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You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

reached home.
what a sunday without kiat boyfie.
aww. misses him luh.
travelled to aunt's house in the morning.
slacked till evening, then my dad drove us home.
BORING sunday.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

i want everything to be sweeet.
sweeeet sweeeet l0veeee.
-.-
oh well, went for class today.
as usual lor. with all the ah nehs~
surprisingly, wu ye went for the morning class.
* stunned *
watched videos. procedures of making sauces like mayonnaise.
after school, went to kiat's boyfie house.
cos his mum cooked lunch for us.
i lovee the fried rice [:
after lunch, i slept on his bed.
was damm tired lor.
then went home at ard 4 plus. also nothing much to blog.
i just read her blog.
then realised that, the both of them were so sweet luh =/
envious. HAHA.
oh wells. what a life.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

kiat boyfie, i misses u so so so effing much.
yeaaa, i just met u ysd.
just suddenly misses him alot luh =x
oh wells.
school as usual BORING.
lecturer showed us several videos.
" hell's kitchen "
now then i realised all the cooks work under pressure.
how pathetic uh ?
sigh.
boring ~

Sunday, March 23, 2008

free to blog now [:
enjoyed my day with kiat boyfie && my little cousin, shumin.
went to hougang mall.
then headed to library.
kinda bored thou =x
so, kiat boyfie suggested to go timezone.
then i sian1/2.
cos i seriously dont like arcade luh. so damm effing noisy.
but still, i tagged along =x
played && get points in order to exchange some stuffs.
$10 - 1 twistie && a grape mentos.
LOL.
headed to popular, sweet kiat boyfie bought shumin a friction pen && a highlighter.
a kid like her must be very delighted [:
shu min claims that it is her first time she entering the arcade.
oh well, i can say that, they both can click very well -.-
bought kfc && some junk foods && headed back.
played all the way. laughing from end to end.
you know what ?
its my first time going out with my bf && my little cousin.
i feel very cosy [: , sweeet.
thanks [[:

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

just a post.
a while more later, i'll be in bed [:
hmm. life as usual.
went to school. ended at 1pm.
bought egg tarts for kiat boyfie.
took mrt to white sands station.
cabbed to kiat boyfie's house.
then kai sun zi called me -.-
asshole. now then tell me u going chalet. TOO LATE LIAO LA ~
anw, see when free lor then meet u up [:
had CHAOS at kiat boyfie's house.
WRESTLING !
oh well, then maple a while. ma de. so long nvr play.
maple skills dropped drastically. pathetic.
then tio scolding ]:
chatting on phone with kiat boyfie now.
oh well, he be going out with zy ltr.
playing mahjong ba. asshole.
LOL !
tmr got school again. with all the ah nehs ~
sian sian. yeaa, i should socialise with them.
but how to ? i feel so weird =/
i'm not being racist here luh. lol.
oh well, chatting online with gabriel now.
shall update more tmr. buh byes ~

Monday, March 17, 2008

finally i can update my blog -.-
due to some lagging probs with my com.
oh well.
woke up at 8.00 today.
having lessons at 10.00.
after bathing, saw kiat boyfie's call.
smsed him.
the moment he called back, my door bell rang.
mum went to answer the door.
saw a mac deliveryman, she said " we didnt make any delivery "
in the end, its kiat boyfie who made the delivery.
how sweet of him [:
he paid by credit card -.- si bei rich.
anw, THANKS ALOT !
my favourite big breakfast with hotpancakes. damm nice.
went to school happily then.
realised thay i'm the only cheena in class -.-
all the cheenas are going for afternoon's class.
2-5pm. i dont want to. so late lor.
but morning class, very bored lor.
no one to talk too.
isolated -.-
at there emo emo. all ah neh~
LOL.
thats all le.
nothing much also.

kiatboyfie,thanksforeverything[:

