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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
我爱你 不是爱给别人看 nice song [: dont know what to update. ysd went to meet sun zi && his friend with kiat boyfriend. went to woodlands. play lan -.- cos kiat boyfriend wanna zak. in the end, boh helm. anw, cheer up. got other chances de. sun zi uh, thanks for the songs [: kinda emo, but nice. hehe. appreciated. next week school reopens le. sian la. Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i'm a bad girlfriend ]: Sunday, February 24, 2008
ai de yue shen, tong de gen shen. i'm too much. demanding too much from him. i'm used to seeing his face almost everyday. 2 days, not meeting him. seemed so weird. i felt so uneasy. i urge to see his face. i wanted to tell him " i wanna see you " those words that comes from my heart , are not coming out from my mouth. next week, school reopens le. so, this is my one last week of slacking. i would like to spend my everyday with joy [: i wanna make my everyday meaningful. cos, when my sch reopens. i dont think i can have my own time. 12 modules, with THICK textbooks. attachment again. i really really really wanna do something for him. but, it get worsen. things like " yes, i wanna meet you now " turned out to be " nvm, meet up some other days " or else is, my parents forbid me from going out. each time, when this happens, my heart aches. sour sour sour && MORE SOUR . my attitude towards him, really very core. always & always i wanted to make things better. but, its not how i wanted it to be. i'll just show him my attitude, and make myself feel bad. distance ... Thursday, February 21, 2008
shall blog now le. my blog uh, seemed so dead can. omfg. anw,i planned to take private diploma. in my cousin's newly opened school at sims avenue. i'll take hotel management [: just a 1 year course thou. then i'll upgrade myself more. rather than staying at home doing nothing more pleasant than studying [[: oh well, went to catch a movie with ade ah bor. the L movie lor. ratings : alright lor compared to death note 2. obviously, death note is much more better =x after movie, faster cab home le. then ass boyfriend, miracle sia. reached my house first. LOL. had steamboat for dinner. after dinner, go pong pong, saw him sleeping on my bed. i also feel like sleeping le. then slp liao. till like 10.30. damm funny. && now, i'm so energetic =x Wednesday, February 20, 2008
just woke up. cant sleep any longer luh. sigh. had a really bad day yesterday. i've made my mum utterly disappointed in me. thinking back then, i felt guilty. i'm such a bad child. i didnt spare a thought for them. so selfish of me. i will study, && certainly will. but where ? so emo. everything seemed so wrong. its not like how it used to be. Sunday, February 17, 2008
just finished watching 881 abit slow luh =x pl watch le i haven watch. haha. damm bored. dont knw what to update leh. life as usual lor. sian sian de. i wanna go out tmr. anyone ? monday,tuesday, or be it weekends. almost the same lor. make no difference de. making a decision, afraid that it might be a wrong choice. sigh. stress lahh. Saturday, February 16, 2008
just reached home. went to sentosa with ass boyfriend, my parents, xiaoyi && family. the chun jie hua hui . err, quite sian de lor. cos dont really have much flowers there also. then sat at the sky riding. TMD scary lor =x at first luh. i wearing sandal sumore. then scared ltr dropped. then hoseh liaos. haha i was very careful then. lifted my legs high up. to prevent it from dropping =x ass boyfriend ask me to sit de. actually i dont want to. cos i'm afraid of heights. nvm, overcome liao. thanks [[: after that went to sit the monorail to vivo then back to sentosa. wu liao de. cos i tired liaos. reached sentosa , they decided to go mount faber to have a look. went there, no parking then sent ass boyfriend home. us ? back to home sweet home [[: Friday, February 15, 2008
suddenly, very sad leh. dont know why. emo sia. shi wo xiang tai duo . . . sighh. disappointed why do couples quarrel ? whenever the fcking quarrels stuffs came in. i dont initiate to apologise. girls, pampered behaviour, spoilt, asser. a word SORRY, seemed so difficult. it used to be. at the age 13 - 16 . thinking : quarrel uh ? then quarrel lor, if he wants, he apologise lah, also nt my fault what . i dont know hw to give in then. a very carefree thinking, in a very immatured manner. ass boyfriend, its my first time saying sorry to you. yes, you may think that i dont mean it. let me tell you, whatever i say. i do mean it. i say sorry, becos, i feel sorry that i cant accompany you today. i feel sorry that i gave you my atrocious attitude. i feel sorry that i did not understand you. but, pls understand me. i'm not that sort of girls, who can go out everytime, or be it later than 10. my curfew. my consequences. i would like you to understand. and yes, your ex may be much more better than me. you asked me try not to mentioned HIM in front of you. i tried. did you ? u'r always saying, my ex uh, do better. she wont this, she wont that. alright, a very understanding girl. why do girls get manipulate by guys ? firstly, love you too much. secondly, respect you. lastly, they cant afford to lose you. but this, doesnt mean that i dont love you. can i at least request you something ? stop mentioning her when u'r with me. feeling so upset right now man. i realised, i changed a little. Thursday, February 14, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ~!!! anw, just woke up. had a great night with ass boyfriend ysd. a very romantic night lor. he is the FIRST guy who done that for me. effing gan dong siol [[: he reached my hse at 11.30? && finishes at ard 3 plus. xie xie ni [: went home at ard 4 am. really very sweet lor. SWEETER than me =/ actually, he had all the candles arranged by the pathway. but, it was windy ysd night, cannot complete it. but anw, SINCERITY that counts. && i really love it loads. ass boyfriend, thank you for your everything [: u're the sweetest guy ever. iloveyou  Wednesday, February 13, 2008
