JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Wednesday, October 31, 2007 LAOHUANTIAN BOYFIE SENT ME HOME FRM WORK !!! so sweeeet of him uh (: visiting grandpa tmr . ): really hope that he get well soon. i dont wanna lose anyone. i really dont . . . && i wanna meet my boyfie tmr too . today, wasnt enough =x HAHA . Tuesday, October 30, 2007 just reached hm (: sigh. ah gong's in hospital. being transferred to SGH. feel sad luh. well, just ended my work. dead tired. stocks came in today . arranged it as usual lor . packed && stuffs. ended work && sms laohuantian boyfie. but, he didnt reply. probably sleeping or dota - ing ? just like ysd. LOL. he slept at 9.00pm. first time lor. then i thght he go MIA . chua tio =x anw, misses him so damm much for the past 2 days after our 1st mth. dont know why. LOL . nvm, we will be meeting on thurs again (: sian lar.tmr working at 12.30 again. very tired leh. end work at 9.30 . no life lor. sumtimes dont even feel like working. sigh. i wanted to be like before !!! =( Monday, October 29, 2007 back to blogging again. haven been blogging lately. c0s was tired, arbo is lazy =/ updates bout ysd. was me && laohuantian boyfie de one month (: HAPPY ONE MONTH !! funny luh . met ade first. accompanied her to hougang to buy her skinny jeans. but, didnt get to buy wen we reached there. cos dont hav -.- and the auntie wasnt ard . we were like sian1/2 liao. took 53 back to pasir ris. to meet up with yuhong . went to hong kong cafe to have our lunch. we ate mango ice again !!! this time round, i made the mess =x was raining heavily, i thght laohuantian boyfie will meet us at white sands. nvr would i realised that he mistook my sms && went to my hse. haha. i was, OMFG !!! we rushed back. waited for the bus and boarded. walking in the rain. dizzling (: and saw him sitting on the staircase. i feel so bad luh. made him waited for so long. well, i loves the prezzie he gave me (: so sweet of him. its a puzzle, yet it has our names on it. and a HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!! * gan dong * i really am ok. the 4 of us went in . washed our legs. and craps. people out there, dont think so wrong. whatever u guys r thinking is NOT HAPPENING !!! hahaha. wow, looks like me && ade's plan works. our double dates. funny luh. after that, all of us went for dinner at 6. walked to downtown, dont know what to eat. went to white sands instead. had curry rice with ade. both laohuantian boyfie && yuhong wasnt hungry then. laohuantian boyfie claims that he isnt =/ hm, walked hm after that also. damm funny. with the neh neh pok and kuku bird thing between me && him. i mean, we were " scolding " each others that. whats with the 2 of them behind ? heh, i dont know either. something fishy. and really what i expected. shant say here. cos very funny. anw, got bu xiang de yu gan. HAHAHA . dont know what is ade up to again. we shall see huh. walked hm, laohuantian boyfie said that he is hungry. so, went to the econ and bought 2 cups noodles. went up to my hse. greeted my mum && dad. it is his first time seeing my dad. HAHA. stayed till 10.00pm and i asked him to go home. cos late liao mah. tmr, he still have lessons. anw, really enjoyed 281007 . my one month, and my double dates. i love it. and i love you boyfie (: Thursday, October 25, 2007 "You need to stay on top of all details right now, and take nothing for granted. " so zhun siol . ah laa, dont feel like mentioning it again (: anw, ended work at 9.30 . budden,daddy sent me hm, cos i lazy. and tired. and sleepy. actually, meeting laohuantian boyfie after my work. budden, i meeting my dad le. AWW. ah laaa, we just met ysd. HAHA. tmr leh, working again. at 10 till 7.00 then maybe meeting laohuantian boyfie ? (: i really hope that things will be better too. just give me some time. not so long . longest, on the 28th my boy (: hopefully, i'll be able to be myself tmr uh. that numb feeling has to go off one day. i know, u will definitely read my blog. so, i'll blog it out =x and pls, tell me hw u feel straight. i dont wanna have the cold feeling like ysd night. while walking hm together, its like, so weird. i know what u'r thinking. but yet, i dont have the courage to ask u. HAHA. anw, lets dont think about it yea ? see you tmr (: LOVES ;; Wednesday, October 24, 2007 maybe , i'm just taking things for granted. Tuesday, October 23, 2007 anw, just reached home frm work. sent ade hm. cos she came to look for me. (: my ah bor mah. anw, was surprised to see desmond and bear. LOL. i was stunned anw. cos i saw des walking pass. then kept looking in. i was like : O.o haha. chatted with them a while then went back to work. hm, didnt get to meet boyfie todae. and and, he said he bought smth for me ? for 1st mth. GAN DONG LOR !! budden, i guess i made him angry now ? cos cos, of the dota thingy . aiya. dont know lar. anw, my mum ask him to stay back for dinner tmr. he dont believe lor. da pian. cos my mum misses his FACE !!! ltr he wanna nua on my bed again -.