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Jacqueline
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
ass boyfriend, 我不配 suddenly, emo. many many ways, 我不配. be it looks or character. 我不配. 一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给. whee ~ just woke up. damm effing fugging HAPPY ! haha. i was feeling down ysd. becos of some conflicts with my dad. but yes, qiqi && ass boyfie came && look for me. gan dong lor =x thanks guys. qiqi - my bestie wifey in maple. haha. aint childish lor. anw, sat outside my gate at first. then they went to buy cup noodles. cos all of us were feeling hungry. haha. then, i secretly invited them in =x hahaha. when to my room. MADNESS~ enjoyed lor. then ass boyfie, i forced him to put on the black lollipop earring. at first he dont want to. then i say " k, nvm lor " haha. then he agreed to put on !! omfg. he looked so cute can. his ear hole hor, cmi liao lor. closing le. then he forced to put in the stud ~.~ i dont dare to see sia. so, omg luh. sry ass boyfie =x anw, u still LOOK CUTE ! dont take out hor =x hahaha. i was really happy ysd night. then ard 5.15 they went off le. in case my dad woke up. so sneaky. haha. guess they'r still in their beds now. haha. XIE XIE NI MEN ! [: Wednesday, January 30, 2008
ok. shall update my blog now. effing sian lor. tmd. just reached home. not in a really good mood as usual. anw, can anyone grant me a no 24hrs parents ? ANYONE? just one day will do. felt so fcuked up. what to say uh ? no life lor. at home doing nth also. are guys always the same? does they mean what they say ? why do girls always get upsets because of guys? sometimes, they do say things which are hurting. but they didnt realised. shant say out hw i feel uh. else it will be very obvious [: i dont wanna quarrel again luh. anw, when with ass boyfie for MDIS talk. ahh la, bo liao one lor. waste time de. after that accompanied him for a hair cut. looks cool, but a bit ah beng -.- HE IS ONE uh =x after that, went to his house. he wanted to change. then then, come my house le. cos my dad. fck him. dont want talk bout him.SKIPPED. actually also nothing much lor. tell me, my doubting is wrong [: prove me wrong. Monday, January 28, 2008
guess my blog is rotting -.- alrighto, i shall start off with ysd night. was feeling dowm. little hiccups towards our relationship. shant say further. anw, met ass boyfie. had a great ride [: at first, i thought i would just go his hse to have a little talk. nvr will i expect that he actually ride me ard [: in order to cheer me up. && ya, the breezy wind indeed make me feel much more better. rode to elias mall to have dinner. ass boyfie bought me a mac flurry && mac chicken. damm nice [: so gan dong lor. haha. will you always be there for me when i needed you? had a great night. hehe. he even make the effort to buy rojak for my parents. aww. cos my mum craves for it. thanks a million [: TODAY~ he help me chiong my char. from lvl 52 - 55 xie xie ni [: AW ! && i love the piggyback riding. scary but NICE. ass boyfie piggyback me from kitchen to his room -.- i was laughing all the way. haha. night time, he came to my hse for dinner. my mum invited him. cos she cooked chicken rice. effing full. alrighto, thats bout it [: Sunday, January 27, 2008
stayed at home today. sigh. i asked my dad " what if i fail my course, hw? " dad just gave me a simple ans. private or melbourne. to study with my cousins. cos my uncle is staying there. he say, sinces i cannot study well in singapore. i should try to adapt some other surrounding. dilemma. private or melbourne? perhaps, private. i dont think i will do good in melbourne. && i will miss ass boyfriend for sure. Saturday, January 26, 2008
