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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
all the best . i aint the girl u looking for. way too violent, way too rebellious for you. my apologies . hope u'd find a better girl of your own. a girl who can really be gentle towards you [: Friday, May 30, 2008
in a very very foul mood . im a loser, who's getting in your way . maybe, i never meant to be here . && its raining soon. very very soon . . . Wednesday, May 28, 2008
can no longer feel anything except for the distance we had . if only im the government, i would demolish all the snooker places && i'll destroy all the mahjong tables . if only i am = = stupid MAY, faster over la. irritating de. nothing is going smoothly _l_ no mood to blog longer nar. bye . Monday, May 26, 2008
i just quarrelled with my mum. feeling so fucked up. im aint gonna care anymore. there is a exchange programme in my school. going over to china , qingdao to be a trainer. teaching the kids who aged between 16-17 english. it will be 3 months. one month $500 i dont fcuking care if she objects or whatever. im gonna make my decision, && decide wht i want . im trying very hard to compromise with her. what does she want from me further ? she dont fcuking understand hw i feel. so what if she's my mum ? things that she thinks might be good for me, but i dont think so. why must she always objects whenever i wanna do or target on something ? for goodness sake, she thinks that im going there to avoid everything. i am not . always && always, she just dont put herself in my shoes. && boyfie ? i dont knw wht ur thinking. i just need ur patience, ur sense of secure . am i asking too much from you ? now, u'r saying that u find it hard to communicate with me. hw do u expect me to tell u every thing that just happened ? u knw hw am i like. im suffocated . i'll make my decision tonight. no one is gonna stop me, seriously. Sunday, May 25, 2008
been in a rather sucky mood while updating my blog . don't ask me why . cos i don't feel like telling WHY . alot of happenings . i've been thinking alot too . what a suckcore may . SUCKENING. _l_ now, at my aunt's house . slacking . using com . play maplee . then , boyfie helmed le lor. cong help him helm de. im so tmd jealous can. no, should self entertain . HELM IS HEAVY! what's so good bout helming? maybe i said that , becos i dont have helm =x plus, im jealous of it. lol . sigh . 就算我们之间有什么难题 黑夜我还想着你 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 为了我就当作这次为了我 . Saturday, May 24, 2008
back to update my blog [: i just reached home not long ago. still with my makeup on, but changed into my pj =x yeayea, im SMELLY ! && DIRTY ! went out with mum && dad today. headed to tm. was in the car, then suddenly i saw a guy jay crossing. ended up, i saw zhongyi && guanhong. damm funny. i stunned at them. then zhongyi waved at me. LOL. went to the soup restaurant for our dinner. yummy =3 aft dinner, headed to NTUC . woohoo~ im train to be a future housewife =x help mum with the groceries. meanwhile, saw serene AGAIN ! omfg . can u imagine her surprised look ? i didnt notice her in the first place. until i feel that , someone is looking at my direction. so i turned, && saw her surprised look [: not bad , got infinity.HAHA. so, she asked some stuffs that concern bout my relationship. haa. shant say much thou [: chatted awhile, then she left . paid for our stuffs && headed to the carpark. home sweet homeeee . oh well . i feel so uneasy. like as if, something is bothering me. but i dont know what is it = = i'll learn to be stronger [: thanks ah bao for accompanying the whole night ysd [: it's my first time talking so much with you . enjoyed <3 woke up damm early. gotta give boyfie a morning call ltr. sigh. thats it bahs ^^ Friday, May 23, 2008
dont leave the person you love for the person you like . cos the person you like , will leave for the person they love . just being random here. just thought of it. someone used to tell me that. && i find it quite interesting =x oh well, stayed at home today. surfing nets. mapling. watch tv. taadaaa. thats all i guess [: Thursday, May 22, 2008
shall update my blog now. since i've got nothing better to do in the lan shop. oh , and to that particular TINA . i dont even know who the hell are you. && who the hell are you to tell me to be original then ? and yes, you do not have the rights to tell me what to do. && why must i listen to you ? if u dont appreciate me, just jolly well fcuk off from my blog. and mind your own business. i dont expect u to visit my blog so often . enough with the lectures. annoyed = = fcuking pissed with some people who jus intrude others pple blog. dont like then siam lah. is it a must to read ? bodoh. ah la, heck la, lame shiets . anw, i dont have to attend my school tmr. i like it [: wahahaha . no idea whr to go also . may be staying at home . dont wanna blog any longer. pissed. Wednesday, May 21, 2008