Sunday, March 16, 2008

damm.
i'm so freakingly tired, but i am still very awake.
oh well, shall say what happened today luh.
mum woke me up at 9.30.
went out to pek kio to have our breakfast at ard 10.30.
had kuey chap. NICE [:
kiat boyfie wanna meet me after he help cong helm.
so, he will be meeting me after that.
oh well, headed to IMM.
wah. changed alot thou.
the shops && all.
but i cant seemed to find my bookstore ]:
sadness~
went walking ard with my cousin,shumin.
our first shopping trip together. just the two of us -.-
whereas the rest of them went looking ard for furnitures.
had mac flurry, cos i craves for it.
heh heh.
after IMM, went to vivo city.
FINALLY shumin got herself a handphone -.-
just a primary 5 kid -.-
fortunate aint she ?
cos singnet is currently having a promotion for kids aged 5-15.
one month only $8.95
worthwhile lor.
after that, kiat boyfie came && looked for us.
meanwhile, saw ade wifey with vivian the third party && two other unknowns.
LOL.
stunned.
fated to meet her. ta pai go shopping will see wifey de.
DESTINED. MUACKS !
went to toys r us. MADNESS !
just between me &% uncle poh.
his funny acts really made me gone insane.
laughing just like an idiot.
maybe worse than that ?
oh well, enjoyed my day afterall.
monday BLUES !
speaking of tmr, damm. moodless.
MONDAY BLUEEEES!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

alright, guess my blog is rotting.
went to school as usual.
raining for the past few days.
almost everyday also rain.
really spoils my mood thou.
but i kinda like the cooling weather [:
finally, tmr is saturday.
dont have to attend any classes.
i like it [:
oh well, kiat boyfriend came to my house after playing his snooker at safra with shenrui.
he brought some of his clothes here -.-
so that next time he can bathe at my house && change his clothes as well.
LOL.
my mum say he " sot "
had kfc for dinner.
the most sucky one ever.
spoilt my appetite.
&& kiat boyfriend says cong helped to train my maple char.
from 80 - 88 -.-
A DAY HOR.
cong wanna lvl 90 by today before he sleep.
maniac, but thanks anyway [:
oh well, nothing much to update also.
sleepy now, so good night =x

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

finally i have the mood to update my blog.
&& to the dearest jACQUELINE, i dont wan any sex services.
so, stop pestering me using my name -.- asshole.
another brainless idiot.
anw, life is a so so for me.
i'm getting more && more no confidence towards my r/s
have been thinking loads of stuffs recently.
like for so effing emo.
make myself sad for nth.
tmr, mum's actual birthday, accompanying her to town.
may be meeting my friends as well if possible.
oh well, nothing much to say further either.
good nights then ~

Saturday, March 8, 2008

sad.
disappointment ?
everything changed le.
nth will remains the same.
i feel so isolated.

guess i'm free to update my blog now ?
had a really long day today.
morning went for class.
&& happy 2nd mth kiat boyfriend [:
class ends at 1.
meet up with ade wifey at white sands inter.
headed to cityhall and meet both nigel && dwight.
yuki is late. as usual =x
HAHA.
went walking ard at suntec. then went to the IT fair.
damm crowd lor.
nigel bought a new mp3 player -.-
rich liao lor.
oh yeaa, and i passed him his old mp3 player.
cos ysd he left it in my bag. damm him.
after suntec.
went to tm && meet up with kiat boyfriend.
another one, LATE COMER !
went dinner at sakae. HIS TREAT !
thanks uh [:
had a filling meal.
headed home then.
upon hearing on what kiat boyfriend said this morning.
i'm afraid that the same thing might happened on me ?
i'm always trying ways && ways to make him jealous.
cos pl says, if he is jealous, means that he care for you ?
naive meh ?
treat it as now ?
he said he'd call me after his shower.
thats like, 20 mins ago ?
not even a single call.
i may be dozing off at any moment.
sighh.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

