, yet so far.
why do i feel like as if everything is changing ?

Sunday, June 22, 2008

im sick .
but no one seemed to care ]:

Friday, June 20, 2008

ysd was , sad && angry yet fun [:
thanks jasmine && qiqi laopo for being there for me ^^
i dont wish to talk bout ysd.
one word to describe , hearbroken.
finally i've made up my mind .
finally i've decided .
that's all i wanna say .
anw, went for interview with benson kor kor.
the interview went successful.
so, i'll be working from nxt sat onwards.
god bless me yea .
still, that same old scenario kept flashing back .
sigh.
my heart went sour.
forget it.
shall update nxt time .

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

my heart was aching when i was walking home all alone .
i felt so lonely .
watching each && every couples passing by me.
everyone of them, were holding their hands happily.
the guy, held the girl's hand so tightly .
my heart sinked .
how i wish , u were there for me .

Saturday, June 14, 2008

GG .
looks like ms JASMINE spammed my taggys = =
so SWEET of her yea ?
okaye .
looks like my blog is pretty dead luh.
been wanting to update my blog since the day before ysd ?
but , dont know what to post also .
cos, my life never changes =x
shall say bout today , slacked at home the whole day till my dad came back.
while boyfie went to buy his chalet's preparations stuffs with fatty.
&& me, sadly , stayed at home till 5 plus.
went e hub with my parents .
ate our dinner at downtown.
thought ade wifey is working, but she claimed that she ended her work long ago.
sad luh, didnt managed to meet her ]:
anw, aft dinner, headed back to e hub, went to NTUC *again* && bought some stuffs .
then we went home.
bo liao hor ?
a bit lah .
then tmr, going over ah boy kor's de hse to re dye my HAIR !
cos it faded.
still look greenish thou.
GREEN && GROOVY !
=x

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

if you cant wait .
if you cannot afford to get hurt .
if you cannot make yourself to understand me .
if you cannot put yourself in my shoes .
if you cannot trust me .
if you treat me like some other bitches .
if you thinks that i dont love you enough .
if you thinks that im not being fair towards you .
if you thinks that i dont mean what i says .
if you thinks that i never sacrifice more that u does .
if you thinks that i've always been breaking up promises .
if you thinks that i've never tried to understand you .
if you thinks that i've always been thinking for myself .
if you thinks that i tends to be very reckless .
if you thinks that i dont give a damm in this relationship .
if you thinks that you're wasting your time on me .
if you thinks that you worth a better girl .
if you thinks that im not being thoughtful enough .

let me tell you something ,
i've been putting in alot .
i'm sacrificing, but you dont seemed to realised .
cos it has never been enough .
how much more do you want me to explain ?
&& yes, you do not want any explainations .
if you thinks that it is never enough.
jolly well end this .
cos i know, at least, i've put in effort && it's not just you .
a day for you to think bout our relationship carefully .
&& i hope you knw what you're doing .
&& please, dont treat me as a fool .
my sixth sense has always been right .
i had a bad hunch ysd aft u left , && i knew smth bad would happen today.
yes, because i broke my promise. im sorry .
why does couples always break up whenever the other half enters ns ?
and what does the guy expect from the girl ?
something which they can hold on tightly && TRUST.
w/o that , the breakup occurs .
relationship has never been enough .
i dont know what you're thinking .
i've said what i want to .
if there were signs to show me which direction i should go . . .

Monday, June 9, 2008

just done with my shower .
went to school as usual .
most of my classmate were stunned bout my new hair colour.
HAHA .
oh yeaa, ck intro-ed me a job in shangri-la hotel.
one hour $8.50 wor.
well paid ^^
shall think about it lor .
aft school, Uncle Poh drove me home.
ard 6 plus, bus-ed to white sands inter to meet boyfie.
&& accompanied him to buy a swensen's birthday cake for his mum.
cos, today is his mom's birthday.
well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY ! [:
boyfie bought sakae sushi for my parents. ( take away )
which costs him $50 ++
thanks alot [:
so NOBLE of him thou =x
took bus 359 home && saw ade wifey. FATED *laughs*
hehehe .
the sakae dinner was fabulous ^^
aft the dinner, boyfie went for a round two with his mother.
pooor him.
hahaha.
oh well, thats all i guess .
I LOOVEEEEE YOU BOYFIEE x33

Sunday, June 8, 2008

dont know what to say .
dyed my hair green today.
thanks to ah boy kor kor ^^
wasnt in a really good mood nowadays .
sucked up .
where is my youth ?
boyfie ,
i want ur warmth .

Saturday, June 7, 2008

i just dont like the way u hanged up my call .
can you at least hear a "good bye" from me ?
there's alot alot that i wanna tell you bout .
before you u hanged up my call , i was bout to say goodbye.
but, u just hanged before i did .
i misses those days when u bought me supper.
came up to find me when im bored
came up to find me when i wishes to see you.
everything stopped.
&& yes, it's our 5th mth today.
why, why does everything felt so different ?
i just wanted you to see me through it all .