how great. my dad is gonna have my handphone line cancelled = = due to my bursted bill . $103 . tmd . shouldnt used so much luh. no point regretting now. gotta solve my bill prob . thinking of signing a handphone line of my own. then i gonna find a job real quick to lesser my expenses. i cant be saving all my allowances on bills right ? im a WOMAN. && WOMAN does SHOPPING . sigh. i guess this month is a real effing sucky month for me . ANTI MAY ! nothing is going smoothly for me so far. NOTHING. hopefully next month is a better month then [: stress siol . Tuesday, May 20, 2008
All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before In my dreams i couldnt love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine TRUST, is all we need in a relationship . she mo shi ai qing ? wo bu ming bai . will your boyfriend always be your boyfriend ? will your boyfriend always belongs to you ? will your boyfriend always stay faithful to you ? will your boyfriend always care for you ? will your boyfriend always be there for you ? will your boyfriend always stick on you even if u met a crisis ? thus, this questions, no one can answer it either. if you && your boyfriend overcome everything , you'r meant to be together. if you both didnt , let it go . Sunday, May 18, 2008
i felt so , heartpain. what do you treat me as ? am i important to you ? i dont know why am i feeling so disheartened. we'd patch back. we patch back on the day we break = = after the breakup, i then realised how much i loves him. i love him, more than i love myself. updates bout yesterday , went to school . && left early, at ard 11.30. headed bac to my secondary school to settle some probs for jasmine. had a very calm chat with that G I R L . im being polite here, aint mean. im good =x so, everything is settled then. hope that she does not do anything stupid to jasmine anymore. else i'll make her life real miserable. && i mean it. no one mess up with my friends [: aft that long chat with that G I R L. me && jas headed to the mama shop. it had been so long eversince we last went. chatted alot of stuffs. walked home. went out again at ard 9.30 . with boyfie, choon kor, charlyn jie && ah boy kor. ah boy kor droves us ard. went to clarke quay. looking for clubs && pubs. aft that headed to east coast. played arcade then snooker. went to changi village to have our supper. reached home at ard 3 plus. && i dozed off immediately after my short shower. TODAY. accompanied ade wifey for dental appointment. headed to plaza sing then. had the fried chicken piece thingy. dont know whats that called . anw, its dam fugging nice [: trained home aft that. cos both of us were having dinner outside. went to shangri la hotel to attend a wedding dinner. luxurious. luckily i managed to dress nicely else i will be the odd one there = = everyone is so well dressed up. some with gowns somemore. as if they were attending some ballroom thingy. && yes, it is a ballroom indeed = = had luxurious dinner. almost every dishes have scallops or abalones. even the shark fins had abalones = = damm full. anw, both the bride && groom look so damm effing chio && handsome. awww. sweet luh. hw i wish i would be like them in future =x sigh sigh sigh Thursday, May 15, 2008
it just ended. sorry for causing you to get scolding from ur supervisor or whoever. its my fault. all the best . heard something from jasmine bout that sickening S L U T . she haven change at all. thinking of 3 years bac in loyang. she accused me for nothing. again, because of a guy named SKY. sickening. i dont even knw who was sky. && u knw wht ? this mystery haven been solve yet. i still have no idea who was that person who is behind all this shiets. causing me && her to have taiji. anw, its her fault also lah. if only she DIDNT SHOUT at me. i wouldnt have SHOUTED her bac && caused so much disruption. that time still wanna tiao zhui ask pple slap her. in the end also didnt. cos she say SORRY. thinking back then. its so mother fcuking childish = = i wished that i would just slap her && make all this shiets end. nw wht ? looking trouble FOR MY FRIEND. perhaps i'll be going to loyang again. && find her ! cos i still buay song her = = that fugging pale face. that overgrown height, that pair of crooked parallel legs. makes me feel like slapping her. such an whore. she is just another idiotic freak. sickening. Wednesday, May 14, 2008
had a really bad day today. in a very foul mood. not in mood to do anything. everything seemed to spoil my mood. why must every relationships have ups && downs ? i wanna learn hw to handle relationships in a proper way. i want it to be trouble-free . the way u behaves, i dont know wht you're thinking. i dont know if i should blog it out hw i feel. or just to keep it within myself. i dont wanna make u angry. i dont want all my relationship to be turned out unsuccessful. im trying to learn. sometimes, all i need is you to understand me. && yes, for me to understand you as well. all this, takes time. for now, i'll just keep it within myself. do you belongs to me ? you replied, no. Tuesday, May 13, 2008