everything is turning sour. things aint the same before. perhaps relationships are not always that successful. i dont know if i'm doing too little or expecting too much. i kinda neglected ass boyfriend today. didnt talk much to him. can see that he is getting pissed. just one day, i'm out with my friend. he told me " i'm not going to give a damm anymore " as in, meeting him, accompanying him for dinner. if i feel like going, i go. if i dont, he wont give a damm anymore. just one day, we nvr meet. things turned this way ? u're making me guilty. yup, i'm not a good girlfriend. && maybe never will i be. i thought u'd call && ask me what happen && stuffs. u didnt. fcuked up. dad gave me curfew. i dont know why the fcuk did he do that for. for heaven's sake, i'm old enough to know what i'm doing. secondly, i dont know what am i gonna do. sinces i cant get in higher nitec. i failed. what am i suppose to do ? try to appeal? get in private? or work ? i've lost everything. seriously, i dont know what to do. ass boyfriend no longer care for me. my parents lost the trust in me. my future is ruined. i've lost my bunch of cliques. i'm left with nothing. stress, fcuked up. i'm gonna breakdown soon. i cant approach anyone. i do not have a listening ear. things are getting out of hand. forget it. i dont know what to do anymore. no more directions.no one to guide me. no one... anyone, kindly lend me your shoulder. for just a moment pls.. Friday, January 25, 2008
just reached home. met ass boyfriend just now. we patch back. after all the considerations. ass boyfriend, pls dont do that to me again. the feeling seriously sucks. he called me before our meet up. effing ass lor. crying while chatting with him on the phone. HE TEAR FOR ME ~ * happy * [: he didnt realised lor. for like 1 hour. then he decided " dont wan. dont break " [[: for the sake of ns wanna break ? indeed an ASS boyfriend -.- he said he dont wanna be selfish. he dont wanna me to wait for him. i WANT to [: dont think so much hao mah ? anw, met him for dinner. pei him to white sands. went to kfc. then walk walk. then saw peggy wokring at ice lemon tea. went to say hello. after that go home le. bus 359 is freaking me out. fcuking long lor. waited for like 20-30 mins. can die. anw, ass boyfriend, iloveyou [: just woke up. then saw his sms. i dont wish to say. he'd rather us to be friends. if thats the case. u might as well say we shouldnt even start in the first place. u chose to end becos of some minor problems. ur ns thingy for an example? what else can i say ? i do not have the rights to say no. replied him. he didnt reply. probably sleeping. i'm jus foolish Thursday, January 24, 2008
ok, shall update my blog now. sinces my ade ah bor claims that my blog is ROTTING -.- today, is the day when the O lvl results are released. some people, crying, whereas some, joy [: oh well, i wonder how my friends did . wished them good luck ahead. ass boyfriend, dont be so disappointed. your future awaits for you. everything seemed so uncertain. where is the right path ? i have been asking myself. everyone has ups & downs. joys && sorrows good things always has a end. same goes to bad things. shant talk much bout it. i'm so sentimental uh [: went to ass boyfriend's house. he damm fugging sad. so, i'll just console him. but, i cant say anything much. so useless. i dont know what to do to please him. lousy luh ? all i can say is " dont think so much, think for future " no actions done. tell me, what should i do ? i dont wanna stand by him idlely. doing nothing to cheer him up. useless. sigh. we study for the sake of studying. in other words, as well for our future. liked what i mentioned in my previous few posts. a cert speaks everything. Monday, January 21, 2008
just finished watching coffee prince. went dinner with ass boyfriend && his mom. damn effing nervous luh -.- now i know how he feel when he is having dinner with my family. haha. went to upper changi road to have our luxurious dinner. that was where my family && ass boyfriend had our dinner. its like , 2 days ago. haha. after dinner, went for a car wash. THIS IS THE FUNNIEST PART ! there's this guy. who is washing the car. wanted to ask his mum smth. then ass boyfriend lower the car's window. guess what, the water spashed in. ass boyfriend, WET ! fugging funny luh. i was there laughing like an idiot. haha. anw, thanks for the dinner [: enjoyed ; ysd mindnight. ard, 3 plus. ass boyfriend came to my house. delivered roti prata. cos i chionging maple. then halfway thru , i say, VERY HUNGRY. THEN he also steady lor. he say " k, now i go down buy prata, go ur house eat " haha. && its like 3 plus going 4 am. haha. we had our LAMPLIT dinner outside my gate -.= so "ROMANTIC" gan dong lor. thanks ass [: awww. imisshim now. very badly Saturday, January 19, 2008