Friday, June 6, 2008

It seemed that i've loads of things to blog .
loads of things that i've been keeping within myself .
But, when i opened my blog's page .
my mind went blank .
unhappy events have been repeating for the past few days .
yea , i might appear to be cheerful , carefree.
But the fact is , i'm not .
i'm acting a happy && carefree state in front of my parents.
i didnt want them to worry .
seriously i dont .
i felt like a complete idiot .
an idiot , who doesnt know what is she after.
an idiot , who shows no interest towards her goals ?
even my relatives thinks that , i show no interest towards my current course.
i'm trying hard to get my course in my fingertips.
yet , my parents && relatives didnt realised .
Cos, i'm always using my com when i reached home .
well mum , i studied pretty hard in school.
well, not jus studies.
i hope that i can cope everything well .
Love is not jus posession, but to make the other half happy .
Can you hear ? can you hear ?
please hear me saying i love you .
but, i've nt been giving in my part .
sigh .
the gap is just too far apart .
can i closes it ?

ps/ you will never know how much i misses you .

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

But it hurts when you say that you understand me
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need

i wanted you so badly .

i'mma missing my classmates so fugging much.
misses ;

nigel
jiamin
carline
yuki
shi ting

Guys, i really misses u guys loads.
how i wish we cherish those moments yea ?
the joys && laughters will always remains in my memory .
take loads of care thou ]:

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

shall update my blog now.
since almost all of my friends says that my blog is rotting soon = =
well, currently in the midst of enjoying my 1 week school hols.
pathetic, but however, better than NO HOLIDAYS. ^^
ysd was fun, chilled out with ade wifey to e hub's k box.
sang for like 1 hour ?
&& definitely it wasnt enough for us = =
so we called vivian up && asked if she wanna join us.
so that we can extend && she can get a free k box member too.
so, she came at ard 4 plus.
went back to sing again.
was kinda tired thou.
oh well, on thurs, we might be going to wildwild wet with ade,aly,&& vivian.
BIKINI TIMEEE !
=x
aw, life is getting tougher each day = =
ohohoh,
E WORLD IS COMING UP TMR !
anyone's playing ?
i dont knw if i shud =/
still in the dilemma.
if i play, i'll name it after BLACKlilac [:
wahaha.
alright, nothing much to update thou.
see ya [:
will update more pics when thurs comes [:

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Thursday, June 26, 2008 我的感觉你已听不见我沉默你的话也不多我们之间少了什么不说 . Wednesday, June 25, 2008 happy 19th birthday boyfie [: so near, yet so far. why do i feel like as if everything is changing ? Sunday, June 22, 2008 im sick . but no one seemed to care ]: Friday, June 20, 2008 ysd was , sad && angry yet fun [: thanks jasmine && qiqi laopo for being there for me ^^ i dont wish to talk bout ysd. one word to describe , hearbroken. finally i've made up my mind . finally i've decided . that's all i wanna say . anw, went for interview with benson kor kor. the interview went successful. so, i'll be working from nxt sat onwards. god bless me yea . still, that same old scenario kept flashing back . sigh. my heart went sour. forget it. shall update nxt time . Tuesday, June 17, 2008 my heart was aching when i was walking home all alone . i felt so lonely . watching each && every couples passing by me. everyone of them, were holding their hands happily. the guy, held the girl's hand so tightly . my heart sinked . how i wish , u were there for me . Saturday, June 14, 2008 GG . looks like ms JASMINE spammed my taggys = = so SWEET of her yea ? okaye . looks like my blog is pretty dead luh. been wanting to update my blog since the day before ysd ? but , dont know what to post also . cos, my life never changes =x shall say bout today , slacked at home the whole day till my dad came back. while boyfie went to buy his chalet's preparations stuffs with fatty. && me, sadly , stayed at home till 5 plus. went e hub with my parents . ate our dinner at downtown. thought ade wifey is working, but she claimed that she ended her work long ago. sad luh, didnt managed to meet her ]: anw, aft dinner, headed back to e hub, went to NTUC again && bought some stuffs . then we went home. bo liao hor ? a bit lah . then tmr, going over ah boy kor's de hse to re dye my HAIR ! cos it faded. still look greenish thou. GREEN && GROOVY ! =x Tuesday, June 10, 2008 if you cant wait . if you cannot afford to get hurt . if you cannot make yourself to understand me . if you cannot put yourself in my shoes . if you cannot trust me . if you treat me like some other bitches . if you thinks that i dont love you enough . if you thinks that im not being fair towards you . if you thinks that i dont mean what i says . if you thinks that i never sacrifice more that u does . if you thinks that i've always been breaking up promises . if you thinks that i've never tried to understand you . if you thinks that i've always been thinking for myself . if you thinks that i tends to be very reckless . if you thinks that i dont give a damm in this relationship . if you thinks that you're wasting your time on me . if you thinks that you worth a better girl . if you thinks that im not being thoughtful enough . let me tell you something , i've been putting in alot . i'm sacrificing, but you dont seemed to realised . cos it has never been enough . how much more do you want me to explain ? && yes, you do not want any explainations . if you thinks that it is never enough. jolly well end this . cos i know, at least, i've put in effort && it's not just you . a day for you to think bout our relationship carefully . && i hope you knw what you're doing . && please, dont treat me as a fool . my sixth sense has always been right . i had a bad hunch ysd aft u left , && i knew smth bad would happen today. yes, because i broke my promise. im sorry . why does couples always break up whenever the other half enters ns ? and what does the guy expect from the girl ? something which they can hold on tightly && TRUST. w/o that , the breakup occurs . relationship has never been enough . i dont know what you're thinking . i've said what i want to . if there were signs to show me which direction i should go . . . Monday, June 9, 2008 just done with my shower . went to school as usual . most of my classmate were stunned bout my new hair colour. HAHA . oh yeaa, ck intro-ed me a job in shangri-la hotel. one hour $8.50 wor. well paid ^^ shall think about it lor . aft school, Uncle Poh drove me home. ard 6 plus, bus-ed to white sands inter to meet boyfie. && accompanied him to buy a swensen's birthday cake for his mum. cos, today is his mom's birthday. well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY ! [: boyfie bought sakae sushi for my parents. ( take away ) which costs him $50 ++ thanks alot [: so NOBLE of him thou =x took bus 359 home && saw ade wifey. FATED laughs hehehe . the sakae dinner was fabulous ^^ aft the dinner, boyfie went for a round two with his mother. pooor him. hahaha. oh well, thats all i guess . I LOOVEEEEE YOU BOYFIEE x33 Sunday, June 8, 2008 dont know what to say . dyed my hair green today. thanks to ah boy kor kor ^^ wasnt in a really good mood nowadays . sucked up . where is my youth ? boyfie , i want ur warmth . Saturday, June 7, 2008 i just dont like the way u hanged up my call . can you at least hear a "good bye" from me ? there's alot alot that i wanna tell you bout . before you u hanged up my call , i was bout to say goodbye. but, u just hanged before i did . i misses those days when u bought me supper. came up to find me when im bored came up to find me when i wishes to see you. everything stopped. && yes, it's our 5th mth today. why, why does everything felt so different ? i just wanted you to see me through it all . Friday, June 6, 2008 It seemed that i've loads of things to blog . loads of things that i've been keeping within myself . But, when i opened my blog's page . my mind went blank . unhappy events have been repeating for the past few days . yea , i might appear to be cheerful , carefree. But the fact is , i'm not . i'm acting a happy && carefree state in front of my parents. i didnt want them to worry . seriously i dont . i felt like a complete idiot . an idiot , who doesnt know what is she after. an idiot , who shows no interest towards her goals ? even my relatives thinks that , i show no interest towards my current course. i'm trying hard to get my course in my fingertips. yet , my parents && relatives didnt realised . Cos, i'm always using my com when i reached home . well mum , i studied pretty hard in school. well, not jus studies. i hope that i can cope everything well . Love is not jus posession, but to make the other half happy . Can you hear ? can you hear ? please hear me saying i love you . but, i've nt been giving in my part . sigh . the gap is just too far apart . can i closes it ? ps/ you will never know how much i misses you . Wednesday, June 4, 2008 But it hurts when you say that you understand me I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I loved I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need i wanted you so badly . i'mma missing my classmates so fugging much. misses ; nigel jiamin carline yuki shi ting Guys, i really misses u guys loads. how i wish we cherish those moments yea ? the joys && laughters will always remains in my memory . take loads of care thou ]: Tuesday, June 3, 2008 shall update my blog now. since almost all of my friends says that my blog is rotting soon = = well, currently in the midst of enjoying my 1 week school hols. pathetic, but however, better than NO HOLIDAYS. ^^ ysd was fun, chilled out with ade wifey to e hub's k box. sang for like 1 hour ? && definitely it wasnt enough for us = = so we called vivian up && asked if she wanna join us. so that we can extend && she can get a free k box member too. so, she came at ard 4 plus. went back to sing again. was kinda tired thou. oh well, on thurs, we might be going to wildwild wet with ade,aly,&& vivian. BIKINI TIMEEE ! =x aw, life is getting tougher each day = = ohohoh, E WORLD IS COMING UP TMR ! anyone's playing ? i dont knw if i shud =/ still in the dilemma. if i play, i'll name it after BLACKlilac [: wahaha. alright, nothing much to update thou. see ya [: will update more pics when thurs comes [:
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go