Lost and insecure, you found me

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE

You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

now then i realised.
pl do changed.
pl like him. called him and ask if he wud like to join me and tian they all on sat not.
cos we going out.
and the answer turned out rather disappointing?
as in, he say " see u lo. confirm with me again."
last time, he sure suggest de. then now. sigh*
maybe it seemed nth wrong with his ans, but, i jus couldnt describe hows the feeling like.
so different.
as though our friendship no longer exist.
he has he own friends.
his own bunch of friends in that sense.
that particular group.
whatever. felt like a idiotic fool asking him out.
naive me, still thinking that he would delighted if we ask him out.
forget it.
was walking home with kenneth chong jus now.
he say " wah. siaozhabor so quiet uh?"
and i told him " tunlan mah"
LOL.
whatever.
still looking forward this sat =))
meeting tian they all le.
whoo~

Sunday, August 26, 2007

just finished mapling.
cant believe it.
i am still into it =.-
LOL. actually wanna meet ade and little boy jus now.
budd didnt. cos late liao.
so nvr lo.
ended up at hm, mapling.
HAHA. lame luh.
planned to dye my hair with yuki nxt week.
hmm, maybe on thurs.
she wanna dye ash colour uh?
i not sure.
budd i wanna dye dark green.
not confirmed yet.
still considering which colour shud i dye. lol.
suddenly LOVES britney de song.
- from the bottom of my broken heart.
hehe. LOL mah - lack of love
si bei lame laaa.

Friday, August 24, 2007

whooo~~

came back frm JB le =))
very fun !!
enjoyed also lo. hehe. at there play play.
then crap crap.

nvr really take alot of photos.
mostly all inside JM's de camera and phone.
hehe.
go orh orh le.
nights out ~

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

just finished bathing.
as usual, went to sch at 1pm, ended bout 4.30?
met kenneth chong and went hm.
ohh,watched the secret with jm le.
very nice :)
planned to watch with him on last fri.
budd didnt =/
wanted to change it to last sat. he say see first.
then forget it lo.
ignored him all the way, till he smsed me to ask if i can call him.
and i wanted to.
budd was like thinking, for what?
he got so mani girls. sure got 1 whom can call de ma.
in the end, i didnt call him nor replied his sms.
on that day onwards, we nvr even contact each other.
saddening hor? i jus dont wanna bottled up how i felt.
thats why i blogged it up.
to make myself feel better =))
and i think, she likes him lo.
sigh*
ade ask me to take initiative to sms him or give him a call.
at least ask " what are u doing?"
i dont want to.
he uh, is a type of person who cannot auto de.
nvm la, just let it stop here.
no point.

Monday, August 20, 2007

just finished bathing =x
lol. YAY!! this fri going jb.
but, for 1 day only.haha.
educational tour i suppose.looking forward luh.
frm 7am - 7pm go there relax, have fun.
then dont think of anything !! whoooo~
hahaha.tmr starts sch at 10am.
song luh. OIT cancelled. hehe.can slp late late.
lalalaa.
still thinking if i shud meet ade and yuhong tmr after sch not =/
scarly, NVR GO LE !!
hehehe. most probably going ba? dont know.
sian narr.
i go watch tv le.
see yaaaaa :)

Saturday, August 18, 2007

whoo~
just reached home.lol.
hmm,went out with ade, then pei her go meet that yuhong*LITTLEBOY
and andy.
met them at raffles city.
then, went to bearbear de new zealand ice cream. go findd him.
then he charge me cheap. THANKS !! ^^
anw, the ice cream was nice * drooling
we walked ard raffles city.
that stupid littleboy kept suaning me -.-
auntie here and there.
and ade claims that he is my nephew -.-
for goodness sake. lol. funn though =)
went window shopping,walk walk, talk talk then go marina square.
budd i gotta go soon =(
gotta go dining with my family and relatives -.-
gathering luh.
so, didnt get to shop much with them at marina.
pangseh ade alone =x
sorry luh sister =(
lol. cant enjoy the fun.
haha.

anw, shall go out more often uh =))

Thursday, August 16, 2007

just finished watching tv.
lol.
went to Q for donuts frm donuts factory at suntec.
with nigel,jm,yuki,carline and guanghua.
actually, quite fast lo.
the donuts there also very nice. OMG.
lol.the double chocolate fudge very nice lo.
hehe. anw, not going to sch tmr.
cos we all very sian. thats why dont feel like going =x
bored.
sigh*
maybe he isnt my type lo.
he is so like xh. buay tahan.
sumore stay west side.wth.
like what tian said, history repeats?
i dont wan.
budd, i dont noe how i feel towards him.
sum times got feeling, sumtimes like,used to his coldness.
then sumtimes, i really needs him.
dammit

我要的只是你在我身边.

