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Jacqueline
Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
BOO ! just reached home. thanks ade sister for consoling me [: && thanks to gabriel kor for cheering me up too [: i feel so much much better. overall i didnt waste my off day. well, went to white sands after ade's school. kinda lame luh. cos raining mah. wanted to go beach. but raining. so went to white sands instead. whoooots ~ i spent alot alot of money $_$ went hong kong cafe to eat. spent $28.80 bought a mascara $14.90 then bought a friendship slipper keychain with ade $1.50 && i bought earrings. ah laa. alot LOL . we went crazy over there. though it just white sands. nth to walk. so we just walk walk see see luff luff. seemed like boyfie is kinda dulan now. i've got nth much to say. but, i'm feeling better. dont worry so much bout me. tmr onwards will be working till midnight. so, boyfie, take care ya. TAKE CARE ADE SISTER ! must miss me hor [: a lonely 2nd mth. thought of meeting him today. so, i took off. in the end, didnt meet up also. cos he is tired. nvm. just wasted my off day. after today, i'll be working till midnight for like 4 days. sigh. sad. haven meet him for like 1 week plus ? i dont think he even realise. && its raining now. i feel like going out. but, none of my friends are free. plus its raining, who wants to go out ? maybe i shouldnt take my off yea ? shud have just work. forget it man. i'm just gonna meet ade ltr. & its my turn to go to the beach. i wanna vent out everything. i just feel so fcuking sad. Tuesday, November 27, 2007
not feeling good. chatted with boyfie just now. for like only 10 mins ? then he go study for his test tmr . so, we hanged up. feeling so down && there's no one i can turn to. tmr, our 2nd mth. so boyfie, if u'r tired we can meet up some other days yea. i need someone to talk to me now. badly. text me, call me, meet me up or whatever. just ring me. i need someone to talk to. bb. Monday, November 26, 2007
i'm feeling so so so fcuked up. because of who ? that old fcuking bitch of cos. my dearest dearest manager of mine. omfs. what a good grade she gave me eh? FCUK HER LA. knn. du lan siol. old bitch. wanna me to help u buy fone frm my lobang ? PUI ! u wait long la * i sounded so childish man * always acting a fake self in front of me ? then back stab me behind my back ? saying this && that to my colleagues ? what a bitch u are. u aint any younger. so grow up pls [: freakingly old bitch. sickening ass man. u'r always throwing ur tantrums when u'r feeling not so good. think what ?we loves to work for u for goodness sake. get ur facts right will u ? sickening old bitch . forget about her. she is just a sickening slave frm crabtree&evelyn. what a bitch. ahhh . anw, went town with jas today. bought a mac eye liner * $27* very ex, but worth the price. c0s its very dark && i l0vee it [: after that, went walking ard. then went to paragon to gave that old bitch the form. fucker man, lost the form && i needa pass it personally to her. what a logic. anw, waited my form till 5.30. OMG. the grades she gave me really sux siol. not bad la, good remarks she given. but, whats the point ? she did it on purpose. becos of what ? she dont like me what. as if i l0vees her man. oh dude. oh well, wanted to meet boyfie but didnt. cos, i'm not in mood && i feel so fcuked up. && he cant go out either. so nvm. we shall meet up some other day. he said he wanna phone me when he reaches home. but my phone didnt ring so far. guess he's sleeping. anw, no moood to blog longer. so thats it. bb.. Sunday, November 25, 2007
ok dudes. shall update my blog now. just finished doing my presentation luh. tired man. went swimming with my dad, uncle & my cousin at choa chu kang . the swimming complex, i shall say, very big. but i still prefer www luh. omfg. my STAMINA DROPPED DRASTICALLY CAN?! ji tao si bo stamina liao. swim 3 laps, exhausting. then tio sunburnt le  my nose is so freakingly in pain . argh. i am so tired now. && i seriously feel like sleeping luh.  so tired. a bit muscle ache also. i so lousy de sia. idiot. see when free, must go training liao. arbo swim like toad. LOL . i misses boyfie badly. wanted to find him tmr. but, he wanna come find me && i feel so bad -.- reminiscing luh, i haven go find him so far lor. always he come find me de. sorry boyfie. i'm not a good gf man. cannot do anything to please u & make u happy de. anw, i'll still try  只牵你的手 就算世界有尽头  Saturday, November 24, 2007