just a random post will do [: today, was late for my class. while waiting for my bus, saw lawrence ah di = = as usual, kept yelling at me, AH JI ! LOL. studied as usual. bio cum chem. aft school, headed home. meet up with shenrui && boyfie at ard 6 plus. but boyfie is late. so i meet up with shenrui first. bus-ed to tm, && im late again. oooh . cos we'r celebrating his belated =x hahaha. walked ard. joked ard . laughed ard. then boyfie came at ard 7 plus going 8. accompanied him for dinner , then headed home. while walking, saw SERENE ! omfg. so damm happy luh. cos i so so so long nvr see her le. she changed quite alot thou. hardly recognised her =x until she called me. then i was like : o.o hahaha. ke lian de wo, had to bus-ed home alone again. cos both shenrui && boyfie is going over to safra to play snooker as usual. sigh. sad la. Monday, May 12, 2008
aww. SO SWEET SO SWEET SO SWEET ! im gonna get diabetes sooon. VERY SOOOON. boyfie dedicated a song for me. class 95 fm = = he asked me to listen to class 95 cos the songs are nice. then i anything lor, since i've already on my radio. when i was about to quit mapling, i heard this particular dedication that DJ was like saying " to jacqueline ..." then i was like thinking " normal lah, so mani jacquelines " followed by " jacqueline ong ..." i was like " O.O " continued " blah blah blah , by kiat " ps : blah blah blah = the message luh. kinda forgot. cos i was already stunned = = damm SHOCKED LUH ! i mean, so damm gan dong also. then he called. awwww. ILOVE YOU BOYFIE ! Sunday, May 11, 2008
cant seemed to sleep for the whole night. had tons of nightmares during my sleep. i struggled , i cried when i was in my sleep. when i woke up, tears are still rolling down my cheeks. all the dreams, felt so realistic. i dont know why am i feeling so lost at that point of time. when i tried to sleep again, a new nightmare appears. i felt scared. it was already 4.56am. i smsed boyfie, to check if he's asleep. he didnt reply me. i called zhongyi if it's possible if he chat with me. cos normally he wont turn in so late. unfortunately, he off his phone. obviously, he slept. i stayed up till now, watching tv. but i couldnt stop thinking of the nightmares. im scared. Friday, May 9, 2008
im not in mood to blog. i wont write down how i feel from now onwards. wanna know ? feel it yourself. Wednesday, May 7, 2008
happy 4th month boyfie. dont knw why i suddenly mood swing. so not me = = oh wells, I'm afraid to lose you if i have you. Monday, May 5, 2008
what should i blog about ? = = i've got nothing much to blog about thou. just wanna tell boyfie that, you're my obsession ^^ && always have a early rest ya ? dont skimp on sleep. YOUR BODY rejuvenates during the night. so, give it time to recharge [: oh wells boyfie, i'll definitely wait for you, till you'r out from ur ns. i mean it [: LOVEE YA! Sunday, May 4, 2008
ok, nw i feel like blogging ^^ hmm, went dinner with kiat boyfie ysd night. we went tm. cos we plan to watch movie. so, kiat boyfie talked to my mum && told her that i'll reach home before 11 so, my mum made an exception JUST FOR HIM ! thanks [: so, walked ard tm, went to gv. dammit luhs. the movie starts so late. so, i cant make it sadly. went to century, boyfie wanted to have billy bombers for dinner. he added " you know this bombers hor, eat le your pocket sure bomb " i was like " O.O , har ? really uh. dont eat dont eat " * drags him to another side * then i randomly added " i rather go eat haagen daaz then this bomber thingy " then he say " ok lor, go have the fondue " then i gave him a o.O look. so, we really had the fondue man. aww. damm nice luh ! budden, i prefer tcc de chocolatee =/ we were having fun luh. && boyfie was like, making my laugh like a, retard. nvr nvr nvr will i expect that. that lil lil, k lah, quite big, fondue, actually costs him $51.60 !! kao, worse than that bomber thingy. boyfie exclaims " this is our advanced 4th mth treat ^^ " anw, my heart really aches for him. LOL. aft the fabulous FONDUE dinner, headed to e zone. cos he wanna play the pool. budden, full table. instead, he changed his $20 over tokens = = && he played the machine that grabs stuff toys. its really effing difficult to grab the toy luh. budden, boyfie jus spent for like, a few dollars to grab that cute hamster ! aft that, he headed to another machine. spent over a few dollars && grab that pink froggy. orh. ITS SWEET ! boyfie, i'll cherish it definitely [: oh oh, quite a number of pple wanted boyfie to help them as well. but failed = = liked i said, its DIFFICULT ! went home at ard 10.35. boyfie sent me home. reached home, he chatted with my mum about the " air con " stuffs. talking logics to her. && he went home like ard 1am lor. k lah, over all i enjoyed my date with boyfie ^^ thanks for making my day. && finally ! i BOUGHT MY $169 GUESS BAG ! WHICH I EYED ON IT FOR SO FUGGING LONGGGGGG. happy. oh, photos will be uploaded in my next post. cos i cant seemed to shift the photos here. don know why. Friday, May 2, 2008
i sprained my lil toe ]: && it hurts badly thou. anw anw, went out with ade && alysha on weds. lunched at newyork newyork. the food was, alright. the service was, yucky. aft lunch, went to watch hansel && gretel with ade wifey. the movie was nice [: walked home. && left my hse again at ard 6.45 went to compasspoint with boyfie && mum. dinner, shopped ard. craps ard. bored, bused to aunt's hse to mahjong again. till like 2am. nth much also luhs. ysd, mahjong again lor. today, study lor. my everyday, is like, so same = = my 9.18pm post : BOYFIE FORGOT ALL BOUT ME !! ]: |
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