难过是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用
随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住 .

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

sian.
nvr talk much with him todae.
onli a few smses and msn. got nothing to say.
chatted with him on fone ysd. talk awhile.
then he go slp le.ard 1.25am bahs?
then todae, dunno la. he very weird.
like dont care me like that.
maybe he working ba.
bu zhi dao, ye bu xiang zhi dao.
sigh*
feeling so down.
PMS mah.
1st day somemore. dunno laaaa.
i dont know if i shud wait for him or give up now.
dilemma.

Monday, August 13, 2007

aiyoyo.
tian they all seemed very stress for their upcoming Os wor.
nvm, JY BAHS !! after u all de Os, we go enjoy=)
and SISTERS!! dont be so stress up :)
anw, wore FORMAL to sch today,BEG mah.
then ended up, ALL LUFF ! say i look like penguin.
that si nigel. lol.
then took alot of fotos, like graduation day sia. LOL.
funny. whoooo.
siann, tmr starts sch at 8.00am. arghh.
cannot slp late late.
dammit.
awww. misses his voicey =x
wahahaaaa.

tian,peg&rene jy for Os girls! u all sure can make it de =) cheer up

Sunday, August 12, 2007

i dont know if i shud believe him or not.
i wish to believe him, budd, i'm doubting.
ur saying, ur everything, seemed so different frm ur actions.
i really want to believe you. but hw to?
tell me if u really cherish me.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

well, look whats the TEENAGE sept horoscope says :

you'll be delighted to know that later this month,
someone will be putting in lots of energy to pursue u.
but before you jump into a relationship, get to know one another first.
if it's someone compatible, it'll be a long lasting relationship.

really meh? zhun bo?
believe or not? kao...
hopefully zhun zhun la hor.LOL.

Friday, August 10, 2007

so tired after working.
just reached hm.
suddenly, NO LIFE.
he also haven reply my sms.
shud i wait for his sms first before i slp?
or shud i jus slp now?

todae nvr go sch.
cos dont feel like. ltr still got work * 3pm-11pm
dont really feel well, budd still have to go.
guys very weird.ysd he very good. then todae so damm cold.
dont know luh. no topic to talk to him.
maybe i shud not fall for anyone now bahs. no point.
sigh*
give up bah.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

i dont know why am i blogging.
just to say.
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见
i need you =(

Sunday, August 5, 2007

just reached hm from my aunt's hse.
so sleepy uh.
woke up at 9am todae. TOTALLY sleepless
budd very heng luh. tmr NO SCH !! cheeers !
wo hen happy uh. HAHAHA. but buying my bottoms tmr.
with yuki,jm,carline,nigel and shi ting bahs.
planning to go far east buy. so broke.
just edited my friendster's profile also.
c0s nth to do mah.
always stick on the same old skin, see liao also sian.
dont feel like updating also.
hurhur.alright then.
i go watch tv luh.
seeyaa

Saturday, August 4, 2007

it takes me 20 minutes to think if i would like to blog.
and i decided to blog -.- lame shit i know.
todae was the last day of the bazaar. everything is going very well.
fun too :)
after the bazaar, went to meet ade.
cos she wanna buy her black jeans at bugis street.
so we went. before that, we go bugis cafe to have our dinner.
then chatted alot of stuffs.
den i mood swing.
as in, suddenly very stress luh.
still dunno if that lameshit guy wan his NAME BOTTLE not -.-
he also haven tell me if he tmr can mak it boh =3
dunnno him uh.
lameshit.
sleepy le.
nights out.