suddenly, i feel so lost && heartpain  因为我担心你会听见我还那么难过 sinces i'm so free now. i shall blog yea didnt go out today. cos i dont know where to go. perhaps i'll go out with my parents ltr . thinking back , i haven been going out with them eversince i'm working. as in , the particular 3 of us (: boyfie, i've reflected thou. its true that i haven change much. er no, should be another way round.  haven changeu'r right. guys need pamperings just like girls do. thou i'm not good in hoaxing pl luh. i'll try. maybe i needa make the effort to go && look for u yea  maybe on monday after ur school if u dont mind. just tell me if u want to (: hm , i haven make u happy so far. yet i gave u my attitude && stuffs. just like a stubborn girl. sorry all i know is apologies. i'll change just for u (: i've always made u worry && angry. && i neglected hw u felt. all i think bout is just myself. i'm just being to selfish. didnt spare a thought for u. damm. what a lousy gf. HAHA. i really misses u now. u must be sleeping now luh. PIG is the word for u =x take care boy (: this post is all bout u man. LOL .  Friday, November 23, 2007
alrighto. shall update my blog now. since i cannot sleep for the whole night. well, ysd was my birthday (: my sweet && sour birthday. in the morning, went out with my parents to burn some offerings . er, for my ah gong . after that went to white sands to meet up with jasmine. it have been so long eversince we last went out together. OMFG . its a really unforgettable birthday luh . she bought me a real big piglet balloon. && expect me to walk with this ard . i was like, dam dam dam paisey luh . the day before , me && steffi was luffing at this girl holding a big elmo balloon at cine. now, it happened on me -.- ahhh la . so pai sey la. COA man. alot pl looking lor . omg. anw, went k boxing with her. she, MADNESS . kept singing that qiang qiang song. && that dog in the mv looked to retard -.= LOL. after kbox, went to meet up with zhongyi && shenrui. damm funny la. we laugh none stop. laugh in the train. anw, thanks for the birthday wishes && gifts. i appreciated it (: really thanks alot. went dinner after that. with my parents, boyfie && jasmine . at changi village. that thai restaurant. ate quite alot. OH . i'll upload the photos ltr. went home. kinda tired liao. && both boyfie and jasmine having a toys fight. i was too tired and lazy to anticipate it. LOL . they thought that i was jealous, well, i isnt -.- dont worry. last part. was quite shag. " at my friend's hse " u said. anw, i enjoyed my bd (: PHOTOS :   Thursday, November 22, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ~!!! 2211 (: Monday, November 19, 2007
friends , dont think so much. i aint tired going out with guys. i'll contact u all if i'm free . && be sure that u all dont think that i'm saying for the sake of saying. cos i'm not (: oh well , just reached home . one word, TIRED . that old bitch is working today. her mood seemed to be good. so nothing much happen . surprisingly she didnt scold me or whatsoever. && thats the first time. i was kinda shock . well , today was boring. not much customers. i almost sleep but didnt =x slept at 3.00am ysd night. cant fall asleep. then kept tossing ard lor . hm, misses laohuantian boyfie. haven meet up for 2 days . && i was like : -.- HAHA . my birthday is coming in . . . 4 more days ? dont know lar. never go count also. got birthday && no birthday also make no difference. my life is still the same luh . alrighto , tmr there's stocks. will be ending my work late. maybe at ard 11 plus or 12 plus lor. its midnight && i'll be very very very tired . anw, saw my old blog . all the memories && stuffs. so funny lor . saw the tags . more funny . its the past (: Sunday, November 18, 2007
just came back from work. that old bitch aint working today. so my day goes well . working morning shift for tmr. damn . must wake up early luh . anw, if u guys really thinks that way. i have nothing to say. i've already said how i feel . go out with my sister not tired. whereas go out with u all tired ? if u think this way, i've got nth to say further . no matter hw much i tried to explain, u all just dont understand. let it be. yeaaaa , && i admit that, i'm really too much. for treating u guys this way. i'm sorry (: nth much to say . thats all . Saturday, November 17, 2007
