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JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE

You found me

Jacqueline

Attached to my Sillyboy,
His full-time Wifey (:

I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.
—Live Like Love

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Monday, October 15, 2012

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Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Sometimes in life, you know that being upset ain't gonna change anything... But you still couldnt help it.
The fact is still brutal.
Every morning when i wake up... How i wish that things will be the same again.
I envy people... Be it friends or relatives... Even strangers I see on streets.
I envy those people who are happy. I miss how I was before.
No matter how much i tried to convince myself... No matter how positive i tried to be... No matter how much i smile... It ain't from the bottom of my heart.
Im tired of acting strong. Im tired of pretending to be happy in front of my parents and people who cares for me.
The fact is... Im really tired.
I don't wanna be negative, i don't wanna be in this way. I really really really don't want to be like this.
I just want to be how iwas before. I just want to recover. I just want to get rid of this illness in me...
I don't want my parents to spend anymore medical expenses for me...
I just want to be happy... Am i asking too much? Is it too late for me to cherish the people i love now?
My birthday wish... Is to recover fully and cherish the ones i love.

Monday, July 2, 2012

So many regrets in my life.
Pondered so much these days and now then I realized how much my family means to me.
I've done so many... Countless incidents that disappoint my mum. How much I've hurt her in the past.
I never cared about how she feels.
I kept repeating my mistakes again and again.
I blamed myself that I realized it too late. How many more years can I spend with her?
I want her by my side so badly...
How much I needed her...

Monday, June 18, 2012

SUP SUP SUP.
Its Monday again! One more eff-ing week to go.
Daddy is planning to go GENTING on this coming July.
Better than no where to go uh (:
Year end then go Taiwan... But Taiwan got earthquake and flood ):
Mummy is having second thoughts ):

AHHHH, I JUST WANNA GET THE HELL OUTTA SINGAPOREEE~
Or rather, a getaway from my work, literally.
Work till damn sian already. To the extent that i can really get emo and depressed.
Machiam like depression. Serious thing k, no joke man. LOL.
I can really get emo for no reasons which is so not me. ikr.
Out of the blues, i've no confidence in myself and i kept having thoughts like ' Oh, i'm stupid and dumb. Thats why no people appreciate me. ' (Work)
I'm like a ball.
People throw me around like nobody's business. They don't care how i feel.
And when the youngsters were like saying ' I feel stress'
Seriously? You guys haven't experience what is STRESS yet.
But anyway, i'm heading over for an interview this coming Wednesday.
It's over at Raffles Place also.
Fuji Xerox Tower... I'm quite excited and nervous :/
Is it really so hard to find employer who really appreciate your work and talent?
Its like employers have expectations towards employees.
But employees also have expectations towards their employers what.
Correct me if im wrong? lol

Thursday, June 14, 2012

DIET PLAN!
IM ON DIEEEEEET~!
Haven't been on diet for so long... It's time (:
I wanna slim down my face, my waist, my thigh and my tummy !
I feel so eff-ing fat lah.
So frustrated with myself ):
So gonna slim down before my Taiwan trip with Boyfie ^_^

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Sometimes I just dont know how to smile anymore.

Monday, May 21, 2012

I hate to repeat myself.
So, don't let me.
Anyway, i've been sending out my resume and hope the best out of it.
Reminiscing the days when i'm younger... Carefree and stress-free.
And now... I can only think back.
Haven't really enjoy my youth and now i'm working full-time.
Like what people say, once you've start working everything changed.
So many regrets.
No time to shop, no time to drink, no time to relax, no time to talk nonsense with friends.
Cannot sleep till late noon, cannot go out late, cannot watch midnight movies, cannot pub, cannot club.
EVERYDAY I'M DEAD TIRED, GOD KNOWS WHY?!
So many boundaries... SO MANY PROBLEMS, SO MANY THINGS KEPT ME THINKING TILL THE EXTENT THAT I COULDN'T EVEN SLEEP IN PEACE!
What dafuq is wrong with my life?
Or rather, what dafuq is wrong with me?
SIGH!
Yeah, this is the BIG SIGH i'm having now.