= anw, LAOHUANTIAN BOYFIE !!! dont angry liao luh ): Monday, October 22, 2007 again, my mum is saying that i'm useless. ok, my fault for not studying well for ur sake. and ended up there . feel no face ? disown me then. what had happened already did. what do u expect me to do ? useless, u'r always saying me USELESS. what else ? maybe that is hw exactly u felt. stop comparing me with ur frens mummy's child. ur saying " pl studying, then u leh ? working. no future " yup, thats what my mum said. it really hurts me. what can i do ? tell me. i seriously dont feel like talking to her now. useless till that extend ? i do care alot for my fcking future. u think i dont ? i'm worrying for goodness sake. whatever. thats hw my mum think bout me. a stupid and dumb daughter she has. total useless freak . be it then . well. just feel like blogging suddenly. thou nth much happen. HAHA. lame shit me (: kinda bored at home. and, today is my ADELYN AH BOR 17TH BIRTHDAY !!! hahaha . ah bor, dont gan dong luh . ITS NOTHING (: laohuantian boyfie didnt attend sch today. cos he going sgh for his appointment. then he's now in TTS hos to visit his uncle. not sure if i'm meeting him ltr =/ cos i may be going to my aunt hse. to visit her (: read xiaxue's blog. its a WOAH . seriously, i love her TATTOO lor ! suits her luh . guess what, i'm so into 98 degrees songs man. thou its a bit old school lar. budden, i find his songs nice lor. i do, cherish you (: anw, working tmr, afternoon shift. sian lor. always afternoon shift de. then work till sunday. 28th oct. OUR 1ST MTH (: hahaha. Sunday, October 21, 2007 just came back frm work. tiring as usual lor. but tmr i off !! haha. budden, dont think can meet him lor ): cos he sch reopens le. then tues i work le. no time to meet up also. anw, sister's birthday is coming. HAHA. happy birthday sis !!! well, dont know what to blog le. dont have mood liao. shall blog more tmr ba (: Saturday, October 20, 2007 just came back hm. tiring luh. tmr still got work. sian lor. anw, celebrated ade's birthday todae (: with both edwin && vivian. accompanied ade to her dental appointment in dhoby ghaut first. then went to ps to meet vivian. anw, edwin is late luh. so, we went to catch a movie. " THE LAST BREATH " guess what, we dont get the movie. however, we find it rather boring luh. thou its a HORROR movie (: starting,kinda scary lor. then to the last part, like murder case. dont know leh. i dont get the movie. HAHA. after movie, went to bugis with both vivian and ade. cos she wanna get smth. anw, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SISTER !!! on the 22nd (: HAHAHA. old liao luh . didnt get to meet laohuantian boyfie todae. cos late le. anw, i'm so pissed with my mum now. no mood to blog longer luh. guess he is playing his dota also (: thats all folks . Friday, October 19, 2007 ok. my number 101 post. well, i felt a bit weird todae. emotionally DEPRESSED ._. upon hearing what he told me ysd night during our chat. i was afraid that, i might ended up like all his exs . dont know why, its not the problem of trusting. its, just a mere pressure. ok, in short, was afraid to lose him. then, troubled in my work also. kept thinking. its like, no FAITH lor. perhaps, i really think too much. but, i just couldnt help it. ok, back to the topic. working as usual. crap with steffie. both of us was like talking bout this guy working opposite us. ya, he is working in starbucks. anw, he is good looking BUT he acts like a gay. his actions, the way he tok. the way he walk. * hair stands * then steffie calls him the " sin gan mei shao nu " i was like LOL lor . we were laughing very loudly in the shop. damm funny. and then, there's this group of ah bengs again. walking here and there. then steffie asked " ur frens again ? " then i replied " no lar. i dont kow them ." anw, i REALLY DONT KNOW THEM. and then after a while, i saw edmus and friends outside my shop. i was like, this guy look familiar. and its him. LOL. he today nvr work. SONG lor. then setffie said " thought u say u dont know them ?" and i replied, dont know them. LOL. i onli know edmus. LOL. funny luh. sigh . . . perhaps, i shant think so much bout it (: Thursday, October 18, 2007 SINCES, boyfie and adelyn sister asked me to update my blog. i shall UPDATE now then (: since, i;m so free . okok, YSD, ade and edwin came to look for me AGAIN. macham stead siol . GAN DONG . (: tears ROLLING DOWN liao. thats a bit exaggerating luh. anw, SISTER !! i appreciated it. todae leh. just reached my working place. then was bout to change. then saw a bunch of ah bengs walking here and there. for ard 3 times. then steffie ask, eh, ur frens si boh ? then i say, no lar . in the end, i saw ken and gab -.- then all of them came in, look look see see. so funny lor. GAN DONG LAR !!! hahaha. then they was like saying " KAO, NVR SEE US MEH !" haha. anw, i misses my boyfriend alot. we didnt get to sms alot. cos i was very busy todae. i cannot imagine if one day, his sch reopens. then i working. sia lar, really no time for each others liao. budden, will try to make time also (: oh ya, ADELYN SISTER !! i'll be looking forward to this sat (: ur 17th birthday. OLD LIAO . Wednesday, October 17, 2007 omfg. i'm so dead tired todae. just came back from work. stand all the way till i reach pasir ris inter. there's this AUNTIE. damm her la. stepped on my toe for dont know hw many times sia. guess what? IT TURNED BLUE BLACK. i wanted to tell her off. but, she's listening to her mp3. and then,so pai sey la. so mani pl. whatever man. i'm jus down in luck to meet this kinda, no feeling cum reptile auntie. COLD BLOODED. cannot feel one. macham the zombie. argh. anw, didnt meet him todae =( sadden. but, still have other time (: HAHA. working tmr again. sian1/2 frm 12.30 - 9.30 shift . i gonna be DEAD man. ah deyy ,,, thats all folks . MR JIAJUN !!! i just love you lor (: Tuesday, October 16, 2007 shall post bout ysd. ysd was tired. so i didnt blog luh =x went out to meet laohuantian boyfie. he wanted to go town to catch a movie. budden, i dont want. cos its like, I EVERYDAY ALSO GO THERE . will sian de mah. then we set off to suntec. OMG. i saw toysrus. then i told him bout me and ade . its our PARADISE man. and he was like saying, why girls LOVE to go there. si meh ? l0ls. anw, went to catch resident evil. SCARY CAN !!! the sound effects, its a WOAH. can u imagine the zombie- like creatures feeding on humans ? and those crows as well. bloody,disgusting. especially the big sized zombie. half face like human. other half like zombie. and he was LAUGHING wen i'm hiding on his shoulder -.- cos he said he will be scared. seemed like its ME LOR. nvm, went back home after the movie. then he came to my house. greeted to my mother. NUA at my bed -.- played my com. then chat chat. then he go hm le. and, he's sick. cos he lent me his jacket ysd during the movie. dam cold inside. now, he is sneezing so badly. oh my. i feel so so so GUILTY bout it. sorry laohuantian boyfie =( but, its my first time watching movie with ya. enjoyed (: Monday, October 15, 2007 ok. SINCES ADELYN SISTER SAY SO . . . SHE CAME AND LOOKED FOR ME THAT DAY. I DAMM GAN DONG ALSO. FIRST TIME SISTER CAME TOWN TO LOOK FOR ME (: and i went to look at his blog. OMG. he look more and more like A GIRL (: Sunday, October 14, 2007 TODAY happens to be my DAD'S BIRTHDAY ! happens to be my working day -.= happens to end work at 5.00pm. happens to see my manager fuming (: happens to celebrate my dad's birthday on time. happens to receive laohuantian's boyfie sms early . TOMOLO happens to meet laohuantian boyfie (: Saturday, October 13, 2007 that da pian laohuantian boyfie. always ask me update blog. in the end he ALWAYS nvr update de. DOTA mah =x ok, went to work at 12. dad sent me there. c0s i lazy. that pig, woke up at ard 4.15pm. cos he slept at 6.30am. one word, POWER. ended work at 5.00pm. changed and went to meet my dad. went out with my mum, dad,aunt,uncle and my niece. went to BUGIS. then they go OG -.