just came back home. celebrated my advanced birthday with ade (: thanks sis . it was really fun . we went k boxing. && really went madness over there. had our awful lunch in k box also . the previous lunch we had was better . anw, we sang the sad songs. c0s, we somehow feel sad luh. dont ask me why . after that , we sang those really high songs. until out of tune. damm funny. stand on the sofa && sang just like idiots . after k boxing at ard 3 plus. we went shopping spree. didnt really get to buy things luh . i only bought a hair spray, a foundation highlighter && thats it. well, ade gave me a tee . she made, no, she designed it. as in printing one. && i lovee it (: RedSinderella (: hahaha. copyrighted. spent my 70 over $$ . $13 - k box $5.90 - foundation highlighter $17 - hong kong cafe $10 - top up my card $4 - neoprints (: $2 - Qoo drink the rest i forgot le. kinda broke also . was smsing stanley sister also. didnt know that he has a band -.= && i thought it was a black metal band. it isnt anw. dont know what kinda band also. HAHA . anw, sorry to tian && guys. didnt meet up with u guys. cos i feel very weird. the topics && stuffs seemed very different && i feel very very extra. i dont mean anything thou . sigh. dont know what to say either. really did dua u all when u guys ask me out. i apologise. maybe a bit too overboard le . anw, sorry. nvr contact boyfie for the whole day. cos he cant use his card. so, thats it. i'll update the photos when ade is online . : these r the photos .       => so xialan meh ? Friday, November 16, 2007
alrighto . feel like blogging now (: ok, early in the morning 9.30am. laohuantian boyfie came to my hse. thats early i know. LOL . he just attend a 1 hr lesson then chao liao -.= then he came over && sleep . like a pig . lol. after that, i went for hair cutting with my mum. dyed my hair black. i mean, for the fringe. then side, dyed red. cos i seriously dont like my green color. look so disgusting. just trim lor. arbo my manager wanna say my hair again. say what " u're here to work , not here to look punk . " what a idiot comment. LOL . anw, cecelia's friend say i look gothic -.- probably becos of my eye make up. he look so dead man . LOL . anw anw, reache home at ard 4.00 ? that pig still sleeping. then chatted with tian on the phone. cos both of us were so bored. so, we chatted bout our past memories in sec sch. memorable indeed . sigh. feel terribly sad man. i misses school again. misses friends also. ah laa . . . tmr is 17th le. so fast (: oh well. now i'm free to blog (: ysd, i a bit sot la hor. after chatting with ade on the phone. i thought i can sleep after that. nvr did i know that, i kept tossing ard lor -.= then then, i went to the kitchen , wanting to get myself a drink. instead, i saw two cans of tiger beers in the fridge. then i thought i can sleep after that. then i GULP GULP lor. woah. thats a hoo ha man. i really shag until, face burning. i'm not a good drinker mah. sumore chatted with boyfriend on the phone. i sounded so, anw, i offended him luh. saying those not really unpleasant things. as in, aiyaaa. alot lor. sorry boyfriend. i didnt mean it. thou i'm a bit drunk luh. then i made him dulan =x woops. u guys must be thinking. this zha bor si bei lame siaa. midnight alone drink beeer until shag. LOL . cos i thought i can slp after that mah. anw, met boyfriend after that. he fetched me at my work place =) long long one time (: HAHA . happy (: well, hope to meet him tmr too (: can we ? Wednesday, November 14, 2007
BOO !! i'm back to blog again. HAHA . omfg. i was so dam tired ysd luh. stocks to many siol. yet that old bitch managed to skipped the stocks take. shop manager what. LOL . the stocks came at ard 8 plus. carry this && that. arranged . climb up && down. woooots. no strength sia. till 11 plus lor. reached hm dont know wht time liao. forgot. then after bathing, straight away SLEEP . it is so tiring i swear . steffi was like saying on x'mas it'll be worse. ah laa . dont think of that. it is still long. 29 nov. MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING ~ !! heh heh heh . birthday leh. mai siao siao . =( i'm missing him so damn much luh. sigh. when can we meet up again ? looks like, nxt week liao lor. BOYFRIEND !!! I MISS U LA ! Tuesday, November 13, 2007
i've no idea why i woke up so early today. && i was so darn sleepy ysd. then, just feel like blogging lor. hm , met laohuantian boyfie ysd night. he came my hse for dinner. he wanted to leave at 10. but i asked him to stay longer=x cos, i dont know when will we be meeting up again. perhaps, 1 week ltr. or 2 weeks. u'll nvr know right? so, he stayed till 11 lor. today , i'm gonna keep myself busy. so that i wont miss him so much. i wont check my phone so much to see if there's his sms or smth. i just gonna keep myself busy. do guys really cares for a girl ? that is still a question yea. girls might be sensitive . maybe a bit too over . but, why do girls care so much more than a guy does? i dont know. ah laa . nth to do -.= Sunday, November 11, 2007