I'm not easy to please

So, you don't come and go

JACQUELINEJACQUELINEJACQUELINE You found me
Jacqueline Attached to my Sillyboy, His full-time Wifey (: I won't give up on us. Even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily, I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. —Live Like Love Archives April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 October 2012 Songs To be updated	Monday, October 15, 2012 Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.9 Tuesday, October 9, 2012 Sometimes in life, you know that being upset ain't gonna change anything... But you still couldnt help it. The fact is still brutal. Every morning when i wake up... How i wish that things will be the same again. I envy people... Be it friends or relatives... Even strangers I see on streets. I envy those people who are happy. I miss how I was before. No matter how much i tried to convince myself... No matter how positive i tried to be... No matter how much i smile... It ain't from the bottom of my heart. Im tired of acting strong. Im tired of pretending to be happy in front of my parents and people who cares for me. The fact is... Im really tired. I don't wanna be negative, i don't wanna be in this way. I really really really don't want to be like this. I just want to be how iwas before. I just want to recover. I just want to get rid of this illness in me... I don't want my parents to spend anymore medical expenses for me... I just want to be happy... Am i asking too much? Is it too late for me to cherish the people i love now? My birthday wish... Is to recover fully and cherish the ones i love. Monday, July 2, 2012 So many regrets in my life. Pondered so much these days and now then I realized how much my family means to me. I've done so many... Countless incidents that disappoint my mum. How much I've hurt her in the past. I never cared about how she feels. I kept repeating my mistakes again and again. I blamed myself that I realized it too late. How many more years can I spend with her? I want her by my side so badly... How much I needed her... Monday, June 18, 2012 SUP SUP SUP. Its Monday again! One more eff-ing week to go. Daddy is planning to go GENTING on this coming July. Better than no where to go uh (: Year end then go Taiwan... But Taiwan got earthquake and flood ): Mummy is having second thoughts ): AHHHH, I JUST WANNA GET THE HELL OUTTA SINGAPOREEE~ Or rather, a getaway from my work, literally. Work till damn sian already. To the extent that i can really get emo and depressed. Machiam like depression. Serious thing k, no joke man. LOL. I can really get emo for no reasons which is so not me. ikr. Out of the blues, i've no confidence in myself and i kept having thoughts like ' Oh, i'm stupid and dumb. Thats why no people appreciate me. ' (Work) I'm like a ball. People throw me around like nobody's business. They don't care how i feel. And when the youngsters were like saying ' I feel stress' Seriously? You guys haven't experience what is STRESS yet. But anyway, i'm heading over for an interview this coming Wednesday. It's over at Raffles Place also. Fuji Xerox Tower... I'm quite excited and nervous :/ Is it really so hard to find employer who really appreciate your work and talent? Its like employers have expectations towards employees. But employees also have expectations towards their employers what. Correct me if im wrong? lol Thursday, June 14, 2012 DIET PLAN! IM ON DIEEEEEET~! Haven't been on diet for so long... It's time (: I wanna slim down my face, my waist, my thigh and my tummy ! I feel so eff-ing fat lah. So frustrated with myself ): So gonna slim down before my Taiwan trip with Boyfie ^_^ Thursday, May 31, 2012 Sometimes I just dont know how to smile anymore. Monday, May 21, 2012 I hate to repeat myself. So, don't let me. Anyway, i've been sending out my resume and hope the best out of it. Reminiscing the days when i'm younger... Carefree and stress-free. And now... I can only think back. Haven't really enjoy my youth and now i'm working full-time. Like what people say, once you've start working everything changed. So many regrets. No time to shop, no time to drink, no time to relax, no time to talk nonsense with friends. Cannot sleep till late noon, cannot go out late, cannot watch midnight movies, cannot pub, cannot club. EVERYDAY I'M DEAD TIRED, GOD KNOWS WHY?! So many boundaries... SO MANY PROBLEMS, SO MANY THINGS KEPT ME THINKING TILL THE EXTENT THAT I COULDN'T EVEN SLEEP IN PEACE! What dafuq is wrong with my life? Or rather, what dafuq is wrong with me? SIGH! Yeah, this is the BIG SIGH i'm having now.
I'm not easy to please So, you don't come and go