= thats for aunties luh. and and and, we, went walking ard. seated in starbucks and chatted. after that, i wanna go white sands. to buy SOMETHINGS for laohuantian boyfie. anw, HANDMADE (: dont know whether he like it or not leh =/ if dont like, must tell me leh (: after purchasing the things went straight back home. and start my work on it. HAHA. finally, he called. si laohuantian boyfie, so into games. USED TO IT. tmr is papa de birthday, and i bought him a cake. thats all FOLKS . . . anw, guys out there. is DOTA that fun ? Friday, October 12, 2007 JIAJUN, my laohuantian BOYFIE; u're my new beginning (: Thursday, October 11, 2007 back to home sweeet home ((: had a long long day todae. ENJOYED'' went to work at 11 till 5pm. then nigel and yuki came to look for me. * gan dong siol * they ask if i wanna join them after my work. as in, go ps arcade. nah, i didnt want to. cos i wanna rest =p in the end, met ade and her neighbour at cityhall. cos i meeting laohuantian boyfie at bedok. so shun pian l0r. in the train, as usual. sot sot. reaches eunos and smsed laohuantian. then he came to look for me. pass me the prezzies he bought. OMG. i love it man. THANKS BOYFIE !!! (: its like, so so so super duper gan dong la. budden, i dont know hw to express it out somehow. onli know hw to bully him luh. yaya, i'm bad (: then we walked to bedok 85, pei him eat dinner. after that took bus 17 back to pasir ris. he send me hm. SWEEET. walk walk walk. li siao li siao li siao. though the walk is long. he is the first guy whom i took the path with (: then my mum went nuts calling me. but i didnt ans. cos i didnt notice my fone. GREAT. got a scolding frm her. asked laohuantian to send me to the lift will do. bud he insisted to send me UPSTAIRS. and he heard my mum's nagging -.= pathetic uh. in the end, my mum invited him in. to have a rest before he go. then both of them its like. so mani things to say lor. omg. i was shocked luh. they chatted like as though they knew each others for years. hahaha. k luh. end here. the post is long. anw, laohuantian boyfie, i really appreciated it alot . thanks (: i'll nvr let u down =) Wednesday, October 10, 2007 ok. shall UPDATE my blog now. since he say so. hmm. ysd, got work frm 4 to 9.00 pm. so, he wanted to meet me at 4. me, damm damm gan jiong la. its like, nervous and excited. funny uh. then waited for him at bedok station. and, i'm late -.= reached orchard at 4.25pm. my manager called. and ask me " WHERE ARE YOU NOW ?! u'r late. " then faster rush to work lor. so, he fetched me to work. and then he said he will be sending me home ltr. HAPPY* luh ((: then its like. even working also think bout him la hor. hahaha. and finally, 9.30pm. he came to fetch me home (: whoohooo~~~ BOYFRIEND IS GREAT !! anw, i dont think he recovered luh. due to his appendix thingy. then we took train back to pasir ris. i was so tired. but i insist to walk home (: long long walk. and i didnt realised that his face turned pale -.= losuy gf uh. then we walked hm. waahh. he BULLIED ME !! tian. kick him (: budden, i enjoyed being bullied. hehe. then he walked me up to my house. and saw my mum. and and, greeted her. after that, i sent him to the bus stop. in the end, flag a cab for him. aww, misses luh. reached home. got a scolding frm mum. she says " WAH. u very bo xim leh.his face so pale le still send u hm. blah blah blahh. . . " even bathing, she stands outside the toilet, and nagged -.- laohuantian, u win liao lor. anw, meeting him after my work tmr. looking forward (: LAOHUANTIAN BOYFIE !! iloveyou LOR (: Tuesday, October 9, 2007 so darn early todae. cant sleep that much. due to my stomach cramps =/ that pig still slping lor. lols. sian1/2. still got work ltr. frm 4 - 9 . manager working todae. MORE SIAN . then must stock check. 我在想你 爱我别走 Sunday, October 7, 2007 damm. i just feel so hurted luh. the sms he sent. sigh. i dont know what to reply. totally, speechless. s0, i didnt reply him. i mean. i didnt expect him to say that. nvr even thought of it. maybe because i really made he feel so? my eyes is feeling so so darn sour luh. but i stopped myself from crying . after a while. he called me. then i answer lor. but, i'm so so cold towards him lo. he apologised. but, i dont wanna him to apologise. cos its , i dont know hw to say. i just presume that, i'm not a good gf. seriously i'm not. no mood to blog le. thats it. Saturday, October 6, 2007 我要相信你是爱我的 你怀里有太多问号 告诉我怎么依靠 . idontmakeagoodgirlfriend. myapologies. Thursday, October 4, 2007 sigh. back home. ended work at 9.30pm. and ya, he is coming back today. halfway