so bored -.- stayed at home. effing sian. nothing to do. i hate to be cope up at home. yeaaaaa, my parents are very happy duh. ahhh. i stay at home also do nothing. i'd rather go out gaigai lor =x si bei sian siaaa. chatted with adelyn ah bor jus now. pl now going life saving training le -.- sian lah. anyone, i need work pls. intro intro intro hor. jus tag me if there's any jobs available. cos i need it urgently. i dont wanna stay at home always -.- its like hell. ahhhh ~! time to update my blog -.- went for valentine's shopping spree with ade ah bor [: er, maybe i'm jus not sweet enough luh/ but sincerity that counts yea ? haha. oh well, went to suntec. k boxing [: wah, we were so high man. sang until, break voice -.- so man can ? after that, went toys r us, heh heh. shant say. elsa, it'll be obvious =x then went looking ard lor. walk walk see see. dont knw what to buy. cos too many things. k, shant say out much. heh heh. went to bugis after that. cos ah bor wanna buy her tights. after that, met ass boyfriend after his movie with clemen & friends. then, go home le. WORST PART. tmd. my post uh, ta pai will have my parents uh. i'm jus 15 mins late home. cbbb. plugged out my com cables, disabled my phone. confiscated my 2 phones -.- tmd la. damm dulan. budden, used to it. sinces i cant use my com, cant use my phone. i shall spend my time wrapping up ass boyfriend's gift instead -.- after wrapping, i went to my mum's room && use her room's tele to phone him. && i start complaining, in a very calm way [: sweet ass boyfriend then suggested that he lend me his spare phone. using his brother's unused line. wah. he said he will be meeting me at ard 12.30. kao, zhun lor. 12.30 really reach. haha. then i invited him in, asked him to attach the cables to my com [: hahaha. gan dong siol. anw, ASS BOYFRIEND ! i spent the whole day looking for a gift. u spent just one night. no matter hw sweet is your gift, mine is always SWEETER [: ah la, sincerity that counts =p anw, valentine's is tmr. PS: to my dearest bo xim gm, I AINT JEALOUS OK ! heh, thanks for tagging me. got xim liao =x ADVANCED HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL !!! Monday, February 11, 2008
I'M SO FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING DULAN LUH ! NNB LA. FUCK THIS WORLD LA. KNN. CBBBB ~!!!#%$%^&%&@ SI BEI FUGGING DULAN WITH MY MOTHER. idiot lah. dont want say liao lah. effing fucking fucking dulan. y she like that one ? everything also wanan check. might as well pay for a PI right ? dont trust me then ask pl come check lah. nb. fuck lor. ta pai intrude my privacy. what she wants sia? this check there check. might as well lock me at home. ah. she wish to do so luh. fuck lah. i just wanna do the things i like. i'm not doing any misdeeds what. go pl house burn houses or rob bank ? else what ? go gangfight uh? pls lah. drama sia. sometimes, i really dont know what the fuck is in her brain. perhaps its polluted by some good friends of hers. the GOSSIPERS. whatever. anw, went to ass boyfriend's house. his mum gave me an ang bao. thanks [: had fun. well, couple wrestling luh -.- ahhh lah. dont know lah. sian1/2 feel like blogging le [: oh well. went out today. with my parents in the noon till evening. after that, went to ass boyfriend's house to have dinner. his mum invited me. anw, thanks alot. nice dinner thou [: enjoyed ; back home late. dad gave me a lecture as usual. talk some sense to me. all logics -.- then, i emo lor. dont know why. i'm a swinger. haha. suddenly, i think alot alot alot. asked myself tons of questions. what i want ? in the end, i realised that, i dont even know what i'm heading for. i just live my day, one after another. day after day. i wanted to speak up to my parents. in another hand, i dont know how to approach them. they are great parents. but way too protective towards me. i'm afraid, i cant hang on much longer. wanted to tell ass boyfriend how i feel. but seemed like he is too busy over earning maple mesos -.- in order to buy more GODLY stuffs. oh well. thats my life? how pathetic uh. Thursday, February 7, 2008
not sleepy leh. dont know why. then decided to blog eventually [: anw, shalyn jie, thanks for the advise u given me. i realised that, what u said was quite true. i aint the jacqueline u used to know. i changed ? haha. MORE GROWN UP ! i shall then take it as a compliment [: tmr is new year day 2. my aunts && uncles will be coming over. it will be very crowd i guess. haha. we are the HOSTS ! kinda misses ass boyfriend le. yea, i'm serious . which is true. life uh, so meaningless. not valuable at all. perhaps i haven find my goal towards life? yea, i shall start now. Been thinking about making a change in your life? Stop thinking and start doing! oh well, that whats my horoscope says? haha. superstitous uh ? sometimes, this kinda things, better believe. no harm also mah. ahhh. so bored -.- Wednesday, February 6, 2008
shall update my blog luh. now then i realised my blog is so dead -.- sorry guys. was busying nowadays. many unhappy events happened within this few days. shant blog out. cos, i dont feel like . anyway, its already over&& i'm glad that he forgave me. its really selfish of me. i didnt spare a thought for him. ass boyfie, i'm sorry [: from now onwards, i'll cherish u. hehe. GRATS TO ME !! chiong to lvl 70 le. less than a month lor. happy for myself. kinda stupid thou. HAHA. hopefully, 4th job luh. ADD OIL ! tmr new year le. so damm fuggin fast. new year seemed so boring this year. cos, my grandpa just past away. as tradition, i cant celebrate my new year -.- lame lor. i can only visit my relatives. i cant say " gong xi fa cai " either. cant take mandarin oranges also. so sian hor ? BUT ! i can take ang paos !!! my parents cant distribute ang paos. wahhh. like that, i earn leh =x anw, ass boyfie, i really do love you. dont doubt me pls [: sorry for all the misdeeds i've done . i dont mean it. really. woaini <33 |
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