i gonna fark the msn man.
keep logging in && out.
machiam funfair lor. ma de.
anw, went for class today.
communicate more with my classmates.
made friends with wu ye(if i'm not wrong) && sky.
the rest, i dont really know their names well thou.
time shall be all then [:
class isnt that bad afterall.
oh well, went to tam inter && meet up with nigel.
damm him, he is so freaking late.
i waited for like 30 mins ?
aint sure.
took 31 & went back to school to take our cert.
meet up with the funky punk yuki outside our school gate.
went to take our cert, && off we go to campus haven !
nigel wanted to go cafe 1 instead, but, i psycho him !
i miss miss miss the foods there.
especially the mocha ice cream, the nice creamy aroma.
went to tm to meet my wifey [:
went shopping ard. i wanna buy the cj7 stuff toy !
but seemed like it is out of stock.
sadness~
had ICE CREAM AGAIN !
fattening lor.
went home && had my dinner with my parents.
oh well, tmr will be another long day i guess.
but i'm looking forward [:

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

ass luh.
today kup sway can.
ma ma de.
skipped school.
went movie with kiat boyfie, watched the eye.
errrr. not scary, but the sound effects. POWER lor.
after movie, headed home.
alighted at my stop.
raining heavily. lifted my umbrella && walk towards the traffic.
ASS LAH !
a car jus drove thru, && there's a puddle of water.
* SPLASHED *
i was drenched then -.-
ji tao is sian 1/2 lor.
i was like scolding @#$%%##$%@
really very dulan mah. ma de.
i thought i can only see the splashing scene in tv only.
those very suay scenarios.
actually happened on me ~!
ass

Sunday, March 2, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY ~!

my blog seemed so dead.
oh well, tmr school reopens le.
new start, make new friends from cmsm.
hopefully it shall be a successful course uh [:
but, not really looking forward thou =x
nervous.
alot of things have been troubling me lately.
tons && tons of problems seemed to be heading towards me.
today, went celebrating with my relatives on my mum's birthday.
she got older =x
&& i ought to be more sensible.
chatting with ade ah bor on the phone right now.
reminiscing bout our past.
memorable yet funny [:

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Sunday, March 30, 2008 reached home. what a sunday without kiat boyfie. aww. misses him luh. travelled to aunt's house in the morning. slacked till evening, then my dad drove us home. BORING sunday. Thursday, March 27, 2008 i want everything to be sweeet. sweeeet sweeeet l0veeee. -.- oh well, went for class today. as usual lor. with all the ah nehs~ surprisingly, wu ye went for the morning class. * stunned * watched videos. procedures of making sauces like mayonnaise. after school, went to kiat's boyfie house. cos his mum cooked lunch for us. i lovee the fried rice [: after lunch, i slept on his bed. was damm tired lor. then went home at ard 4 plus. also nothing much to blog. i just read her blog. then realised that, the both of them were so sweet luh =/ envious. HAHA. oh wells. what a life. Wednesday, March 26, 2008 kiat boyfie, i misses u so so so effing much. yeaaa, i just met u ysd. just suddenly misses him alot luh =x oh wells. school as usual BORING. lecturer showed us several videos. " hell's kitchen " now then i realised all the cooks work under pressure. how pathetic uh ? sigh. boring ~ Sunday, March 23, 2008 free to blog now [: enjoyed my day with kiat boyfie && my little cousin, shumin. went to hougang mall. then headed to library. kinda bored thou =x so, kiat boyfie suggested to go timezone. then i sian1/2. cos i seriously dont like arcade luh. so damm effing noisy. but still, i tagged along =x played && get points in order to exchange some stuffs. $10 - 1 twistie && a grape mentos. LOL. headed to popular, sweet kiat boyfie bought shumin a friction pen && a highlighter. a kid like her must be very delighted [: shu min claims that it is her first time she entering the arcade. oh well, i can say that, they both can click very well -.- bought kfc && some junk foods && headed back. played all the way. laughing from end to end. you know what ? its my first time going out with my bf && my little cousin. i feel very cosy [: , sweeet. thanks [[: Tuesday, March 18, 2008 just a post. a while more later, i'll be in bed [: hmm. life as usual. went to school. ended at 1pm. bought egg tarts for kiat boyfie. took mrt to white sands station. cabbed to kiat boyfie's house. then kai sun zi called me -.- asshole. now then tell me u going chalet. TOO LATE LIAO LA ~ anw, see when free lor then meet u up [: had CHAOS at kiat boyfie's house. WRESTLING ! oh well, then maple a while. ma de. so long nvr play. maple skills dropped drastically. pathetic. then tio scolding ]: chatting on phone with kiat boyfie now. oh well, he be going out with zy ltr. playing mahjong ba. asshole. LOL ! tmr got school again. with all the ah nehs ~ sian sian. yeaa, i should socialise with them. but how to ? i feel so weird =/ i'm not being racist here luh. lol. oh well, chatting online with gabriel now. shall update more tmr. buh byes ~ Monday, March 17, 2008 finally i can update my blog -.- due to some lagging probs with my com. oh well. woke up at 8.00 today. having lessons at 10.00. after bathing, saw kiat boyfie's call. smsed him. the moment he called back, my door bell rang. mum went to answer the door. saw a mac deliveryman, she said " we didnt make any delivery " in the end, its kiat boyfie who made the delivery. how sweet of him [: he paid by credit card -.- si bei rich. anw, THANKS ALOT ! my favourite big breakfast with hotpancakes. damm nice. went to school happily then. realised thay i'm the only cheena in class -.- all the cheenas are going for afternoon's class. 2-5pm. i dont want to. so late lor. but morning class, very bored lor. no one to talk too. isolated -.- at there emo emo. all ah neh~ LOL. thats all le. nothing much also. kiatboyfie,thanksforeverything[: Sunday, March 16, 2008 damm. i'm so freakingly tired, but i am still very awake. oh well, shall say what happened today luh. mum woke me up at 9.30. went out to pek kio to have our breakfast at ard 10.30. had kuey chap. NICE [: kiat boyfie wanna meet me after he help cong helm. so, he will be meeting me after that. oh well, headed to IMM. wah. changed alot thou. the shops && all. but i cant seemed to find my bookstore ]: sadness~ went walking ard with my cousin,shumin. our first shopping trip together. just the two of us -.- whereas the rest of them went looking ard for furnitures. had mac flurry, cos i craves for it. heh heh. after IMM, went to vivo city. FINALLY shumin got herself a handphone -.- just a primary 5 kid -.