Friday, August 3, 2007

he is so cold towards me today.
fcuking guy. ruined my mood.
actually still ok luh.
had fun during our bazaar.
then never really go think bout it.
alot pl buy. so happy x)
got earn a bit profit i think. not bad liao.
didnt expect it to go so smoothly. HAHAA.
forget it man.
i dont wanna give damn. NO MORE.
over liao. ENUFF.
tmr last day of the bazaar. hopefully we do well also.
hehe. ah ben coming my sch tmr. sure alot pl come liao.
WHOO.
actually got alot of things i wanna say here.
but, i dunno where to start leh. nvm =.=
anw, GRATS TO TIAN AND RENE * 080807
go up stage to take scholarship? not sure.
budd still, GRATS

sigh*
i still cant stop dwelling over it.

Thursday, August 2, 2007

hm.
he's behaving very weird nowadays?
eh.i dont wanna be a subsitute leh =3
it makes me feel so luh.like i care like that.
but, i do care =x
COMPLICATED
whatever.i dont feel like talking bout it.
makes me feel, somehow, down?
dunno la. idiot.
anw, went to bought the bazaar thingy todae.
bottles,gel and stuffs.
at hougang mall.
coz, really no tyme lehs.
so rush luh.lol.
then went back tm with nigel and yuki.
went there to look for more bottles at popular.
den nigel bought a belt for BEG.
after that, i took 81. go home.
halfway thru the journey.
ade boarded the bus*woah
kinda, shocked i supposed?
didnt expect her to take 81. HAHA.
coincidence uh?
nothing much?
too bad luh, dont feel so good now.
sigh*
nvm, shall update more tmr guys :)
and all the best for my grp tmr !!
GEL ARTS =) jyjy

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

whooo.
1 Aug liao. so fast.
sch as usual always. lol.
after sch, went tm with jm,nigel,yuki,carline,shi ting and dwight
to see if there's any formal clothing not.
yup.
i bought
pink tube: $39
brown cardigon:$16 - $12.60 * after 20% discount
as for my bottom, dunno what to buy yet.
pants or skirt?
skirt need knee length.
u all also know i very short.
if wear skirt, like no leg liaos.
HAHA.
pants? looks olgy on me? i dont know luh.
really no idea what to buy.
AH. still got heels to buy.
arghh.BROKE.
even if i work, i dont think there's enuff for me to spend uh?
hahahaa.
siann. aloysius wanna me to ms -.-
dammit.
i QUITEDD