i just dont like to be compared. everything also " learn from her, learn more from her " yea . i admit she can make a good girlfriend uh. sinces u craves me to learn so much from her. ok then. your choice. Friday, January 18, 2008
sometimes, i really cannot be bothered. think ass boyfriend is rather angry now ? aint sure. ysd night, he ask me " what if one day i go ns ? " within this year. perhaps year end. i dont know how to answer him. the dilemma. wanting to tell him that i'll wait. but still, he thinks that i wont. no confidence ? 2 years, there will be ups && downs for sure. i cannot predict what will happen thou. memories && all will ease my missing for you certainly. maybe i'll prove to you that i CAN wait [: but who knows what will happen 2 years down the road? i'm already 20, u'r 21 . all i can say is, i will always wait till the day you book out. i will try . its not a easy task lor. have confidence will you ? u'r always being negative. sigh. unable to meet ass boyfriend today. mom went to salon. && she expect me to stay at home. cos she claims that her friend will be coming over to pass her stuffs. fcuk. sian, he must be effing angry now luh . 2yearsdowntheroad,icannotguaranteeyouwhatwillhappen ; icanonlysay,iwillwaitforyoutillthedayyou'rout ; Voice of Jacqueline bf:Haha , hi everyone now its my turn to reply secertly x= omg hope she not angry that i came into her blog without her permission =x hmm.. although you will wait but i think its very unfair for you cause things will change everyday and your love for me will deteriorate, but this is a promise that i will love you and try to accommodate whenever is possible before i enter ns and try my best to let you love me as much as i can as this is the only solution as i always believe that "What you conceive and believe, you will achieve" i promise you down the road our love will be stronger and i wont think negatively anymore =)) Dear thanks a lot these days, i really dam happy =) always remember what i told you, "Sweet and sour makes a perfect combination and give your voice to your feelings dont let it snowball". Dear i love ya too don worry cause i am nt angry at all <3>Guys leave your footprints down by tagging her =P thanks ^^ Love Those Who Love Me Too <3 Thursday, January 17, 2008
ass . 16/01/08 : went to ass boyfriend's house. MAPLING TIME. whoo ~ bought a cash. created new acc && CHIONG UH ! [: uh huh. thanks boyfriend uh. for helping me to train my acc. what happened was, 2x starts at 1am. i was damm fugging tired. but, the 2x was on luh. bo pian, cannot sleep either. then then, he say " ah la, all go sleep lah " naive me, really thinks that, ok, i'll go to sleep. HAHA. oh well, never realise that, he is a LIAR ! IN THE END, he help me train. from lvl 20 - 28 train till next morning lor. si bei gan dong [: then at night, came my house for dinner. mom invited him. haha. funny case. TODAY ~! went tampines with my mum. er, went tm && century. bought clothes && shoes for new year. met ass boyfriend. HAHA. miracle sia. cos he told me that, he dont go for shopping. HAHA. then, pei me && mummy shopping. damn effing funny lah. [: anw, he is at my house. nua - ing as usual. what a day [: Tuesday, January 15, 2008
just woke up. still feeling effing tired && sleepy -.- * yawns * went to ass boyfriend's house ysd. A VERY TIRING DAY INDEED. cleaned his kitchen. cos he claims that there's alot of xiaoqiangs. really, alot -.= damm er xin can. && like going 1 hours ltr, finally, we finished cleaning. both of us were very freaked out. tired. sleepy. ass boyfriend wanted to go out for dinner. but, i'm too lazy to. so, i requested for a delivery [: HAHA. ordered mac delivery. a very filling meal. went home at 10.45 ass boyfriend ride me back. as usual, SCARY. oh well, going his house ltr. [: Sunday, January 13, 2008