- fortunate aint she ? cos singnet is currently having a promotion for kids aged 5-15. one month only $8.95 worthwhile lor. after that, kiat boyfie came && looked for us. meanwhile, saw ade wifey with vivian the third party && two other unknowns. LOL. stunned. fated to meet her. ta pai go shopping will see wifey de. DESTINED. MUACKS ! went to toys r us. MADNESS ! just between me &% uncle poh. his funny acts really made me gone insane. laughing just like an idiot. maybe worse than that ? oh well, enjoyed my day afterall. monday BLUES ! speaking of tmr, damm. moodless. MONDAY BLUEEEES! Saturday, March 15, 2008 alright, guess my blog is rotting. went to school as usual. raining for the past few days. almost everyday also rain. really spoils my mood thou. but i kinda like the cooling weather [: finally, tmr is saturday. dont have to attend any classes. i like it [: oh well, kiat boyfriend came to my house after playing his snooker at safra with shenrui. he brought some of his clothes here -.- so that next time he can bathe at my house && change his clothes as well. LOL. my mum say he " sot " had kfc for dinner. the most sucky one ever. spoilt my appetite. && kiat boyfriend says cong helped to train my maple char. from 80 - 88 -.- A DAY HOR. cong wanna lvl 90 by today before he sleep. maniac, but thanks anyway [: oh well, nothing much to update also. sleepy now, so good night =x Wednesday, March 12, 2008 finally i have the mood to update my blog. && to the dearest jACQUELINE, i dont wan any sex services. so, stop pestering me using my name -.- asshole. another brainless idiot. anw, life is a so so for me. i'm getting more && more no confidence towards my r/s have been thinking loads of stuffs recently. like for so effing emo. make myself sad for nth. tmr, mum's actual birthday, accompanying her to town. may be meeting my friends as well if possible. oh well, nothing much to say further either. good nights then ~ Saturday, March 8, 2008 sad. disappointment ? everything changed le. nth will remains the same. i feel so isolated. guess i'm free to update my blog now ? had a really long day today. morning went for class. && happy 2nd mth kiat boyfriend [: class ends at 1. meet up with ade wifey at white sands inter. headed to cityhall and meet both nigel && dwight. yuki is late. as usual =x HAHA. went walking ard at suntec. then went to the IT fair. damm crowd lor. nigel bought a new mp3 player -.- rich liao lor. oh yeaa, and i passed him his old mp3 player. cos ysd he left it in my bag. damm him. after suntec. went to tm && meet up with kiat boyfriend. another one, LATE COMER ! went dinner at sakae. HIS TREAT ! thanks uh [: had a filling meal. headed home then. upon hearing on what kiat boyfriend said this morning. i'm afraid that the same thing might happened on me ? i'm always trying ways && ways to make him jealous. cos pl says, if he is jealous, means that he care for you ? naive meh ? treat it as now ? he said he'd call me after his shower. thats like, 20 mins ago ? not even a single call. i may be dozing off at any moment. sighh. Thursday, March 6, 2008 i gonna fark the msn man. keep logging in && out. machiam funfair lor. ma de. anw, went for class today. communicate more with my classmates. made friends with wu ye(if i'm not wrong) && sky. the rest, i dont really know their names well thou. time shall be all then [: class isnt that bad afterall. oh well, went to tam inter && meet up with nigel. damm him, he is so freaking late. i waited for like 30 mins ? aint sure. took 31 & went back to school to take our cert. meet up with the funky punk yuki outside our school gate. went to take our cert, && off we go to campus haven ! nigel wanted to go cafe 1 instead, but, i psycho him ! i miss miss miss the foods there. especially the mocha ice cream, the nice creamy aroma. went to tm to meet my wifey [: went shopping ard. i wanna buy the cj7 stuff toy ! but seemed like it is out of stock. sadness~ had ICE CREAM AGAIN ! fattening lor. went home && had my dinner with my parents. oh well, tmr will be another long day i guess. but i'm looking forward [: Wednesday, March 5, 2008 ass luh. today kup sway can. ma ma de. skipped school. went movie with kiat boyfie, watched the eye. errrr. not scary, but the sound effects. POWER lor. after movie, headed home. alighted at my stop. raining heavily. lifted my umbrella && walk towards the traffic. ASS LAH ! a car jus drove thru, && there's a puddle of water. * SPLASHED * i was drenched then -.- ji tao is sian 1/2 lor. i was like scolding @#$%%##$%@ really very dulan mah. ma de. i thought i can only see the splashing scene in tv only. those very suay scenarios. actually happened on me ~! ass Sunday, March 2, 2008 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY ~! my blog seemed so dead. oh well, tmr school reopens le. new start, make new friends from cmsm. hopefully it shall be a successful course uh [: but, not really looking forward thou =x nervous. alot of things have been troubling me lately. tons && tons of problems seemed to be heading towards me. today, went celebrating with my relatives on my mum's birthday. she got older =x && i ought to be more sensible. chatting with ade ah bor on the phone right now. reminiscing bout our past. memorable yet funny [:
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go