thru his journey he said that he has appendix. and he called me. i was worried sick. and i'm speechless. really. its like. i thought of alot of things. then his fren used his fone to sms me say he has no strength to type. actually meeting him todae de. budden my mum dont allow, IN THE FIRST PLACE. until i persuaded her luh. cos she is all alone at home mah. dad's not at home. then he said he going KL for operation. i was like . . . WORRIEDDD....... then no mood to work. nvr really serve the customers well. then i was like thinking. well he treat me like how HE treated me ? wanted to look for him. sms him alot alot. wanted to call him. but was afraid he is still in the operation room. i was really lost. seriously. and i had a long day today. mood isnt that good luh. sighh. wanted to take leave tmr. so that i can go visit him. but manager say cannot. its fixed. then maybe after 7 go find him lo. sighh. hopefully he gets better. Wednesday, October 3, 2007 whoo~ back frm work. actually i ended work at 7.30pm . then my dad fetched me home. cos he happens to be ard that area. tmr working again. from 10.30am-7.30pm. with yuki. me paragon. she ngee ann city. it is soo soo soooo happening uh. then we managed to get our own break time. its like so song can. anw, my collegues are fun. very funny. and they dont looks like as though they are married duhh. one is Nora, other is cecelia. and they look so young can. eh, actually they ARE. 25&&23 NIA. got kids sumore. nvm bout that. i gonna know new pl for tmr. cos they aint wrking for tmr mah. then my supervisor will be ard. without her, wah. its like NO GOVERNMENT. Can sms, can call. but duhh, not always luh. overall i enjoyed my day lo. thennnn, FINALLY . . . laohuantian boyfie will be back by tmr !!! hahaha. happy luh. FINALLY mah. if not uh, gonna miss him so damm much. anw, i needa rest early. cos tmr still got work. and i am very very tired. nights out ~ Tuesday, October 2, 2007 ilovehimbecause; hemakesmesmilewheni'mdown he'sallieverthinkofday&&night healwaysmakesmelaughwhenineverwannasmile he'stheonefrommydreams&&mostofall , he'stheoneicantlivewithout;; sian luh . he cannot sms&call le. cos his card no $$ liao. budden can receive sms. i misses his voice . i misses suan - ing him. i misses calling him LAOHUANTIAN. && i misses his SOUR talkings ): just woke up not long ago. then saw his sms (: and i woke up eventually luh. sian. tmr working in paragon le . a bit scared scared luh. dont know why lo. today, maybe nua at home. cos really got no where to go. friends all got school. arbo is go work. no pl pei me go out. might as well just nua at home. then watch some dvds or smth. haha. no life uh ? oh, lemme recap bout ysd night. went to meet kiat and lawrence downstairs. they wanna go white sands. budden i lazy luh. ask them come down lo. haha. then chit chatted. discussing bout the chalet thingy. for some gatherings (: maybe on the end of november. after my birthday. hahaha. dont know what to write le. thats all ; willyoubethereformeifineedyou? ijustwannabepamperedandlovee. iaskfornothingmorethanthat (: Monday, October 1, 2007 imissesyousomuchboy. well, just came back frm Hougang Mall and TM. went hougang mall with yuki. cos wanna trim eyebrows for our work. but we didnt trim. instead, we went walking ard and shop. kinda sian. then took 72 back to tm to meet lawrence and kiat. cos wanna ask them bout chalet thingy. haha. went walk walk lo. very sian. decided to go white sands. then yuki went hm. left me,lawrence and kiat. took 81. they wanna go central eat. then me go hm first. not sure if i'm meeting them ltr not. cos we haven even discuss it. sigh. laohuantian bought card le. then we can sms liao. but i still misses him narr =( well, laohuantian boyfriend went to malaysia le. for 5 days -.= can die lo. chatted with him ysd night. frm 12.00am to 5.33am. and then i told him to send me a long long long sms. cos 5 days cannot call and sms leh. and he really did. a very very long one. 4 pages. after we hanged. i replied and dozed off. cos i was really very very tired. budden, i woke up at 9.31am. sigh. cos cant sleep. then check my phone. and i smsed him. budd he cannot receive. he called me using his fren's hp. OMG. make me misses him so damm much luh. sigh. nvm, gonna meet him on thurs night after my work (: laohuantian, tc uh.
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