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Wednesday, August 29, 2007 now then i realised. pl do changed. pl like him. called him and ask if he wud like to join me and tian they all on sat not. cos we going out. and the answer turned out rather disappointing? as in, he say " see u lo. confirm with me again." last time, he sure suggest de. then now. sigh* maybe it seemed nth wrong with his ans, but, i jus couldnt describe hows the feeling like. so different. as though our friendship no longer exist. he has he own friends. his own bunch of friends in that sense. that particular group. whatever. felt like a idiotic fool asking him out. naive me, still thinking that he would delighted if we ask him out. forget it. was walking home with kenneth chong jus now. he say " wah. siaozhabor so quiet uh?" and i told him " tunlan mah" LOL. whatever. still looking forward this sat =)) meeting tian they all le. whoo~ Sunday, August 26, 2007 just finished mapling. cant believe it. i am still into it =.- LOL. actually wanna meet ade and little boy jus now. budd didnt. cos late liao. so nvr lo. ended up at hm, mapling. HAHA. lame luh. planned to dye my hair with yuki nxt week. hmm, maybe on thurs. she wanna dye ash colour uh? i not sure. budd i wanna dye dark green. not confirmed yet. still considering which colour shud i dye. lol. suddenly LOVES britney de song. - from the bottom of my broken heart. hehe. LOL mah - lack of love si bei lame laaa. Friday, August 24, 2007 whooo~~ came back frm JB le =)) very fun !! enjoyed also lo. hehe. at there play play. then crap crap. nvr really take alot of photos. mostly all inside JM's de camera and phone. hehe. go orh orh le. nights out ~ Wednesday, August 22, 2007 just finished bathing. as usual, went to sch at 1pm, ended bout 4.30? met kenneth chong and went hm. ohh,watched the secret with jm le. very nice :) planned to watch with him on last fri. budd didnt =/ wanted to change it to last sat. he say see first. then forget it lo. ignored him all the way, till he smsed me to ask if i can call him. and i wanted to. budd was like thinking, for what? he got so mani girls. sure got 1 whom can call de ma. in the end, i didnt call him nor replied his sms. on that day onwards, we nvr even contact each other. saddening hor? i jus dont wanna bottled up how i felt. thats why i blogged it up. to make myself feel better =)) and i think, she likes him lo. sigh* ade ask me to take initiative to sms him or give him a call. at least ask " what are u doing?" i dont want to. he uh, is a type of person who cannot auto de. nvm la, just let it stop here. no point. Monday, August 20, 2007 just finished bathing =x lol. YAY!! this fri going jb. but, for 1 day only.haha. educational tour i suppose.looking forward luh. frm 7am - 7pm go there relax, have fun. then dont think of anything !! whoooo~ hahaha.tmr starts sch at 10am. song luh. OIT cancelled. hehe.can slp late late. lalalaa. still thinking if i shud meet ade and yuhong tmr after sch not =/ scarly, NVR GO LE !! hehehe. most probably going ba? dont know. sian narr. i go watch tv le. see yaaaaa :) Saturday, August 18, 2007 whoo~ just reached home.lol. hmm,went out with ade, then pei her go meet that yuhong*LITTLEBOY and andy. met them at raffles city. then, went to bearbear de new zealand ice cream. go findd him. then he charge me cheap. THANKS !! ^^ anw, the ice cream was nice * drooling we walked ard raffles city. that stupid littleboy kept suaning me -.- auntie here and there. and ade claims that he is my nephew -.- for goodness sake. lol. funn though =) went window shopping,walk walk, talk talk then go marina square. budd i gotta go soon =( gotta go dining with my family and relatives -.- gathering luh. so, didnt get to shop much with them at marina. pangseh ade alone =x sorry luh sister =( lol. cant enjoy the fun. haha. anw, shall go out more often uh =)) Thursday, August 16, 2007 just finished watching tv. lol. went to Q for donuts frm donuts factory at suntec. with nigel,jm,yuki,carline and guanghua. actually, quite fast lo. the donuts there also very nice. OMG. lol.the double chocolate fudge very nice lo. hehe. anw, not going to sch tmr. cos we all very sian. thats why dont feel like going =x bored. sigh* maybe he isnt my type lo. he is so like xh. buay tahan. sumore stay west side.wth. like what tian said, history repeats? i dont wan. budd, i dont noe how i feel towards him. sum times got feeling, sumtimes like,used to his coldness. then sumtimes, i really needs him. dammit 我要的只是你在我身边. 