this question. has been haunting me. just that, are u serious ? sometimes, i really dont know what u'r thinking. i dont wish to be like a fool if u dont. just finished bathing. went out with my parents today. er, went to town. dam fugging tired. i slept in metro. LOL. there's a chair. i just sat there, with the osim thingy massaging my legs. damm shiok. then went fish&&co for dinner with my parents. after that, met ass boyfriend under my block. sitting on his bike [: freakingly scary in the first place luh. went to his house. cos he haven bath -.- damm lup sup. watched avp in the meanwhile. wanted to accompany him for dinner. but my dad ask me to go home straight. for some reasons. i dont wish to state out. so, he sent me back riding his bike. * tmd scary * cos his speed very fast. macham no brake. haha. feel bad luh. sorry ass boyfriend [: wanted to invite him up for a drink. but nvm -.= ended up, he bought a spring chicken back to his home sweet home. haha. ass boyfriend, dont feel sorry bout it [: iloveyou Saturday, January 12, 2008
going out soon. way to far east with jasmine [: oh well, shall update my blog real quick. alrighto, bout ysd [: went to white sands with my mom. she wanted to have some new year shopping thou. after that, met shenrui . went to library's cafe to have his lunch. went laughing like nobody's business luh. ass boyfriend called && asked where are we. so, met him at library. then all of us headed to downtown. met zhongyi. went to ask for the chalet thingy. 3 days 2 nights - $210 not enought cash luh. tmd. went to pool. very LOL ! after that, went to lounge to have a drink. er, i had ice water. HAHA. ass boyfriend, had a very alcholic drink. aint sure whats that. drank 2 shots, && his face turned damm fugging red. after that, they sent me home. halfway thru, it rained. heavily. bo pian, i invited them to my house [: shenrui insisted to go to school to visit mr lim. so zhongyi && ass boyfriend came over. all of us were drenched. played my com & stuffs. watched youtube. " army daze" its nice [: mum treated them KFC. effing full luh. ard 11.30. they went back to their home sweet home. no luh. zhongyi went biking with his friends. ass boyfriend went home. he damm shag. HAHA. Wednesday, January 9, 2008
shall update my blog now. damm. didnt go to my aunt's bbq . cos i'm having a " slight " fever. due to ysd . cos i was DRENCHED. with ade && yihan. oh well, ysd. met up with kiat&&zhongyi. after that meet up with clarence. ass. i'm the only girl. so what lah. l0l. after that, went to meet ade. then yihan. we were drenched then. haha. shant talk much about it. TODAY. went to met kiat. accompanied him for dinner. ass lah. at first say go central eat. then say go downtown. then go white sands. tmd. DUA LIM BU. neh neh. LOL. ah laaa. tired to type longer =x photos will be uploaded tmr [: Tuesday, January 8, 2008
爱你等于拥有一片天空 任何风吹草动都有你存在其中 自然而然的轻松一路到夏天的尾声 我所谓到过于激动我们有笑容 我们曾心动 不再是无动于衷无条件为你不顾明天的安稳 为你变坚强相信你的眼神 不敢想不敢问 有一天坏的可能 无条件为你放弃单独的旅程 为你坚强就不怕牺牲 我的灵魂 如此沸腾为我爱的人 喜欢复杂还是习惯 单纯我愿尽力完成 你在我心中几分难以形容的责任 爱一个人付出才会完整 无条件 越爱就越深 永远不分 Monday, January 7, 2008
just reached home. met kiat just now. when walking ard. cause i was feeling down. yup, because of my dad. damm, he always spoil my mood as usual. hm, walked all the way heading to loyang point. chatted alot of stuffs. then " u turn" back to central. cos he wanted to have supper there. ass. he LOVES prawn mee uh. && forced me to eat that, freakingly disgusting dessert. argh. after that, he walked me home. er, something DID happened. but i'm not gonna say it out today [: till the time is ripe. heh. its time to call him. buh byes ~ Sunday, January 6, 2008