work has always been tiring for me. my manager kept pin pointing me as usual. i dont know what's with that old bitch. alas, i'm used to it. she just LOVES to grumble me. spoiling my mood always. i'm not gotta kp any further. well, working morning shift for tmr. with steffi. heng lor. not with that old bitch. arbo i die there also no pl know. LOL. damm. i misses going out with my friends. those, carefree days. no pl grumble u. work, dont have to see pl face. hey old bitch, i work for the sake of earning bucks. not for the sake of seeing ur square face. idiot. well, hopefully i'll meet him tmr lor (: can i really meet boyfie tmr ? && i think i change quite a bit. always moodless. ah laaaa. hope it ends soon. i dont wanna suffer. anw, my BIRTHDAY IS COMING !! in hw many days ? no time to count =x shud i be happy or sad? sadness cause, i'm afraid that it might be a sour birthday. happy, becos, i'm getting older. HAHA. whatever it is, i'm looking forward to the brand new yr. thou its onli nov now =) seriously,i really need sumone by my side !!! ijustmissesusodamnmuch ; canwereallymeetuptmr? Saturday, November 10, 2007
yea. just reached hm frm work. so long nvr blog le. cos not free. && my cousins went back to melbourne le. kinda miss them now. but, I MISS MY BOY MORE !!!! cos, we nvr meet up. after my grandpa's funeral till now. 1 week 1 day no meet le =( damm, feel like seeing him now luh -.= really miss him loads loads loads. sigh. gotta see when free le. i really miss him loads nar -.= omg. this post is like. ALL BOUT HIM =X Wednesday, November 7, 2007
am i really very weird nowadays ? maybe i really m. i feel so too. i dont know why. i wont deny that i'm not. just that, everything is so happening. and, i'm tired of it. tired of this world. suddenly, i feel so emo. thats not me . i just misses the days i had in the past days. those crazy moments with friends. days with my grandpa. i feel so dead now. its terrible. my face is burning. my stomach cramps is aching. its always the up and down. yea, laohuantian boyfie. maybe u'r right luh. i'm so weird . blur,moodless,motionless. i wanna know the reason behind it too. i just dont know. tmr will be better. hopefully. enjoy going out with ya friends yea (: && dont worry, i'm not thinking that much. after what u said ysd night. 女孩心裡的無奈也需要點關懷 有時候的我 只想和你一樣沉默 finally i'm free to blog (: well, my grandpa passed away on thurs. and now, the funeral is over. i took off for 1 week. working on 9th nov. sigh. i really misses my grandpa. if only he didnt quit smoking. this wont happen. he have been smoking for the past years. not just a few sticks of cig. but, packets. fcuk that doctor hu told him that he can quit smoking by eating those pills. ended up to be worse. u think he can take it by eating those pills? he is already in his early 80s. brainless idiot. sigh. anw, i've already lost my grandpa. hence, i cant celebrate my birthday. i mean, i still can by going out && stuffs. but, no cutting cakes and blowing candles. looks like my BIG BIG BIRTHDAY CAKE is for nxt yr =( seriously, i misses laohuantian boyfie badly ): days w/o him is just like HELL. HAHA. alrighto. thats all. gotta prepare for ltr. cos i'll be meeting him i guess ^^ Thursday, November 1, 2007
I'M FEELING SO SO SO SO BLOOOOOOOODYYYY FCUKEDDDDDD UPPPPPPPPPPPP !!!!!!!!!!!! TMD . . . CB... SI BEI DU LAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pardon this post for all the fcuking vulgarities. i'm just feeling not so good. not a percent better. be it luh. neverwillyouknowhowifeel.canitellyouboutit? canyoukeepyourword? ineededyoubymyside. off for today. cos visiting my grandpa. by right is off tmr de. cos today not enuff pl. then bo pian . tmr needa go work le. gotta train the part timers tmr then . sigh , my grandpa is passing away any time. dad cried. mum also cried. me, same luh . i'm feeling so terrible. seriously i am. as for now, i feel like as though i'm losing my kin ones. one after another. what is this ? fooling ard with me ? fcuk . fcuking world with full of fcuking shits. fcuking logicals. fcuking doctors. leaving a old man in the hospital himself ? my uncles && aunts dont even seem to care. WORKING is for them. fcuking no sense. cb la. dont wan blog liao. |
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