难过是因为闷了很久是因为想了太多是心理起了作用随便说说其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说只是我怕眼泪撑不住 . Wednesday, August 15, 2007 sian. nvr talk much with him todae. onli a few smses and msn. got nothing to say. chatted with him on fone ysd. talk awhile. then he go slp le.ard 1.25am bahs? then todae, dunno la. he very weird. like dont care me like that. maybe he working ba. bu zhi dao, ye bu xiang zhi dao. sigh* feeling so down. PMS mah. 1st day somemore. dunno laaaa. i dont know if i shud wait for him or give up now. dilemma. Monday, August 13, 2007 aiyoyo. tian they all seemed very stress for their upcoming Os wor. nvm, JY BAHS !! after u all de Os, we go enjoy=) and SISTERS!! dont be so stress up :) anw, wore FORMAL to sch today,BEG mah. then ended up, ALL LUFF ! say i look like penguin. that si nigel. lol. then took alot of fotos, like graduation day sia. LOL. funny. whoooo. siann, tmr starts sch at 8.00am. arghh. cannot slp late late. dammit. awww. misses his voicey =x wahahaaaa. tian,peg&rene jy for Os girls! u all sure can make it de =) cheer up Sunday, August 12, 2007 i dont know if i shud believe him or not. i wish to believe him, budd, i'm doubting. ur saying, ur everything, seemed so different frm ur actions. i really want to believe you. but hw to? tell me if u really cherish me. Saturday, August 11, 2007 well, look whats the TEENAGE sept horoscope says : you'll be delighted to know that later this month, someone will be putting in lots of energy to pursue u. but before you jump into a relationship, get to know one another first. if it's someone compatible, it'll be a long lasting relationship. really meh? zhun bo? believe or not? kao... hopefully zhun zhun la hor.LOL. Friday, August 10, 2007 so tired after working. just reached hm. suddenly, NO LIFE. he also haven reply my sms. shud i wait for his sms first before i slp? or shud i jus slp now? todae nvr go sch. cos dont feel like. ltr still got work * 3pm-11pm dont really feel well, budd still have to go. guys very weird.ysd he very good. then todae so damm cold. dont know luh. no topic to talk to him. maybe i shud not fall for anyone now bahs. no point. sigh* give up bah. Wednesday, August 8, 2007 i dont know why am i blogging. just to say. 能不能再勇敢一点点就算让我知道我永远只是单恋我也会藏着感谢笑着和你说再见 i need you =( Sunday, August 5, 2007 just reached hm from my aunt's hse. so sleepy uh. woke up at 9am todae. TOTALLY sleepless budd very heng luh. tmr NO SCH !! cheeers ! wo hen happy uh. HAHAHA. but buying my bottoms tmr. with yuki,jm,carline,nigel and shi ting bahs. planning to go far east buy. so broke. just edited my friendster's profile also. c0s nth to do mah. always stick on the same old skin, see liao also sian. dont feel like updating also. hurhur.alright then. i go watch tv luh. seeyaa Saturday, August 4, 2007 it takes me 20 minutes to think if i would like to blog. and i decided to blog -.- lame shit i know. todae was the last day of the bazaar. everything is going very well. fun too :) after the bazaar, went to meet ade. cos she wanna buy her black jeans at bugis street. so we went. before that, we go bugis cafe to have our dinner. then chatted alot of stuffs. den i mood swing. as in, suddenly very stress luh. still dunno if that lameshit guy wan his NAME BOTTLE not -.- he also haven tell me if he tmr can mak it boh =3 dunnno him uh. lameshit. sleepy le. nights out. Friday, August 3, 2007 he is so cold towards me today. fcuking guy. ruined my mood. actually still ok luh. had fun during our bazaar. then never really go think bout it. alot pl buy. so happy x) got earn a bit profit i think. not bad liao. didnt expect it to go so smoothly. HAHAA. forget it man. i dont wanna give damn. NO MORE. over liao. ENUFF. tmr last day of the bazaar. hopefully we do well also. hehe. ah ben coming my sch tmr. sure alot pl come liao. WHOO. actually got alot of things i wanna say here. but, i dunno where to start leh. nvm =.= anw, GRATS TO TIAN AND *RENE 080807 go up stage to take scholarship? not sure. budd still, GRATS sigh* i still cant stop dwelling over it. Thursday, August 2, 2007 hm. he's behaving very weird nowadays? eh.i dont wanna be a subsitute leh =3 it makes me feel so luh.like i care like that. but, i do care =x COMPLICATED whatever.i dont feel like talking bout it. makes me feel, somehow, down? dunno la. idiot. anw, went to bought the bazaar thingy todae. bottles,gel and stuffs. at hougang mall. coz, really no tyme lehs. so rush luh.lol. then went back tm with nigel and yuki. went there to look for more bottles at popular. den nigel bought a belt for BEG. after that, i took 81. go home. halfway thru the journey. ade boarded the buswoah* kinda, shocked i supposed? didnt expect her to take 81. HAHA. coincidence uh? nothing much? too bad luh, dont feel so good now. sigh* nvm, shall update more tmr guys :) and all the best for my grp tmr !! GEL ARTS =) jyjy Wednesday, August 1, 2007 whooo. 1 Aug liao. so fast. sch as usual always. lol. after sch, went tm with jm,nigel,yuki,carline,shi ting and dwight to see if there's any formal clothing not. yup. i bought pink tube: $39 brown cardigon:$16 - $12.60 * after 20% discount as for my bottom, dunno what to buy yet. pants or skirt? skirt need knee length. u all also know i very short. if wear skirt, like no leg liaos. HAHA. pants? looks olgy on me? i dont know luh. really no idea what to buy. AH. still got heels to buy. arghh.BROKE. even if i work, i dont think there's enuff for me to spend uh? hahahaa. siann. aloysius wanna me to ms -.- dammit. i QUITEDD
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go