just reached home. quarrelled with my dad. now, kept sneezing like an idiot. as for now, i've got nothing more to say. lesser communication is the cause of all. whatever. perhaps i'll be meeting kiat ltr. he wanted to play pool at safra. to accompany shenrui. cos he wrking there. but seriously, i dont feel like going there. i'd rather go downtown . cos, i'm really not in a good mood luh. ass lah. a trivial matter turns to a major matter. fcuk . iknewiloveyou ; Friday, January 4, 2008
was thinking. whats my life bout ? i dont know what i'm doing . my future seemed so uncertain my mind turns off whenever my mum mentioned bout " studies " a cert speaks everything. so realistic. what so great if u have skills ? shant talk bout this man. i'll get stress up. oh well. stayed at home today . cos its raining. kiat asked me to accompany him for his lunch. but i didnt. cos i'm too lazy to move. chatted with him on the phone ysd night. talking bout the past. memorable luh. today, chatted with him && zhongyi. funny luh. ade asked me to go back to school to see the cca orientation. but i was busy with some stuffs. didnt manage to go also. suddenly very emo lor. wondering, is it 2008? time flies man. uh haa [: Thursday, January 3, 2008
OH WELL. finally i'm free to update my blog. just finished watching coffee prince. so damm nice luh. anw, went to town with mum && ade sister. reached white sands, then wei an saw me -.- i hardly recognise him lor. till he called " JACQUELINE " for several times. i turned && looked at him for like seconds, then i realised its him. HAHA. then headed to far east. && i saw that CUTE PIERCING ARTIST !! omfg. he damm cuute. HAHA. anw, bought a cardigan, cos shortage of wearing. ade bought too. went to stitch && bought a tee. when shopping luh. saw a retro pouch. $35 went to century, saw exactly the same one , $23.92 nia lor. heng uh, we haven buy. today, spent alot of $$. went to paragon to get my stuffs && pay slip. then nora && steffi working. that fairy godmother didnt work today. haha. so happy. ok luh. with ade on the phone now. she a bit sot le. gonna entertain her. buh byes ~ Tuesday, January 1, 2008
just woke up. HAPPY 2008 !! WHOOOO~~~ went to countdown ysd. && guess what. say goodbye to my long hair. cos i had it short ysd [: liked what i said, new year,new start [: i dont know who to trust now. heard different stories from different pl. ade told me that i should trust that person instead of another person. oh well, its the past. i dont wish to dwell on it anymore. so ysd, ade accompanied me to hougang for a haircut. then we went to tam to catch a movie " aliens vs predator " with kenneth && zheng xiong. er, that movie was not scary. but DISGUSTING ! after movie, saw zhongyi,shenrui,hui kai && justin outside smoking -.- zhongyi said he will come && find us ltr. so, we went to white sands for dinner. as usual, ate hong kong cafe. zheng xiong had a filling meal. HAHA. while eating, all of us were laughing,at some stuffs. hmm,went to downtown after that. way to early i guess. didnt know what to do. so,met up with kenneth's frens. mel && guys. meet up with yihan. FINALLY COUNTDOWN !! all of us were so high. omfg. dancing && stuffs. screaming. && saw mel breakdancing with his fren -.- then a malay came for a vs. damm funny. me && ade was like watching until. so engrossed. HAHA. decided to go home eventually. tired. so, kenneth,zhengxiong && leonard sent us home. THANKS GUYS ! had a great time. oh, before that, saw lawrence . he was like shouting " AH JI !! " - SISTER IN HOKKIEN. i was like : -.- he was smoking away with his frens. those people with horrible tattoos. even one had a tattoo on his head -.- && lawrence, as usual. asked me" WHERE'S MY PREZZIE?" haha. funny luh. aww. NEW YEAR NEW START !! eh, wait wait. zhongyi didnt meet us -.- till just now, he smsed me && say ysd got prob thats why didnt come down. then i replied him. then he called me -.- he is still on the line now. anw, AH ZHONG ! dont sad luh. stop the fightings && stuffs. new year leh [: cheer up. |
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